First True Experience By Belinda
Hello, my name is Belinda. I am a happily married white woman. I am 34 years old, I have natural red hair both top and bottom, milky white skin, and I am somewhat plump after 3 kids. Well, as a young girl I have always fantasized about black men, even though, I knew I would never marry one, I had always wondered if it were true about their cocks. In High School, I once came close with a black guy who had been chasing me around. Just a couple of months ago, I had my first black experience. I have found that it was much better than I could imagine and plan to continue. My husband is away on weekends once in a while and when he is home he is in bed before I get home from work. So things have worked out so far. It all began when they hired a new cook at the restaurant that I was waitressing at. I worked the late shift for the restaurant, we alway close at 12:00 midnight. Well, the newly hired cook is a young black guy, who is about 6 foot tall and on the heavy side. Well, soon after he started, he started hitting on me, I immediately brushed him off. I tried to be as gentle as possible, I told him that I was married and that he was also too young for me ( he was 20). I had mixed feelings about this situation. First, I was married, I could never do something like date another guy and secondly, he was black. Black guys had always been a fantasy but that was it. So, he stopped pestering me about going out after work with him for a week or two, then started again. Well after about a week of his constant compliments about my looks and asking me out for a cup of coffee, I was considering at least giving him the courtesy of cup of coffee.
A few days later, my husband and I got into a fight over money and the fact that I don't get to seem him very much. I went to work all upset. Rufus asked me out again that night, I told him emphatically NO!! Later, I thought about it and started letting myself ponder the idea of going out with him for a drink. Almost closing time, Rufus asked me again..... This time I said "Sure! As long as it is just a drink. ". He was so happy he was beside himself. I didn't want anyone from the restaurant to see me and him together, so I told him that we needed to meet somewhere. He suggested maybe I should meet him at his place. I could follow him and that he had some stuff for mixed drinks there. I told him "What are you crazy!! Your not even old enought to drink ( I had forgotten earlier)!!" He told me that would be the only way we could have a drink together, since he would get carded. I reluctantly agreed to follow him home. I followed him to his apartment complex and he met me at my car. I was so nervous! I sure didn't want anyone to see me, still a little embarrassed about him being black and all. We walked to his door and he opened it and led me in. Things were well kept, I was surprised for such a young guy. He asked me what I would like to drink and fixed it for me. Then he asked if I would mind he went and showered and changed. I thought... for a heavy guy, he takes care of himself.
I sat on the couch relaxing and sipping my drink. A few minutes later he came into the living room with a t-shirt and sweatpants on. He fixed himself a drink and put on some soft jazz. I thought to myself, I better be careful, he is pretty serious. So, we listened and chatted. Rufus sat beside me as we talked. His slowly slid his arm around behind my neck. I asked him if wouldn't do that, as it made me uncomfortable. He politely removed it and I slide a little away from him, putting a little distance between our bodies. As I moved, I gasped as my feet ached. He asked me, concerned.. "What's wrong baby?", I told him "My feet hurt..." He asked me if I would like a foot massage. My husband never does this for me and I thought it would feel great. I said "Sure!". Rufus picked up my right leg and pulled over into his lap. I tried to keep my other leg with it, so that he couldn't see under my skirt. So now, he had both of my feet in his lap. He pulled off my shoes and started to rub my nylon covered feet. His big black hands squeezed my feet, pushing and mashing, making them feel so good. I watched his hands caress and rub my feet as I sipped my drink. I told Rufus, "You sure know how to give a foot massage! That feels Soooo goood!". Rufus looked at me grinned and said "I enjoy giving foot massages to beautiful women!". I blushed at the comment. I could feel the alchohol taking effect. Rufus tells me, "Just lay back and enjoy it!" I layed back against the arm of the couch and watched this young black man rub my feet. After a few minutes my left foot fell to the floor. I didn't even think about until a few minutes later, when I saw him looking under my skirt. I quickly clamped my thighs together saying, "Oops!!". I started giggling as he quickly acted like he didn't see anything. As he started caressing my calves, I my feet rubbed against what felt like his hard cock. It felt so big! I couldn't believe that was his cock. So I dipped the toes of my left foot into his crotch (accidentally), and made a quick rub. WOW!!! It was his COCK! Very hard and VERY BIG!!.
