Showing off in the loo

So attentive, hanging on your every word, needing to hear every detail even though it's torture for him to know you were writhing in orgasmic bliss on a huge hard cock with which he cannot hope to compete. Driven by lust, frustration, and jealousy to retake you with vigor.

I try not to make hubby feel lesser though of course he knows how I love that feeling of being filled so completely and the powerful arms which hold me lifting me and moving me about as if I weigh nothing

And I'm sure he appreciates that you're not actively degrading him. Unless he's into that, it can ruin the fun quickly. But you know there's a difference, even if you'd never say it aloud. You get the athletic, dirty, detached, trophy cock fucking you crave and the passionate and attentive love you also need. The slut and the perfect housewife sides are equally attended to.

Anything to hurt hubby's feelings I would never do

Of course not! You obviously adore him! And you love him even more for letting you play but would end it in an instant if he asked.

I don;t know if I could at this point luv. Being with my b/f these Fridays has become a very special part of my life I should miss him terribly

I'm sure they have! A special Friday treat to start your weekend off right and knowing your Friday night will mean hubby pampering you and delightful passion. Hubby would be a fool to ask you to give that up.