My ********, Mary, became sexually active in 1997. She was a junior in high school and had started dating Jake, a black boy who was a senior and the starting running back on the high school football team. Mary was flattered when he asked her out. It did not bother me that she was dating a black boy but my husband had some reservations. Because this was what Mary wanted, my husband kept quite. My husband is in International Trading and is out of town over fifteen days a month, including two weekends. He makes good money and is able to provide us with a fine home, new cars, and nice clothes.

A couple of weeks after Jake and Mary started dating, I was waiting up for her to come in. When she came in, she would not look at me and headed straight up to her room. I could tell that she was up set. Thinking maybe she was dumped or worse *****, I went up to her room. She told me that Jake had an accident. ?What kind of accident,? I asked. She said, ?He came inside me.? She went on to tell me that Jake told her that to be his girlfriend she would have to take care of his needs. She said up until tonight she had been using her hand or giving him oral sex which all of the girls at school are doing. Tonight, Jake had promised her that if he could just put it in her he would not ejaculate inside her. Mary had agreed to let him and she said it was an accident that he couldn't stop. He told her that he was sorry that he had cum but she was so tight and it felt so good. There are five white girls in Mary's school who have little black babies and Mary said she was worried.

I took Mary into my bathroom and told her she needed to douche out as much of his sperm as possible. I helped her clean up and told her that I would have to take her to my doctor. I made an appointment for her the following Monday afternoon and took her out of school. The doctor gave her an examination and said that everything looked good. He gave her a prescription for birth control pills and told her to get it filled if she was to continue having sex and wasn't pregnant. Five days later, she got her period and we both were relieved.

I talked to Mary about having sex and what she wanted to do. She told me that she wanted to continue dating Jake and she wanted to have sex with him whenever he wanted it. I felt better knowing that she would be on birth control. After each date with Jake, she would come in and seem very cheerful and happy. She was changing from a little girl to a beautiful young woman. I told her that now that she was fucking Jake, if she wanted she could have him up in her room anytime her father was not here. I knew how uncomfortable fucking in a car could be and I wanted her to learn the Joy of fucking. I was okay with this as I was a flower child of the seventies and have a very open mind.

Mary and Jake spent a lot of time in her room together. It seemed that every time that her father was out of town, Jake was up in her room fucking my ********. About mid November, as I was watching TV, Jake walks through the den completely naked. His cock was hard and sticking straight out. It was at least four inches longer that my husband's and much bigger around. I thought how in the world is my ******** taking all of that. Jake said, Mary wanted a Coke and with that he headed on to the kitchen, got two cokes from the fridge and walked back past me on his way back upstairs to Mary's bedroom. Over the next couple of weeks this scene was repeated several times. I never disapproved or said anything to Jake.

After Football season was over, I was watching TV one day about 12:30 or so and I heard a car pull into the drive. I went to the front window and looked out. It was Jake. I thought that he had come to tell me something had happened to Mary. I held the door open as he came in. I asked is Mary okay. He told me that she was fine. He went on to tell me that he had been thinking about me all morning and he was now skipping classes. He told me that he wanted to fuck me and that he knew that I wanted him also. This caught me off guard. Then he moved to me and put his arms around me drawing me up to him. I could feel his cock start to harden. After running his hands over my body, he started unbuttoning my blouse. He just let it fall to the floor as he removed it. I turned around for him to unsnap my bra which he did. As he was feeling and kissing my tits, I undid my skirt and let it fall to the floor also. He got down on his knees and slid my panties down and preceded to lick my pussy as I spread my legs for him to pleasure me.

By this time, it was evident that he was going to fuck me. I took his hand and led him up to my bedroom. I helped him as he removed his clothes. I was very eager to get at his big black cock that I had seen so many times but never got to touch. I got down on my knees and fondled and sucked as much of his cock as I could get in my mouth. This was my ********'s cock that she has sucked and fucked so many times. I wanted to feel everything that my ******** had felt. I got up and laid on the bed with my legs spread wide for him to enter me. I thought, god help me for I have never had a cock this big. I was so hot and wet that to my surprise he slid his cock right in my pussy. Man, could this boy fuck. He humped my pussy for what seemed like hours but was probably only twenty minutes or so. I was loving it. I knew that my ******** must love it also. I loved it when he filled my pussy with his hot cum. I never knew that a black cock could feel so good.

I never said anything to Mary about Jake and I fucking and she never said anything to me. So, I don't know if she knew or not. Jake never fucked me again, but I thought about it often. Now, when Jake comes downstairs naked to get cokes for him and Mary, I follow him into the kitchen and get on my knees to suck his cock for two or three minutes before he goes back to Mary. I then finger my self or use the black dildo that he gave to me for Christmas. He also gave one to Mary. We keep them hidden from my husband.

It was in March that Jake came in one Saturday afternoon and said that they were going out for hamburgers. This was a weekend that my husband was gone. As he and Mary left, I looked out and saw that there were two additional black boys in the back seat. About an hour and a half later they all came back in. Jake was leading Mary up the stairs and the two other black boys started to follow. I was about to tell them that they couldn't go up when Mary said, It is alright mom. I could tell by the talk and comments that I could hear coming from Mary's room that Jake had Mary naked. She must have been giving the boys quite a show. Then it was obvious that one of the boys was fucking her. I heard one of the boys say that he was next. My ******** was letting all three boys fuck her. They were in Mary's room, maybe two hours when the two boys came back down the stairs. I asked them, boys did you have fun. Sort of Sheepishly they answered yes. I then asked them if my ******** was a good fuck. They scooted out the front door. I think I shocked them that I was so open.

From then until the end of school, Jake continued to bring other black boys over to see Mary and she would take them to her room and fuck them. After graduation, Jake won a scholarship to the state university to play football. Mary and I both knew that he would find someone there to fuck. Mary continued to date many of the black boys that Jake had brought to her. As before, if her father was gone she could take them to her room. I tried to keep count of the boys that were fucking my ******** but I soon lost count. I was glad to see that Mary was so popular with many of the boys. Mary developed a study partner with a white boy named Paul. They spent many hours at the dinning room table with books spread out doing home work and studying for tests. If one of Mary's black friends came by, she would take them to her room to fuck and Paul would either wait for her to come back down or he would leave. It was always obvious that she had been fucked when she came back down. When my husband is here, he is so delighted to see Mary with Paul.

After Mary graduated from high school she started attending college. Paul goes to the same college and they have really become good friends. Mary continues to date black guys. After college, Paul and Mary ended up getting married. Ten months later Mary gives birth to a little black baby. She tells me that her marriage is strong and that Paul understands her needs and desire to fuck black men and tells her that she can have as many black friends as she wants or want her.

Since our ******** has had her black baby, I have told my husband that it is in a woman's nature to want to service black men. There is something about having a black man as a lover that satisfies something inside that no small dick white man can. To really be his woman even if he will abuse her and use her, we must submit to their needs. I told him that I had found such a man and had been fucking him for some time and when you are out of town I go to his place to party and fuck. Sometime he has me fuck some of his friends which I gladly do. This is something that I can't change and won't give up. My husband has asked that I only do this when he is out.