Hi A/all
i have been here a while and thought i might share some of my journey as a cuck to my Dominant Goddess ...yes this is real life stuff so it will not be as hot n sexy as some of the great fantasy writing here.
i had admired my Goddess for many years. She is a professional Dominatrix which is no issue to me as i also do sex work as well and She is fully aware of that. i have zero judgement having been in a vanilla marriage for too long and i am happy to pay as an aspect of Fin-Dom but that is another story. i have done sex work on and off since well a young age and was no coercion or forcing....i loved it ...and then i found out you could paid for it.. Like many here i found sex a natural thing very early on and have never been different. After so many years of desire and fascination with Goddess i finally plucked up the courage and , of course , the money , for our first meeting. It went very well as i am secure in who i am and She is very secure in who She is. She was fully aware of my MtF trans deal and even liked that aspect and knew i adore BBC which , is the ONLY , cock gracing Her and even then She is selective.
Since then She is exerting a skillful influence in my life. We have our "professional" relationship but we also can go for coffee , shop for clothes , shoes , makeup or other stuff as our tastes , not all of which are fetish , but some are , match nicely.
As to cuck , well She has many plans for that. From my escorting ( and other experiences with cocks) She sees a useful set of skills She can use for Her advantage. She knows is desire to please and not some BS motion to get into Her panties....that will never happen and we both agree wholeheartedly with that! Now She may allow me to service certain BBC and , if i am good , receive the cream pie of Her real lovers. i am certainly a stable whore for Her and we do plan some rather fine offerings for select people.
We both embrace Our kinky sides and there are simply so many facets and agreement on those.
Now my goal is to be a three hole offering down the road. This was happening regardless of affiliation but to have Her support, guidance and care makes this evolution, which will not be easy , much more comfortable.
She terms me "cucky" and that makes me fill with joy inside and she knows i will comply to almost anything She asks. We have yet to hit a road block on that but we both have experienced a fair amount of kinks ourselves and with clients , so to make either of us blush would take something.
What i can say is this was a missing piece of what has become the best era of my life.
If you are sitting on that fence about the idea of cucking to your Wife/GF/Lover ...don't... is my take. It will take from fantasy to reality something very unique and enthralling. Are their awkward moments ? Sure ...this is real life not porn. You simply work through them and trust me the rewards can be so huge. Live as well as look at it and read it.....
So there is no misunderstanding , i do Dominate sissies/men and subs as well....and i learn from the best!
love
mystiquefb
i have been here a while and thought i might share some of my journey as a cuck to my Dominant Goddess ...yes this is real life stuff so it will not be as hot n sexy as some of the great fantasy writing here.
i had admired my Goddess for many years. She is a professional Dominatrix which is no issue to me as i also do sex work as well and She is fully aware of that. i have zero judgement having been in a vanilla marriage for too long and i am happy to pay as an aspect of Fin-Dom but that is another story. i have done sex work on and off since well a young age and was no coercion or forcing....i loved it ...and then i found out you could paid for it.. Like many here i found sex a natural thing very early on and have never been different. After so many years of desire and fascination with Goddess i finally plucked up the courage and , of course , the money , for our first meeting. It went very well as i am secure in who i am and She is very secure in who She is. She was fully aware of my MtF trans deal and even liked that aspect and knew i adore BBC which , is the ONLY , cock gracing Her and even then She is selective.
Since then She is exerting a skillful influence in my life. We have our "professional" relationship but we also can go for coffee , shop for clothes , shoes , makeup or other stuff as our tastes , not all of which are fetish , but some are , match nicely.
As to cuck , well She has many plans for that. From my escorting ( and other experiences with cocks) She sees a useful set of skills She can use for Her advantage. She knows is desire to please and not some BS motion to get into Her panties....that will never happen and we both agree wholeheartedly with that! Now She may allow me to service certain BBC and , if i am good , receive the cream pie of Her real lovers. i am certainly a stable whore for Her and we do plan some rather fine offerings for select people.
We both embrace Our kinky sides and there are simply so many facets and agreement on those.
Now my goal is to be a three hole offering down the road. This was happening regardless of affiliation but to have Her support, guidance and care makes this evolution, which will not be easy , much more comfortable.
She terms me "cucky" and that makes me fill with joy inside and she knows i will comply to almost anything She asks. We have yet to hit a road block on that but we both have experienced a fair amount of kinks ourselves and with clients , so to make either of us blush would take something.
What i can say is this was a missing piece of what has become the best era of my life.
If you are sitting on that fence about the idea of cucking to your Wife/GF/Lover ...don't... is my take. It will take from fantasy to reality something very unique and enthralling. Are their awkward moments ? Sure ...this is real life not porn. You simply work through them and trust me the rewards can be so huge. Live as well as look at it and read it.....
So there is no misunderstanding , i do Dominate sissies/men and subs as well....and i learn from the best!
love
mystiquefb