Written by Vickie Submitted by Monika Confess

My name is Vickie, a 46 year old MWF. I am 5?, 100 pound, petite Italian lady with long straight black hair. I was raised in a small, rural town in New Jersey by old fashion, Catholic, parents.

I attended a small New Jersey college and met Jack. He was a senior and I was a freshman. When he graduated, he landed the manager's job at a Lowes Store and asked me to marry him. I never finished college because Jack had a great salary and did not want me to work. I enjoyed being a housewife.

Our handsome and intelligent son John was born when I was 26. When John was in high school, his friend thought I was his girlfriend. I sold Mary Kay and always attributed my young face and looks to the good Mary K cosmetics.

During John's senior year, Jack accepted a great job at Georgia Pacific in South Carolina. John was valedictorian of his senior class and accepted at a prestigious college in North Carolina. He would be close, so we sold our home and moved to South Carolina.

Jack bought a large, beautiful home in the exclusive Rolling Hills Estates section of town. I loved the house, but it was on 6 acres of land. Jack said he would hire someone to mow, but I told Jack that I wanted to mow our big yard myself.

It was July, so my son John went with me to shop for a mower. The one we both liked was a big orange 20 horsepower tractor with power steering. The salesman was Jim, a tall handsome black guy in his 20's or 30's.

Jim brought the tractor the next morning. Jack was at work and John had gone to town. After driving and mowing awhile, I told Jim that I loved the tractor. Jack had left the check book, so I gave Jim a check for $2,000.

Jim was a nice guy and I invited him in for a cup of coffee. As we talked in the kitchen, Jim asked how much older I was than my husband. Jim was shocked when I told him the boy he saw at the dealership was my son John. He said I looked more like 30 than 46, and I told him it was because I was petite and used Mary Kay. I told him my husband Jack was 5 years older than me. Jim was just 29, but he seemed attracted to me. I found him very handsome and charming.

The next week a belt broke on my tractor and Jim was down to replace. Jack and John were both here, and they too not only liked Jim, but thanked him for his good service.

John left for college in September, and Jim began stopping often to see how the tractor was doing. Each time when I would invite him in for coffee, he would flatter me with remarks that ? I looked the same age as John and Jack looked old enough to be my father. I was new to black males, but I really liked Jim.

A month later when Jim stopped, I was mowing in my lime green bikini. ?You look like an 18 year old Barbie doll, Vickie,? he said. ?I cannot believe you are 46!? I felt uncomfortable as Jim's eyes were all over me.

Then one morning in October, my tractor ran out of gas. The gas station was close by, so I left my lawn tractor in the driveway. I jumped in our red Jeep to get fuel. But when I returned 15 minutes later, my tractor was gone!!! I was in disbelief! Someone must have stolen it? This could not be happening!!

I knew Jack would kill me! Not knowing what to do, I called Jim! He was here in 5 minutes, and crying and screaming that Jack would kill me, he took me in his arms and told me to calm down. He suggested I call the police, but I told him John would still kill me! He asked if we had insurance. I told him yes, but John would still kill me. Crying and screaming and asking Jim what was I going to do? Jim told me to relax and that he would be back shortly.

I bit my nails and went to the bathroom four times within the next hour. Around 11 a.m. Jim pulled in with my lawn tractor on his truck. Screaming and asking him where he found it ? he said it was a new tractor. He said, ?If Jack is going to kill you, I thought I'd better bring you another before he gets home.?

I was relieved, but puzzled. He told me that he had bought the replacement and that I could pay him back in payments. Telling him that I had no money, but could go back selling Mary Kay, I froze when Jim put his hands on my shoulders. ?I don't want money, Vickie!? Jim said as he pulled my long black hair back and kissed my neck. ?I want sex Vickie! You sleep with me, and I'll pay for it!?

?Oh Jim, I could never do a thing like that!? I said as he began to kiss my arms. ?Jim, I'm a married woman and mother! I could never do such a thing!?