Between the alcohol and his massage, I started getting wet. I left foot slowly slid to the floor again, as I laid my head back. His big hands caressed my right calve and I was thinking "Oh god! What am I going to do! ". I felt his hands working their way above my knee and I was getting hotter by the minute. I looked down at Rufus, his dark ebony hands had now disappeared beneath the hem of my skirt. I looked into my eyes as I layed set my drink on the coffee table and laid my head back onto the arm of the couch. Rufus now took that as his approval and slowly moved his hands further under my skirt. I was really getting wet as I felt him palm my hot pussy in his hand. He rubbed me through my pantyhose, it felt so good! I totally relaxed my thighs and gave him more room. I felt some movement on the couch and then he layed his big black body across me and kissed me. He stuck his tongue into my mouth and accepted it. Our tongues twirled around, while his fingers found my clit. "Ahh! That feels SO GOOD!!" I whispered to him. He kissed me again, this time with even more passion, "Belinda, I have wanted you so much!". I put my arms around his big body as he kissed his way down my neck. "Oh Rufus! We shouldn't! I'm married!", I was getting cold feet. He continued to nibble my ear lobes. Then I felt a hand grab my left breast and squeeze. That did it, I am not turning back now! He continued to finger my wet pussy through my pantyhose, as he whispered "Undo your blouse baby! I gotta them big titties of yours!" I reached between us and unbuttoned the front, then told him to undo my bra. We tongue kissed as he reached underneath me and unhooked it. Now I could feel his hard member against my stomach. Once he pushed my bra out of the way he started sucking my big pink nipples. I told him to squeeze and bite them, that made me so hot! I watched his full lips on each breast, I felt the sting of his teeth as he nipped my big pink nipples. This made my body quiver. I instinctively wrapped my arms around his big head and pulled him hard against me. I felt him snaking his free hand down inside the front of my pantyhose, his big hand rubbing across my pubic mound and two fingers slid easily into my slick canal. I gasped as he drug his fingers across my aroused clit. Clutching him tightly, I said "Rufus, make love to me!, PLEASE!"
Getting off of me, he said "Sure baby, but I want you to suck me some!" I usually don't suck, but he stood beside me and pulled down his sweats. I weakly looked up at him, I was shocked at the size of his cock! Sticking out from under his plump belly was a HUGE BLACK COCK!! The tip was leaking precum! He pointed it at my lips, I leaned over and wrapped my mouth around the end of his black pole. I tasted his precum, it was musky and masculine as I started to fellate his stiff member. He wrapped his hand in my red hair and said " Oh BABY!! THAT'S IT! YEAH! YOU ARE SO SEXY!". He started to thrust into my mouth. I reached up with my left hand cupped his BIG black nut sack! I couldn't believe how BIG he was! I sucked him for about 5 minutes and he said "That's good baby! Your too HOT!! I gotta stop before I shoot! I don't want to cum yet!!" I giggled as he pulled his throbbing black cock from my mouth with a smack! "I don't want you to cum yet either! ", I said. Rufus pulled his sweats all the way off, telling me to get on my knees beside the couch. I quickly complied, on my knees, I laid over on the couch as the big black guy got behind me. I felt him push my skirt over my back, then his big hands reached up to my waist and pulled down my pantyhose to my thighs. I could feel the cool air hit my hot juicy cunt, he positioned himself behind me, "Oh baby! You are so SEXY for an older woman!!", he commented as I felt his big chocolate cockhead rub between my pussy lips. "You are so WET!!", he rubbed his cock getting it good and wet with my juices. I felt his big hands on my hips "HERE GOES BABY!! ". He lunged his big body into me, I gasped as his manhood stretched me open "EASY!! EASY!! NOT SO HARD!!! YOU ARE TOO BIG!!", I squealed as he forced a couple of inches into me. My pussy and ass visibly quivered as my womb opened for his large cock! "What's wrong baby?" he said as he saw me shaking. "YOU ARE SO BIG!!" I gasped. I told Rufus to not move and I would work myself on him. "OK baby! Work it lady!!", he said as he didn't move. I slowly pushed my self back onto the biggest cock I have ever had. Slowly wiggling my hips as I pulled off of him and impaled more into me, until I felt his big belly and sperm sack against me pussy. "That's it baby! You got it! You GOT it! Work it! You so tight!", he said. He then reached up and grabbed my hips and started a back and forth motion. I stopped moving, "Yeah! Take me!! Yes!! OH YES!".
