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Book 141 ******* I know that it sounds like nothing has changed but there are definite changes that we have discussed and come to talk more openly about; we talked about the effects of continuing condoms together and, as I suggested, she slowly came to share that she likes how it feels to...

Book #138 ****** I am still feeling all sorts of things since I've been back. I don't think I look at her or feel any differently about her, I still love her, but I have this deep sense of arousal that I began to feel when I was away, from her. I've told her that I loved that she shared...

Book #130 ****** Last night seemed to take a different turn between us. She came home after seeing Paul and said that she wanted to see how it would feel to share things a bit more with me. I didn't know what that meant until later on when we were in the bedroom and with our 'Wednesday time'...

8 ****** "You told us that they dressed you up like a girl." I nodded. "That's right." "You said you were eighteen." "Yes, the last time it happened." Veronica looked at me. "You mean it happened more than once?" "Yes". "How many times". "I don't know, maybe five or six." "Five or...

Jacqui and Heidi (aka Jekyll and Hyde) a tale of two females as told to Curt Bruch and Julie Van ******* Chapter Eighteen - Karen enters Stage Left ******** Dale had bid his furtive farewells to his wife who was enjoying her best life in Las Vegas as a high-class prostitute and he returned...

Book #127 ****** The question about Paul's future I think was answered for me last night while we were enjoying our usual Wednesday night fun. Well, it wasn't so much fun at the start as we spent time talking before we, or rather, I, started. She undressed down to her bra and panties and I...

Book 125 ****** Thinking about it, after our talks and where we are going, 3 months is probably the longest I would choose to go for without some kind of intercourse with her. Maybe a bit longer or maybe a little shorter, depending on things. I think setting some kind of boundaries to start...

Book 123 ******* Friday and It feels strange to walk in through the door to an empty house knowing she's not going to be there. Likewise, not sure what to do with all this free time. Tonight, not a problem as likely I'll be heading out to a buddy's house in a bit, grabbing some dinner on the...

Book 118 ******* There is no doubt, she is hooked on Paul. It was made clear yesterday when I noted she was a bit moody. When I asked why she said that she was pissed that Paul had told her he preferred to be going to a Super Bowl party with his buddies and wasn't going to be coming by as she...

Georgina and I first met at University but for the first couple of years we barely spoke to each other and I only knew her by her surname. Indeed, it wasn't until our final year when our courses merged that I learned that she preferred to be known as Gina, so that's what I called her from...

Book 111 ****** This weekend was a good example of spontaneity and surprises. I thought that perhaps we'd wouldn't be bothering with answering the door to the Halloween trick-or-treaters and that I'd have some time to maybe join them once Paul got here, but she surprised me and asked me (well...

Book 110 ****** I got home a while ago and I have to say that the empty house is very quiet and that I'll say for sure that I miss her. We spoke several times over the weekend including just a little while ago. It turns out that they're in Myrtle Beach and not Hilton Head as I'd thought. She...

Book 109 ****** I cannot deny the way I feel right now. The emotional and physical feelings we have for each other, excluding sexual, have only increased. I know that I felt incredible last night when she came home and we shared a huge hug and kiss and time to talk and reconnect. It just feels...