Athena_Spade
Transwomen Sissy, Chaste for the BNWO
My name is Athena, I'm a 29yo, 5ft 4in, white trans women in the United States. And as of wrighting this, I am not wholey accepting of my fate as guided and conditioned fuck meat for the BNWO.
My reservations are mostly due with the BNWO community misunderstanding what trans women are/aren't, the whiteboi disposal topic, and the findom community.
First off, Trans Women are NOT whitebois anymore NOR are we whitegurls; We are NOT sissies NOR are we cross dressers/drag queens. We are NOT faggots NOR piggys. We are hoes and sows. [Sexuality/kink is complicated some of these aren't mutually exclusive]
We ARE women.
We don't rate a "b" or a "j" in our spade tattoos, we rate the "Q".
I can go into the science and philosophy on being transgender and how gender and bio sex aren't mutually exclusive. Or how philosophically we as sentient beings aren't just limited to our sex organs. Perhaps another time. But I will say this, being trans women isn't a sexual thing no more than being a cis woman is.
I can hear the low iq creature in the comments typing out "to pretend to be a woman is one thing but lets be honest you're just a delusional whiteboi"
and I would just say this:
-If you're whiteboi- Lacking the intelligence enough to understand concepts in such fields as biology, psychology, and sociology, is utterly embarrassing. You just show that you're more of a cock brain bimbo than I. With your logic, we shouldn't be on the internet because you're delusional to think we can communicate with lightning.
-if you're Black man- *moan* "y-yes Daddy!" (adhego face)
But I digress.
I am still coming to terms with this lifestyle but I'm about 98% there. I'm have been pussy free for 12 years. My last girlfriend from that time, told me that she fantasized about black men taking her sexually and ****** her, i judge her hard at the time. Fast forward to 2014 and I would developed a similar fantasy and to come and find out she is a swinger now. I have pleasured countless black men over that time so much so that I just am not attracted to whitebois anymore. The BNWO has successfully programed my little white brain to crave black cock and to be dominated by a black man and submit my mouth and butt as his cum dump.
The first cock i sucked was black at 13yo, I was pressured, but out of everyone there I was chosen. Might be a Black Alpha's instinct to know I was a white fuckmeat before I even knew. And That was before I ever tried to fuck a girl at 17yo. In 2014 I came to understand myself as a woman, and transitioned in the following years. The signs were there. Even at 5yo I have a core memory of my mother telling me my *** wouldn't approve of me dressing in girl clothes while I was wearing a sage green dress.
I'm 29 now and like all white women, I too, now understand the instinctual submission to breed with Black Alpha Males. Perhaps I've always known deep down.
Regardless of trans women's inability to naturally produce black babies with our current technology level, womb inplants are in development, if so desired. But it's also hot knowing that a black men will fantasize about someones white son being brainwashed and transitioned to be a sex toy for their pleasure lol. Sexuality and kink are complicated.
My next issue with the community is the whole whiteboi disposal topic. Incredibly hot hearing white men castrating and killing themselves to esure they don't breed and give up their white wives womb and pussy to be a sow for black baby factories, but are you really deluding yourself into thinking the powerful black race is going to give up and destory the natural resource of a naturally submissive sub species to fuck, cuck, and dominate? Yeah right. Lol. They will just selectively breed us like dogs but instead of just pets it will be as sex toys.
My last issue is Findom. I get that some people enjoy it. But it is so predatory. I have prostitution/pornstar roleplay fantasies, and even I view findom as worse and more predatory than even a black pimp acquiring, training, and owning white sluts as a black owned buisness. Like at least make content or provide a service like they do. Don't just "I need Reparations and tribute" like get the fuck out of here, for what? To degrade me? I can hire a dom or domme to do that.
Every time I try to talk to a dominant black guy associated with the BNWO on fetlife or something, i get "you need to submit and application and provide a tribute" I'm trying to be your black cock worshiping sex slave anal whore and he's making it a buisness transaction to just go on a date.
But besides my white girl opinion on those aspects of the community, I look forward to submitting to alpha men with my slutty body and continuing my journey!
The only things I'm missing is being formally trained and dominated by a black master and being bestowed my Q of spade tattoo on my ass.
Because my body and mind are ultimately products of the BNWO.
My reservations are mostly due with the BNWO community misunderstanding what trans women are/aren't, the whiteboi disposal topic, and the findom community.
First off, Trans Women are NOT whitebois anymore NOR are we whitegurls; We are NOT sissies NOR are we cross dressers/drag queens. We are NOT faggots NOR piggys. We are hoes and sows. [Sexuality/kink is complicated some of these aren't mutually exclusive]
We ARE women.
We don't rate a "b" or a "j" in our spade tattoos, we rate the "Q".