Rufus began to pound me harder and harder. "Oh yes!! O YEAH! Damn girl you are HOT!!", he said as he hammered into me. I was in heaven. "OH YEAH! OHHHH!! YESSSS!!!", I grunted with his hard thrusts. "OHHH YESSSS!!! I GONNA CUMMMMM!!!!", I squealed as my orgasm raced through me! "OH YES!!!". Rufus continued his thrusting. "OH GOD!!! BELINDA!! I AM GONNA CUM TOO!". I pushed against his big black body as he quickly thrust into me. Over and Over Rufus pounded into me! "DON'T CUM IN ME, I HAVE NO PROTECTION!!!", I squealed as he savagely pounded into me. I could feel his hard cock throbbing inside me, signalling the oncoming eruption. I tried to squirm out from underneath his big pounding body. Rufus held me tightly, fucking me harder and harder. His cock was pounding my cervix, pain shot through my body with each stroke as his big ebony cockhead slammed into the tiny opening, stretching it. "NOT IN ME!! NO NO!!! NO!!", I screamed as I felt his thrust pounding into my cervix. Tears streaming down my face, I frantically squirmed trying to dislodge his big cock. I could hear Rufus grunting and panting as he neared his climax. Pinning me against the couch I couldn't move. I pleaded, "PLEASE TAKE IT OUT!! I DON'T WANT TO GET PREGNANT!! PLEASE!! UHHH!! UHHHH!!! OH MY GOD!!! AHHH!!!" Rufus was bucking into me wildly as he pinned me to the couch. "OH YEAH! OH YEAH! UNNHHH!! UNNHHHH!! THATS IT!! UNHHH!!!", he grunted and made one hard deep thrust into me. I screamed as I felt his massive cockhead pierce my cervix. His big body smashed against me on the couch. I felt his large black cock throbbing as his cockhead got stuck inside me. "DAMN!! YEAH!! UNHHHH!! UNNNHHHH!! YEAH!!! UNNHHHH!! TAKE IT!!!!", he growled as I felt his hot semen shooting inside my womb, he pulled and thrust again, I felt more warm jets of his warm cum shoot into me. Gasping, "OH GOD!!! I'M CUMMMING!!!". I squealed as his big black cock stayed lodged in my cervix, throbbing as my pussy constricted around his pole, milking him of his young virile seed as my orgasm ebbed through me.
Rufus collapsed on top of me, his cock still stuck inside me. I lay exhausted beneath his sweating body. Finally his cock softened enough that it slid from my womb and he pulled himself up and started stroking back and forth inside me as I glowed from my orgasm. Once he had milked all his seed into me, he pulled out and sat beside me on the couch. I stood up, angry with him for his not complying with my wishes, I started pulling up my pantyhose. I told him, "That is the last time you fuck me!". He looked hurt. I rubbed the cotton panel into my pussy trying to sop up any cum that may be there, but there was very little. He stood as I put my clothes back, "I'm sorry baby! I just got carried away!". He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I reluctanly kissed him back. "I promise I will next time!" he wispered. I slowly put my arms around him and passionately kissed him back "You better! I have to be careful!". He pulled me down on the couch with him and we kissed some more. I rubbed his big cock, it was still hard. I giggled and said"I guess I should take care of this!". I slid down to my knees and began licking and sucking his dark cock.
