My story is kind of sad, weird and I come from a conservative country which is ethnically white and I've only had bad experiences with white men whether my *** or ex-bf... my whole life I've been missing something and I wanted to find change and I wandered. I hated BNWO when I discovered it to the point of making people feel I hated them. One black man mysteriously changed that and was very nice to me even though I was disgusted with him and debated with me and I calmed down over time and debated normally and it changed me over time..
I always felt like I didn't belong anywhere and had no path in life. I was a proud Nazi because I thought people would need me and accept me. When I discovered BNWO, I hated it until I made the people at dm feel that I hated them. One black guy mysteriously changed that and was very nice to me even though I was disgusted with him and debated with me and I calmed down over time and debated normally even at night and over time it subconsciously changed me. The last straw in my support of the white race and Nazism was when my ******* ex beat me up for no reason.
I threw away all inhibitions and became more and more accepting of the BNWO fetish and I couldn't stop, even though some people told me it was just a fetish and mixing races was harmful. But I had no reason to be loyal anymore. It wasn't enough for me to see BNWO just as a fetish, I wanted more of a political one as well and I still try to seek out information on black supremacy, Afrocentrism etc....
Today I am 27 years old, a single mom and expecting a black baby.
I always felt like I didn't belong anywhere and had no path in life. I was a proud Nazi because I thought people would need me and accept me. When I discovered BNWO, I hated it until I made the people at dm feel that I hated them. One black guy mysteriously changed that and was very nice to me even though I was disgusted with him and debated with me and I calmed down over time and debated normally even at night and over time it subconsciously changed me. The last straw in my support of the white race and Nazism was when my ******* ex beat me up for no reason.
I threw away all inhibitions and became more and more accepting of the BNWO fetish and I couldn't stop, even though some people told me it was just a fetish and mixing races was harmful. But I had no reason to be loyal anymore. It wasn't enough for me to see BNWO just as a fetish, I wanted more of a political one as well and I still try to seek out information on black supremacy, Afrocentrism etc....
Today I am 27 years old, a single mom and expecting a black baby.
