Whiteboi_Beta
BNWO Supporter
Hello...well like the title says, I'm just another white beta male coming to terms with myself and my role in society going forward.
And I felt like I needed to introduce myself and share some things about my realization.
Ever since I hit puberty I was super nervous around girls, shy and having a hard time even look in their eyes...much less talking to them.
I tried of course to get them to like me, but all I got was rejection...every...single..time.
This went on for years..I felt so defeated all the time, so natrually I started watching porn A LOT.
It didn't take long for me to discover interrecial porn, and it instantly turned me on so much...I wasn't able to explain it, just watching a strong black man fuck a white girl, something I had never done, was so attractive to me I just couldn't stop watching it.
Not long after that I started comparing myself to the men, they were clearly bigger physically, and their dicks made mine look like a baby dick...literally.
I felt insecure, emasculated even, and it didn't take long for me to stumble upon sissification after that. Especially BIG black men fucking sissy whitebois.
It really felt natural to me, I was not a man, I was a boy. A white boy. I started seeing myself instead of the girls getting fucked by those big black men, my white little dick swinging around while they fucked my asshole...it was so arousing.
I felt the urge to start feminizing myself, I wanted to look pretty for these real men. I wanted them to want me. To fuck me. And I want to worship white women and thank them for rejecting me for all these years, making me realize what I really am, a pathetic whiteboi.
I guess since every girl i've ever talked to has rejected me I was desperate for attention. I knew at this point I will never penetrate a woman, I doubt my dick even could, it would hardly be a penetration. The only way I will get close to a white womans pussy is to lick a black mans cum of it. And i'm happy with that, I will lick her feet too, if she allows it.
Sorry if this introduction was a bit long...I get a bit worked up when I think about my progression and how I got here. Thankfully my dick is locked so, no accidents
I am super glad I found this site, I hope there's room for a little beta whiteboi like me working on his feminization/sissification and embracing his true nature and role in life.
Oh and I am a proud supporter of the BNWO movement and fully open borders to the west. I will worship white women and encourage them to breed black, I will lock my pathetic dicklet away to protect women from my white seed. And I will feminize myself so I can be of proper use to black men. My boy-pussy is theirs to use, and so is my mouth. I want to be humiliated and degraded by white women as punishment for attempting to have sex with them over the years, and I want real men (black men) to use me as a second-hand cumdump if no white women are available to be bred.
And I felt like I needed to introduce myself and share some things about my realization.
Ever since I hit puberty I was super nervous around girls, shy and having a hard time even look in their eyes...much less talking to them.
I tried of course to get them to like me, but all I got was rejection...every...single..time.
This went on for years..I felt so defeated all the time, so natrually I started watching porn A LOT.
It didn't take long for me to discover interrecial porn, and it instantly turned me on so much...I wasn't able to explain it, just watching a strong black man fuck a white girl, something I had never done, was so attractive to me I just couldn't stop watching it.
Not long after that I started comparing myself to the men, they were clearly bigger physically, and their dicks made mine look like a baby dick...literally.
I felt insecure, emasculated even, and it didn't take long for me to stumble upon sissification after that. Especially BIG black men fucking sissy whitebois.
It really felt natural to me, I was not a man, I was a boy. A white boy. I started seeing myself instead of the girls getting fucked by those big black men, my white little dick swinging around while they fucked my asshole...it was so arousing.
I felt the urge to start feminizing myself, I wanted to look pretty for these real men. I wanted them to want me. To fuck me. And I want to worship white women and thank them for rejecting me for all these years, making me realize what I really am, a pathetic whiteboi.
I guess since every girl i've ever talked to has rejected me I was desperate for attention. I knew at this point I will never penetrate a woman, I doubt my dick even could, it would hardly be a penetration. The only way I will get close to a white womans pussy is to lick a black mans cum of it. And i'm happy with that, I will lick her feet too, if she allows it.
Sorry if this introduction was a bit long...I get a bit worked up when I think about my progression and how I got here. Thankfully my dick is locked so, no accidents
I am super glad I found this site, I hope there's room for a little beta whiteboi like me working on his feminization/sissification and embracing his true nature and role in life.
Oh and I am a proud supporter of the BNWO movement and fully open borders to the west. I will worship white women and encourage them to breed black, I will lock my pathetic dicklet away to protect women from my white seed. And I will feminize myself so I can be of proper use to black men. My boy-pussy is theirs to use, and so is my mouth. I want to be humiliated and degraded by white women as punishment for attempting to have sex with them over the years, and I want real men (black men) to use me as a second-hand cumdump if no white women are available to be bred.