It tasted so good with our mixed juices. He rubbed his hands through my red hair as I sucked his magnificent black cock, until he grunted and gave me a taste of what he shot into my womb. I gulped down his copious load of semen, and thought to myself "How can I make him pull out. It was so good!". I licked him clean and got up and adjusted my bra and buttoned my blouse. Rufus walked me to the door, his long black cock swinging between his legs, I shuddered at the thought of making love to his cock, but I was hooked. He kissed me goodbye and I drove home to my sleeping husband. As I drove I started feeling his healthy deposit leaking out. I smiled as I thought about how he savagely fucked me and made me a whole woman, something my husband has never done. That was two months ago and Rufus and I have had many hard fuck/love making sessions, as usual no protection. But, he never kept his word as he has always made his first deposit into my womb, which he easily penetrates now! I guess I secretly wish he would make me pregnant, I suppose it is a matter of time. Maybe then I would have a reason to divorce my husband. I will write more as I get time.
Hello, my name is Belinda. I am a happily married white woman. I am 34 years old, I have natural red hair both top and bottom, milky white skin, and I am somewhat plump after 3 kids. Well, as a young girl I have always fantasized about black men, even though, I knew I would never marry one, I had always wondered if it were true about their cocks. In High School, I once came close with a black guy who had been chasing me around. Just a couple of months ago, I had my first black experience. I have found that it was much better than I could imagine and plan to continue. My husband is away on weekends once in a while and when he is home he is in bed before I get home from work. So things have worked out so far. It all began when they hired a new cook at the restaurant that I was waitressing at. I worked the late shift for the restaurant, we alway close at 12:00 midnight. Well, the newly hired cook is a young black guy, who is about 6 foot tall and on the heavy side. Well, soon after he started, he started hitting on me, I immediately brushed him off. I tried to be as gentle as possible, I told him that I was married and that he was also too young for me ( he was 20). I had mixed feelings about this situation. First, I was married, I could never do something like date another guy and secondly, he was black. Black guys had always been a fantasy but that was it. So, he stopped pestering me about going out after work with him for a week or two, then started again. Well after about a week of his constant compliments about my looks and asking me out for a cup of coffee, I was considering at least giving him the courtesy of cup of coffee.
A few days later, my husband and I got into a fight over money and the fact that I don't get to seem him very much. I went to work all upset. Rufus asked me out again that night, I told him emphatically NO!! Later, I thought about it and started letting myself ponder the idea of going out with him for a drink. Almost closing time, Rufus asked me again..... This time I said "Sure! As long as it is just a drink. ". He was so happy he was beside himself. I didn't want anyone from the restaurant to see me and him together, so I told him that we needed to meet somewhere. He suggested maybe I should meet him at his place. I could follow him and that he had some stuff for mixed drinks there. I told him "What are you crazy!! Your not even old enought to drink ( I had forgotten earlier)!!" He told me that would be the only way we could have a drink together, since he would get carded. I reluctantly agreed to follow him home. I followed him to his apartment complex and he met me at my car. I was so nervous! I sure didn't want anyone to see me, still a little embarrassed about him being black and all. We walked to his door and he opened it and led me in. Things were well kept, I was surprised for such a young guy. He asked me what I would like to drink and fixed it for me. Then he asked if I would mind he went and showered and changed. I thought... for a heavy guy, he takes care of himself.
I sat on the couch relaxing and sipping my drink. A few minutes later he came into the living room with a t-shirt and sweatpants on. He fixed himself a drink and put on some soft jazz. I thought to myself, I better be careful, he is pretty serious. So, we listened and chatted. Rufus sat beside me as we talked. His slowly slid his arm around behind my neck. I asked him if wouldn't do that, as it made me uncomfortable. He politely removed it and I slide a little away from him, putting a little distance between our bodies. As I moved, I gasped as my feet ached. He asked me, concerned.. "What's wrong baby?", I told him "My feet hurt..." He asked me if I would like a foot massage. My husband never does this for me and I thought it would feel great. I said "Sure!". Rufus picked up my right leg and pulled over into his lap. I tried to keep my other leg with it, so that he couldn't see under my skirt. So now, he had both of my feet in his lap. He pulled off my shoes and started to rub my nylon covered feet. His big black hands squeezed my feet, pushing and mashing, making them feel so good. I watched his hands caress and rub my feet as I sipped my drink. I told Rufus, "You sure know how to give a foot massage! That feels Soooo goood!". Rufus looked at me grinned and said "I enjoy giving foot massages to beautiful women!". I blushed at the comment. I could feel the alchohol taking effect. Rufus tells me, "Just lay back and enjoy it!" I layed back against the arm of the couch and watched this young black man rub my feet. After a few minutes my left foot fell to the floor. I didn't even think about until a few minutes later, when I saw him looking under my skirt. I quickly clamped my thighs together saying, "Oops!!". I started giggling as he quickly acted like he didn't see anything. As he started caressing my calves, I my feet rubbed against what felt like his hard cock. It felt so big! I couldn't believe that was his cock. So I dipped the toes of my left foot into his crotch (accidentally), and made a quick rub. WOW!!! It was his COCK! Very hard and VERY BIG!!.