?Then Jack will find out!? Jim said as I began to cry. ?Vickie, you are a beautiful little Italian doll. I know Jack does not satisfy you! I know I am black, but I can satisfy you Vickie! If you have sex with me 4 times, we will call it even. You are worth 500 a time to me! Let it happen, Vickie!?

I heard Jack's truck and knew he was home for lunch. When he came in and greeted Jim, I told him that Jim came by to check my blades. After Jim and Jack talked awhile, Jim told me he would be in touch.

The rest of that day, I was so nervous that I threw up and peed every 15 minutes. I could not pay for this tractor, or have sex with Jim.

Two mornings later, I had just finished my bath when a knock came at the garage door. As I opened the door in my blue bath robe, there stood Jim! As he walked in the kitchen, I told him that my *** would send the money soon.

?I don't believe that!? Jim said as he picked me up and carried me down the hall. ?Vickie, I know you are nervous, but you want this as bad as I do!?

?No,? I told Jim. ?This is Jack and my bedroom!?

Taking me across the hall and dropping me on a guest room bed, I told Jim that Jack called and was coming home soon. ?You and I both know that Jack won't be home until noon,? Jim said as he removed my robe. ?Oh Vickie, you look like a teenager. Let me remove that little trainer bra. I want to see those little firm tits. You can't be 46, Vickie!?

I just sat on the bed in shame and disbelief as this young black man bit and sucked my hard nipples. ?Jim!? I said. ?I am a married woman!?

?Look at that little treasure!? Jim said as he removed my panties. ?And what is this little scar on your tummy? I am going to eat you!?

Laying me back on the bed I began to cry in shame as Jim held my legs apart and glared at my open vagina. I then felt his tongue in my opening. ?You taste like candy, Vickie!? Jim said. ?I wanted to suck this little slit the day you walked in the showroom!?

I tried to fight the pleasure as I broke my 24 year marriage vows. But all I could do was moan and enjoy what my black lawn tractor salesman was doing to me. ?Jim!? I moaned as he found my clit. ?Oh, it feels so good!?

Jim quickly stood up and removed his clothes. I could not keep my eyes off his 6?2 180 pound body. I soon saw his black erection. ?Luckily for you, I am not hung like most black dudes,? Jim said stroking himself. ?My 7? black dick is going to fit fine in that little Barbie doll pussy. I want you Vickie!?

Jack was my first and only man, but that was about to change. I just lay willingly as I felt Jim's black dick entering me. ?Oh my goodness!? I cried.

?Oh Vickie, you are so beautiful!? Jim said as he went inside me. ?This is going to be the start of something good. Jack won't be home for 3 hours! Relax and let it happen, Vickie! Let this black dick take you where Jack cannot!?

Although I felt shame, he was better, faster and longer than Jack, and when he met my open mouth with his mouth, my moves and moans told him how good I felt. For the next 30 minutes, Jim took my mind and body to another world. I never dreamed that I could let a black guy touch me, but Jim was right, I did want him, and I was on the verge of an orgasm.

As his black dick drove me crazy, I lost it when he bit my hard nipples. ?Jim, I'm cumming!? I yelled. ?Oh Jack, please forgive me! Jim, I can't help it!?

?I know you can't, pretty Vickie!? Jim yelled as he pulled and shot sperm all over my breasts. ?You are so good, Vickie! And those little firm tits look so good covered with my hot sperm! We are going to make a good team, beautiful!?

As Jim wiped the sperm from my breasts, I told him that this must never happen again. ?I am Jack's wife,? I said as he handed me my bra. I am also John's mother, and I will get the money and pay you!?

?You now only owe me $1500,? Jim said as he dressed. ?It will be okay, baby!?

Jim left and an hour later, I was in shame as Jack ate his lunch. If poor Jack only knew that I had given myself to another man. I felt so unworthy!

I called Jim the next day and told him I would borrow the money from my ***. When he did not come down for a few weeks, I hoped he was going to take the money. John was home from college during Thanksgiving with a black friend named Wilson. Jim stopped and began to talk about my tractor when he saw my son.

