I'm simply excited by women being aroused by the worst, prvrtest, wrongest stuff, acting like depraved "pigs" or sluts in their fantasies/imaginations. Realization is not necessary.
And, even more, I respect such girls and women, cause they opened themselves for what they are, what they have deep into themselves, instead of hiding it from themselfs and creating a wrong picture of themselves as moralistic, innocent and not depraved. Knowing the things we possess inside of us lets us control them, hiding them from ourselfs can make us criminals, if the situation is useable for it, and if we think, we had a right to do such thing, usually in the name of the "good".
All the biggest crimes in history weren't done by perverts, but by people of high morals.