Between the alcohol and his massage, I started getting wet. I left foot slowly slid to the floor again, as I laid my head back. His big hands caressed my right calve and I was thinking "Oh god! What am I going to do! ". I felt his hands working their way above my knee and I was getting hotter by the minute. I looked down at Rufus, his dark ebony hands had now disappeared beneath the hem of my skirt. I looked into my eyes as I layed set my drink on the coffee table and laid my head back onto the arm of the couch. Rufus now took that as his approval and slowly moved his hands further under my skirt. I was really getting wet as I felt him palm my hot pussy in his hand. He rubbed me through my pantyhose, it felt so good! I totally relaxed my thighs and gave him more room. I felt some movement on the couch and then he layed his big black body across me and kissed me. He stuck his tongue into my mouth and accepted it. Our tongues twirled around, while his fingers found my clit. "Ahh! That feels SO GOOD!!" I whispered to him. He kissed me again, this time with even more passion, "Belinda, I have wanted you so much!". I put my arms around his big body as he kissed his way down my neck. "Oh Rufus! We shouldn't! I'm married!", I was getting cold feet. He continued to nibble my ear lobes. Then I felt a hand grab my left breast and squeeze. That did it, I am not turning back now! He continued to finger my wet pussy through my pantyhose, as he whispered "Undo your blouse baby! I gotta them big titties of yours!" I reached between us and unbuttoned the front, then told him to undo my bra. We tongue kissed as he reached underneath me and unhooked it. Now I could feel his hard member against my stomach. Once he pushed my bra out of the way he started sucking my big pink nipples. I told him to squeeze and bite them, that made me so hot! I watched his full lips on each breast, I felt the sting of his teeth as he nipped my big pink nipples. This made my body quiver. I instinctively wrapped my arms around his big head and pulled him hard against me. I felt him snaking his free hand down inside the front of my pantyhose, his big hand rubbing across my pubic mound and two fingers slid easily into my slick canal. I gasped as he drug his fingers across my aroused clit. Clutching him tightly, I said "Rufus, make love to me!, PLEASE!"
Getting off of me, he said "Sure baby, but I want you to suck me some!" I usually don't suck, but he stood beside me and pulled down his sweats. I weakly looked up at him, I was shocked at the size of his cock! Sticking out from under his plump belly was a HUGE BLACK COCK!! The tip was leaking precum! He pointed it at my lips, I leaned over and wrapped my mouth around the end of his black pole. I tasted his precum, it was musky and masculine as I started to fellate his stiff member. He wrapped his hand in my red hair and said " Oh BABY!! THAT'S IT! YEAH! YOU ARE SO SEXY!". He started to thrust into my mouth. I reached up with my left hand cupped his BIG black nut sack! I couldn't believe how BIG he was! I sucked him for about 5 minutes and he said "That's good baby! Your too HOT!! I gotta stop before I shoot! I don't want to cum yet!!" I giggled as he pulled his throbbing black cock from my mouth with a smack! "I don't want you to cum yet either! ", I said. Rufus pulled his sweats all the way off, telling me to get on my knees beside the couch. I quickly complied, on my knees, I laid over on the couch as the big black guy got behind me. I felt him push my skirt over my back, then his big hands reached up to my waist and pulled down my pantyhose to my thighs. I could feel the cool air hit my hot juicy cunt, he positioned himself behind me, "Oh baby! You are so SEXY for an older woman!!", he commented as I felt his big chocolate cockhead rub between my pussy lips. "You are so WET!!", he rubbed his cock getting it good and wet with my juices. I felt his big hands on my hips "HERE GOES BABY!! ". He lunged his big body into me, I gasped as his manhood stretched me open "EASY!! EASY!! NOT SO HARD!!! YOU ARE TOO BIG!!", I squealed as he forced a couple of inches into me. My pussy and ass visibly quivered as my womb opened for his large cock! "What's wrong baby?" he said as he saw me shaking. "YOU ARE SO BIG!!" I gasped. I told Rufus to not move and I would work myself on him. "OK baby! Work it lady!!", he said as he didn't move. I slowly pushed my self back onto the biggest cock I have ever had. Slowly wiggling my hips as I pulled off of him and impaled more into me, until I felt his big belly and sperm sack against me pussy. "That's it baby! You got it! You GOT it! Work it! You so tight!", he said. He then reached up and grabbed my hips and started a back and forth motion. I stopped moving, "Yeah! Take me!! Yes!! OH YES!".