I can go into the science and philosophy on being transgender and how gender and bio sex aren't mutually exclusive. Or how philosophically we as sentient beings aren't just limited to our sex organs. Perhaps another time. But I will say this, being trans women isn't a sexual thing no more than being a cis woman is.
I can hear the low iq creature in the comments typing out "to pretend to be a woman is one thing but lets be honest you're just a delusional whiteboi"
and I would just say this:
-If you're whiteboi- Lacking the intelligence enough to understand concepts in such fields as biology, psychology, and sociology, is utterly embarrassing. You just show that you're more of a cock brain bimbo than I. With your logic, we shouldn't be on the internet because you're delusional to think we can communicate with lightning.
-if you're Black man- *moan* "y-yes Daddy!" (adhego face)
But I digress.
I am still coming to terms with this lifestyle but I'm about 98% there. I'm have been pussy free for 12 years. My last girlfriend from that time, told me that she fantasized about black men taking her sexually and ****** her, i judge her hard at the time. Fast forward to 2014 and I would developed a similar fantasy and to come and find out she is a swinger now. I have pleasured countless black men over that time so much so that I just am not attracted to whitebois anymore. The BNWO has successfully programed my little white brain to crave black cock and to be dominated by a black man and submit my mouth and butt as his cum dump.
The first cock i sucked was black at 13yo, I was pressured, but out of everyone there I was chosen. Might be a Black Alpha's instinct to know I was a white fuckmeat before I even knew. And That was before I ever tried to fuck a girl at 17yo. In 2014 I came to understand myself as a woman, and transitioned in the following years. The signs were there. Even at 5yo I have a core memory of my mother telling me my *** wouldn't approve of me dressing in girl clothes while I was wearing a sage green dress.
I'm 29 now and like all white women, I too, now understand the instinctual submission to breed with Black Alpha Males. Perhaps I've always known deep down.
Regardless of trans women's inability to naturally produce black babies with our current technology level, womb inplants are in development, if so desired. But it's also hot knowing that a black men will fantasize about someones white son being brainwashed and transitioned to be a sex toy for their pleasure lol. Sexuality and kink are complicated.
My next issue with the community is the whole whiteboi disposal topic. Incredibly hot hearing white men castrating and killing themselves to esure they don't breed and give up their white wives womb and pussy to be a sow for black baby factories, but are you really deluding yourself into thinking the powerful black race is going to give up and destory the natural resource of a naturally submissive sub species to fuck, cuck, and dominate? Yeah right. Lol. They will just selectively breed us like dogs but instead of just pets it will be as sex toys.
My last issue is Findom. I get that some people enjoy it. But it is so predatory. I have prostitution/pornstar roleplay fantasies, and even I view findom as worse and more predatory than even a black pimp acquiring, training, and owning white sluts as a black owned buisness. Like at least make content or provide a service like they do. Don't just "I need Reparations and tribute" like get the fuck out of here, for what? To degrade me? I can hire a dom or domme to do that.
Every time I try to talk to a dominant black guy associated with the BNWO on fetlife or something, i get "you need to submit and application and provide a tribute" I'm trying to be your black cock worshiping sex slave anal whore and he's making it a buisness transaction to just go on a date.
But besides my white girl opinion on those aspects of the community, I look forward to submitting to alpha men with my slutty body and continuing my journey!
The only things I'm missing is being formally trained and dominated by a black master and being bestowed my Q of spade tattoo on my ass.
Because my body and mind are ultimately products of the BNWO.
) or an old fart who only sees the world in black and white (no pun intended), but I simply don't buy the whole transgender doctrine. Of course this is just my humble opnion. But if I convert tomorrow from a Catholic to a Jew, I wouldn't introduce myself by saying: "I'm a recently converted Catholic who's now a Jew." Also, the way a lot of trans people continually slag off people who are not on board with the whole transgender concept, seems terribly narrow minded and insulting. Just look at the horrible insults and threats, a woman like J.K. Rowling has had to endure.
Awful!! And that's more proof that trans women are not real women, in my opinion. Because real women are nurturing, soft, tender, forgiving, accepting, loving and compassionate. Unfortunately these are characteristics that are sorely missing in a lot of heated debates, shouting matches, demonstrations and threats.
It just goes to show that the snowflakes fall as hard on the left, as they do on the right!
You see, most people in the transgender community think that they can change people's mind, public opinion and basic biology(!) by yelling, insulting and threatening all those who disagree. Or in your case, trying to deflect. It's like that game we used to play as kids, the shell game. Essentially a swindling trick, for some people lose sight of that little ball (or pea) and are therefore unable to pick the right shell or cup. But for those of us who are paying attention, the little ball is always there under the same cup. No pun intended!
She can choose to get pregant, you can't. And the fact that somebody has been sterilized and in (some cases) no longer has ovaries, doesn't make her less of a woman. 
I can sit in a car in my garage, but it won't transform me into a car. Get the picture?