John approach Jim in the garage and ask why he was always down here seeing his mother. Jim told him to chill and that he was only checking on my lawn tractor. John however was still upset and skeptical of Jim.

John brought Wilson home again Christmas. He was a nice boy and like John, he was a pre-law major. Jim called and when he heard John was here, he told me he would see me in January and wished me Happy New Year.

January came, and I feared Jim may stop, yet I felt attracted to him and seemed to want his attention.

The middle of January, the knock came one morning and it was Jim. He followed me around the house like a bull after a cow. He was smelling my long hair, smelling my skin and telling me it was early and Jack would not be not be home until noon.

?I can't do it Jim!? I said as he licked my neck. ?I just cannot have sex with you in my home. This is Jack and my house! Don't you have any shame??

?Then meet me at the Hampton Inn this afternoon,? Jim said kissing my neck. ?I'll make you cum and feel better than last time. You know you want it!?

?Oh Jim, what are you doing to me? I'm so confused! I love my husband, but I love how you make me feel!?

?I'll get a room in the back,? Jim said as he kissed me. ?That way no one will see. But I want you to drive that new gold Mercedes Jack bought you for Christmas. I'll meet you at 2 pm, and bring that little hot 46 year old body!?

I was a nervous wreck as I gave Jack his lunch. As he kissed me good-bye, I knew when I saw him at supper I would again break my vows to him.

I could not in good faith drive the new Mercedes Jack gave me, so I drove to the motel in my red Jeep. Jim was standing on the rear second floor balcony. I was so concerned that someone I knew would see me. But seeing the room, I made it to the door and was met by Jim.

I felt totally awkward and dirty as I walked in a motel room. I was dressed in a sleeveless yellow top, blue jeans and tennis shoes as Jim smelled my hair and arms. ?This is so unfair and wrong!? I said as Jim kissed me. ?Jim, this has to be the last time! I'll get you the money!?

What was a bad dream turned into a nightmare when a tall black man walked out of the bathroom. ?Oh my goooo!? I said. ?Jim, who is this?

?This is Bolo!? Jim said as I felt as though I may faint. ?He is one of our lawn tractor mechanics and he has never been with a white woman.?

?No, no, Jim!? I said almost in tears. ?I came here to be with you!?

?But I'm not as hungry!? Jim said as he removed my top. ?Bolo saw you at the store and he is hungry for your little Italian body.?

As I pleaded, Jim removed my jeans as this dirty and ugly old mechanic undressed. Cheating with Jim was bad enough, but as my bra and panties were removed, I about threw up as this old guy made animal sounds as he starred at my naked body. I screamed when I saw his much longer black erection. ?Oh please Jim!? I pleaded as he laid me back on the bed. ?There it is Bolo!? Jim said as he opened my legs wide. ?Here is Vickie! Its white, it's clean and it's ready to be eaten. Eat your little Barbie doll!?

As I told myself that this could not be happening. I felt this man's mouth on my vagina and then felt his tongue inside me, as he was making deep groans like an animal from his throat. ?Eat and suck that little pussy, Bolo!? Jim yelled. ?Bolo is in his 50's and his dream is to eat and fuck a little white wife.?

I hated to show a reaction! This man looked like an animal, but what his tongue was doing to me was beyond my control. ?Oh she loves it!? Jim yelled. ?She's a good and dedicated little wife, but she is human.?

?I want to fuck, I want to fuck!? the slow minded man yelled. ?I want to fuck!? As I pleaded to Jim that this man was too big, Jim told me to relax as Bolo poured oil on his long black erection. Jim told Bolo I was too small to take all of him, but to get on the bed.

?No!? I screamed as I felt his huge erection at my opening. ?Oh Jim, how could you? Oh it hurts, Jim. Don't let him hurt me. Please!?

As I saw his ugly face, I screamed in pain as this strange black man entered me. His body odor was awful and the lust in his eyes was sick as I felt my little vagina tearing. ?He's hurting me, Jim!? I cried. He's too big for me!?

