If she does end up leaving you for a black guy instead, I know your selfish heart will feel cheated, but isn't it honestly kind of a success? Better for her, better for the black man and that's what matters, right? There's really no need to have some pointless white guy involved.
In other words, you're probably completely redundant and unnecessary! Sorry lol it's just how it is
You can always sit at home, jerking off while thinking about how she's totally gone and blacked
I don't know if that helps, but I think it would be really really hot if she left you
It would make you such a good whiteboi, sacrificing your relationship like that.