I just cannot see myself as a sissy. Too hairy, too masculine looking etc.
I think I best fit into the category of faggot.
And I don't want to have any gay relationships!
I don't want to know his name, or learn about his non-sexual personality. I just want my throat used, his hands on the back of my head, or around my ribs as he fucks me for his pleasure, then leaves.
Or a cuckold. Where he enjoys my wife/gf (if I had one), then leaves me to accept her vituperative virago ways. Anger, rage and abuse for not being man enough.