?Get on you back, Bolo!? Jim yelled. ?Vickie, I want you to stop your whimpering! You gave birth to you son! You may be Jack Herman's wife, but this afternoon, you are going to fuck old Bolo. Now get on that black dick and take as much as you can. Make old Bolo's dream come true!?

I cried in shame as Jim helped me on top of this groaning monster. Jim then told me to push my weight down and fuck my tractor mechanic. I screamed as I felt him going deeper and deeper inside me. When I told Jim that I could not take any more, he told me to fuck him at my own rate. Holding my upper body up with my arms, this black Bolo leaned up and began sucking my breasts. ?No!? I screamed as Jim put his finger in my anus. ?Jim, what are you doing??

?Just relax, Vickie!? Jim said. ?I just want to feel how tight that little asshole is. You are just like a baby, Vickie! You got a nice sweet little asshole and your little body looks so good with that big black cock in you! I want you to cum, Vickie. Just forget Jack and fuck this big black cock. That's it Vickie, ride it and make yourself feel good!?

?Oh Jack, I am so sorry!? I said as I released an orgasm. ?I am so unworthy of you, but I could not help it. Let me off Jim! Please!?

As Jim kept me on all fours, he instructed this illiterate man to get behind me and place his erection on my anus. ?Oh no, Jim, please! Please not this!?

?Don't worry Vickie!? Jim said. ?He is too big for your little butt, but I just want to see what you look like with a big black man at your back door! Oh it looks good! Boy, wouldn't your rich, white lumber tycoon husband be pissed to see 8? of black meat going up his little wife's ass.?

Luckily, this monster did not hurt my anus, but Jim stood me up and told me to get on the floor on my knees. ?Suck my cock, Vickie!? Jim yelled. ?Suck me off so Jack's little faithful wife can get her afternoon cum bath!?

With Jim's black penis in my mouth, this Bolo was slapping his hard erection all over my arms and shoulders. ?I want to cum!? Bolo said in a weird voice.

?Cum on those little baby tits!? Jim said as he pulled from my mouth. ?Shoot it all over those little hard red nipples. ?Soak those little tits, Bolo!?

I hit another life's low as I saw huge gushes of sperm shooting and hitting my breasts. Put your head back, Vickie!? Jim said. ?Let that long black hair hit the floor!?

As I looked up and saw the ceiling, I felt Jim's sperm on my face. ?Oh Vickie!? Jim yelled as my face was covered with sperm. ?I want to thank who ever it was who stole that lawn tractor. I love it, Vickie!?

As I cried and sobbed like a baby, Jim took a towel and dried my breasts and face and told Bolo to get dressed and go back to the shop. As I told Jim, I could not do this any more, he told me that I only had two times and $1,000 left. As I slowly dressed, Jim told me that I may have hated old Bolo, but he made me orgasm and told me when this was over - I would leave Jack for him.

As soon as I made it home, I threw up. My nerves, body and vows to Jack were shot. I wanted to die. I knew I had to ask my *** for the money to end this immoral insanity.

Jim did not come by during February and I was relieved. John brought Wilson home for Spring Break, and both Jack and I enjoyed hearing both boys talking about their plans to enter law school.

By the end of April, I had not heard from Jim, so I called my *** and he said he would lend me the $1,000 I needed to pay off my lawn tractor. But one warm day in May, as I was preparing to attend a Mary Kay party, the doorbell rang and it was Jim. Telling him that I would have the money soon, he was in the house telling me he was ready for another payment. Assuring me Bolo was not with him he took me by the hand and led me to the garage. ?Wilson!? I said with shock. ?What are you doing here? Where's John??

?John's at college!? Jim said as I was still in shock. ?Wilson is alone! See, Vickie, Wilson and I became aquainted when he was here in March. And it seems that Wilson has a craving to fuck his best friend's mother.?

?Oh no!? I screamed in disbelief. ?This can't be happening! Wilson, no!?

