As a teen, I first found some light captions about ex girlfriends being stolen, which lead to interracial captions. One mentioned bnwo, so I decided to google it. I found a bnwo religious site, and spent 3 hours reading every article they had. At the end was a series of indoctrination style videos meant to instill white guilt, white hate, white inferiority, black excellence, and black worship. I was so taken by their teachings that almost every night i would read the site twice while edging, then listen to the videos on loop while i edged myself to sleep, with the videos still playing in my headphones. I've tried quitting since then, but I always come back.