I've been married to my wife for 22 years now. We've known each other since we met back in college. . Very early in the marriage, we went to visit an old friend of mine in another state. We went drinking one night and she seriously flirted with him all evening, even asking me to fetch them drinks in the seriously overcrowded bar. I watched them flirting together for a long time and I found it was turning me on...
After the trip, she admitted to me that she found him quite handsome and very charming and wanted to have sex with him. A week later I found her masturbating, she told me she was having breeding fantasies about him! It ended when she found out that he began dating a younger woman and they had gotten engaged.
In the past, I had dated a few black girls, she only dated white guys. She had once told me she always wanted to try a black guy in college but never did? I kind of hinted maybe she could give it a try. She said that she did not want to cheat or have an open marriage. This was weird to say after what happened, but I brushed it off.
Meanwhile, over the last dozen years, I've had deep fantasies of her breeding with someone else, but not white. I want her to be blackbred. I hinted a few years ago again about her maybe trying out what sex with a black man would be like, and I would give her a pass, but she still said no.
She has a very stressful job and it takes a toll on all of us. She's been working there for about five years now, and only this past year did the company have issues that made the employees upset, and collectively work toward better pay. There were so many gatherings after work and on weekends to resolve these work issues.
Now four months ago, one of her black female colleagues said “I hope you don't get offended, but you got the booty every black man wants!”
She told me about it the next day, and I had to laugh and say “yea they love that ass you got.” I thought it was funny and we got a good laugh.
About a week later, that same woman told her "She had the most perfect ass and black men would be all over that." Again she told me and I had to laugh about it.
“Is she hitting on you or what?”
”She's not gay, she has a man?” She had to mention what she said about four more times over the next two weeks for some reason it was stuck in her mind? Then it just seemed to drop off and everything was back to normal?
Last month something changed. She began going out with this woman after work a lot. She said it was a group of colleagues getting together for drinks. On the weekends she began to run errands all day long and even came home up late at night. It was odd, but she enjoyed being busy and not being a homebody.
Then one Saturday morning she briefly mentions that she probably only has two years left before menopause might begin. A week later, I was busy fixing the lawn mower in the garage, and she walks up to me and abruptly asked for a divorce. "What? Why? HUH???" She tells me that she feels life is too short, and she doesn't see being with me as something she wants anymore. I asked if she wanted to try marriage counseling and she refused.
Ok so sure, I'm not going to cry about it. We went to the lawyer and got things moving. Over these last few weeks, I never see her except when she comes home to sleep for a few hours. She always says she’s out with her friends and colleagues. I have to sleep on the sofa now, so I don't care.
Yesterday I found a product label on the floor for tattoo ointment. I asked her if she got a tattoo? She said maybe. I asked if I could see it and she said no. I was stunned, shocked, amazed but curious as hell. So after some prompting, she smiled and showed me this big design on her leg, saying she got it last month. It is her divorce tattoo, as she called it. It has a long sword with a small crown on top and a banner draped around it. I couldn’t read what it said from where I was standing so I asked? She told me "It's none of your business." She said she has a few others I cannot see, and that she doesn’t want to show me. Wow just wow. She was never someone that would get inked and now she has secret tattoos?
This is all crazy until I start putting the pieces together. I believe that colleague of hers hooked her up with one or more black men, and she's been having wild sex for a few months, enough for her to want to divorce me? I'm only guessing what the other tattoos are, and exactly where they may be placed on her body. Also, she did mention her fertility to me? Could it be because she plans on becoming blackbred? Was she breaking the ice, hinting, or maybe she already is?
Maybe it's only me, my imagination is getting the best of me. Am I crazy, or do you think she is doing what I've dreamed about for a decade, but now not being able to take part in or enjoy any part of it?? My mind is exploding. I'm nervous, excited, extremely aroused, and just plain confused.
This is a real story. Feedback on my situation is encouraged.
After the trip, she admitted to me that she found him quite handsome and very charming and wanted to have sex with him. A week later I found her masturbating, she told me she was having breeding fantasies about him! It ended when she found out that he began dating a younger woman and they had gotten engaged.
In the past, I had dated a few black girls, she only dated white guys. She had once told me she always wanted to try a black guy in college but never did? I kind of hinted maybe she could give it a try. She said that she did not want to cheat or have an open marriage. This was weird to say after what happened, but I brushed it off.
Meanwhile, over the last dozen years, I've had deep fantasies of her breeding with someone else, but not white. I want her to be blackbred. I hinted a few years ago again about her maybe trying out what sex with a black man would be like, and I would give her a pass, but she still said no.
She has a very stressful job and it takes a toll on all of us. She's been working there for about five years now, and only this past year did the company have issues that made the employees upset, and collectively work toward better pay. There were so many gatherings after work and on weekends to resolve these work issues.
Now four months ago, one of her black female colleagues said “I hope you don't get offended, but you got the booty every black man wants!”
She told me about it the next day, and I had to laugh and say “yea they love that ass you got.” I thought it was funny and we got a good laugh.
About a week later, that same woman told her "She had the most perfect ass and black men would be all over that." Again she told me and I had to laugh about it.
“Is she hitting on you or what?”
”She's not gay, she has a man?” She had to mention what she said about four more times over the next two weeks for some reason it was stuck in her mind? Then it just seemed to drop off and everything was back to normal?
Last month something changed. She began going out with this woman after work a lot. She said it was a group of colleagues getting together for drinks. On the weekends she began to run errands all day long and even came home up late at night. It was odd, but she enjoyed being busy and not being a homebody.
Then one Saturday morning she briefly mentions that she probably only has two years left before menopause might begin. A week later, I was busy fixing the lawn mower in the garage, and she walks up to me and abruptly asked for a divorce. "What? Why? HUH???" She tells me that she feels life is too short, and she doesn't see being with me as something she wants anymore. I asked if she wanted to try marriage counseling and she refused.
Ok so sure, I'm not going to cry about it. We went to the lawyer and got things moving. Over these last few weeks, I never see her except when she comes home to sleep for a few hours. She always says she’s out with her friends and colleagues. I have to sleep on the sofa now, so I don't care.
Yesterday I found a product label on the floor for tattoo ointment. I asked her if she got a tattoo? She said maybe. I asked if I could see it and she said no. I was stunned, shocked, amazed but curious as hell. So after some prompting, she smiled and showed me this big design on her leg, saying she got it last month. It is her divorce tattoo, as she called it. It has a long sword with a small crown on top and a banner draped around it. I couldn’t read what it said from where I was standing so I asked? She told me "It's none of your business." She said she has a few others I cannot see, and that she doesn’t want to show me. Wow just wow. She was never someone that would get inked and now she has secret tattoos?
This is all crazy until I start putting the pieces together. I believe that colleague of hers hooked her up with one or more black men, and she's been having wild sex for a few months, enough for her to want to divorce me? I'm only guessing what the other tattoos are, and exactly where they may be placed on her body. Also, she did mention her fertility to me? Could it be because she plans on becoming blackbred? Was she breaking the ice, hinting, or maybe she already is?
Maybe it's only me, my imagination is getting the best of me. Am I crazy, or do you think she is doing what I've dreamed about for a decade, but now not being able to take part in or enjoy any part of it?? My mind is exploding. I'm nervous, excited, extremely aroused, and just plain confused.
This is a real story. Feedback on my situation is encouraged.