?It's happening Vickie!? Jim said as he tried to remove my top. ?You can fight it and believe that your son's best friend would never want his friend's mom. But you are just kidding yourself. And in case you want to resist, I can show Jack this picture I took of you and Bolo. What would Jack think if he saw his little wife doggie with a long black cock at your backdoor? Do I show Jack?

?Wilson, please don't do this,? I begged as Jim removed my top. ?Think what John would say if he knew you did something like this to his mother? Please!?

With tears running down my face, Jim slid down my slacks as my son's 20 year old roommate undressed. As Jim removed my bra and panties, I saw Wilson naked and holding his erect black penis. Telling me it was Wilson's fetish to fuck John's mom on her new gold Mercedes, Jim lifted me up and sat me on my car's hood.

?I'm sorry Vickie!? Wilson said jumping on the hood. ?I feel bad for John, but I wanted his mother the first time I saw you. I know you like it black!?

As I screamed and tried to get off my car, Jim stopped me. ?Okay, Vickie!? Jim said. ?This will be the last. I will make this a $1,000 payment, but you are going to have to cooperate and suck this young black cock!?

As Jim sat me back against the windshield, Wilson walked up and put his black penis in my face. ?Suck it Vickie!? Jim said. ?How often does a 46 year old woman get to suck some black college cock??

Closing my eyes, Wilson pushed his penis in my mouth. ?Suck it Vickie!? he moaned. ?You are no longer Mrs. Herman. I hope you don't mind me calling you Vickie! Forget John and just think how I am going to make his mother feel!?

After sucking him for five minutes, Jim laid me on my back and opened my legs wide. ?What do you think, Wilson?? Jim said.

?I used to think I could never eat anything over 30,? Wilson said. ?But I can eat this! ?I can eat John's mother all day!?

I could not believe this was happening as I felt his tongue inside me. I fought the idea, I fought the immorality, but after a minute, I could fight it no longer and surrendered to what his tongue was doing to my vagina. As I began to moan and pull my own hair, Jim was sucking my breasts.

?I think John's mother is ready to be fucked!? Jim said as Wilson got on top of me. ?You wanted it Wilson! Stick your black 7? dick in John's mom!?

As I opened my eyes, I saw my son's best friend as he entered me. ?John will understand, Vickie!? Wilson groaned. ?When a guy has a hot little mother like you, then he should understand guys like me will want to fuck her.? For the next ten minutes this young black guy not only made love to me, but told me how beautiful and good I was. I felt cheap, but surrendered to his desires.

?I am going to shoot it in you Vickie!? Wilson yelled. ?I love John to, but I also love to shoot my wad in his mother's little tight pussy. I see your little scar and know your tubes are tied, so get ready for some black college cum!?

As I felt his forbidden seed in my tummy, I bucked and began to orgasm. ?I told you she loved black dick!? Jim laughed. ?I'd love to see Jack come in now and see his wife having an orgasm on her $70,000 Mercedes. Show us how you love sucking and fucking black dick!? As Wilson stood and shot more of his sperm on my tummy, Jim shot sperm all over my face.

?Don't cry, Mrs. Herman!? Wilson said as I began to sob. ?I would not trade all the white college girls for your hot little petite body. You cum and you made me cum. John will never know. This is our little secret!?

?You've paid your bill, Vickie!? Jim said as I began to dress.

?I wish I had never bought that lawn tractor!? I said. ?It made me break my marriage vows! Will you just please leave and allow me to heal. Please, Jim!?

?Okay!? Jim said as he wiped his sperm from my face. ?But you know old Jack can never satisfy you like you have been satisfied. I'm going to give you some time to heal and think. Then in a few months I am going to come down here before lunch. I am going to pull out this hard, black dick and we are going to begin a life of secret love making. No Bola, no Wilson, just you and me sucking and fucking to satisfy your mid life desires. And in time, you will let your lawn tractor salesman take that little virgin asshole that John has ignored for twenty plus years. Jack can always be your husband, but I will always be your secret black stud. I will service your lawn tractor and then I will service you! What do you say, Vickie??

?Oh Jim!? I said as his black lips kissed my white shoulders and arms. ?Wonder if I fall in love with you??