Rufus began to pound me harder and harder. "Oh yes!! O YEAH! Damn girl you are HOT!!", he said as he hammered into me. I was in heaven. "OH YEAH! OHHHH!! YESSSS!!!", I grunted with his hard thrusts. "OHHH YESSSS!!! I GONNA CUMMMMM!!!!", I squealed as my orgasm raced through me! "OH YES!!!". Rufus continued his thrusting. "OH GOD!!! BELINDA!! I AM GONNA CUM TOO!". I pushed against his big black body as he quickly thrust into me. Over and Over Rufus pounded into me! "DON'T CUM IN ME, I HAVE NO PROTECTION!!!", I squealed as he savagely pounded into me. I could feel his hard cock throbbing inside me, signalling the oncoming eruption. I tried to squirm out from underneath his big pounding body. Rufus held me tightly, fucking me harder and harder. His cock was pounding my cervix, pain shot through my body with each stroke as his big ebony cockhead slammed into the tiny opening, stretching it. "NOT IN ME!! NO NO!!! NO!!", I screamed as I felt his thrust pounding into my cervix. Tears streaming down my face, I frantically squirmed trying to dislodge his big cock. I could hear Rufus grunting and panting as he neared his climax. Pinning me against the couch I couldn't move. I pleaded, "PLEASE TAKE IT OUT!! I DON'T WANT TO GET PREGNANT!! PLEASE!! UHHH!! UHHHH!!! OH MY GOD!!! AHHH!!!" Rufus was bucking into me wildly as he pinned me to the couch. "OH YEAH! OH YEAH! UNNHHH!! UNNHHHH!! THATS IT!! UNHHH!!!", he grunted and made one hard deep thrust into me. I screamed as I felt his massive cockhead pierce my cervix. His big body smashed against me on the couch. I felt his large black cock throbbing as his cockhead got stuck inside me. "DAMN!! YEAH!! UNHHHH!! UNNNHHHH!! YEAH!!! UNNHHHH!! TAKE IT!!!!", he growled as I felt his hot semen shooting inside my womb, he pulled and thrust again, I felt more warm jets of his warm cum shoot into me. Gasping, "OH GOD!!! I'M CUMMMING!!!". I squealed as his big black cock stayed lodged in my cervix, throbbing as my pussy constricted around his pole, milking him of his young virile seed as my orgasm ebbed through me.
Rufus collapsed on top of me, his cock still stuck inside me. I lay exhausted beneath his sweating body. Finally his cock softened enough that it slid from my womb and he pulled himself up and started stroking back and forth inside me as I glowed from my orgasm. Once he had milked all his seed into me, he pulled out and sat beside me on the couch. I stood up, angry with him for his not complying with my wishes, I started pulling up my pantyhose. I told him, "That is the last time you fuck me!". He looked hurt. I rubbed the cotton panel into my pussy trying to sop up any cum that may be there, but there was very little. He stood as I put my clothes back, "I'm sorry baby! I just got carried away!". He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I reluctanly kissed him back. "I promise I will next time!" he wispered. I slowly put my arms around him and passionately kissed him back "You better! I have to be careful!". He pulled me down on the couch with him and we kissed some more. I rubbed his big cock, it was still hard. I giggled and said"I guess I should take care of this!". I slid down to my knees and began licking and sucking his dark cock.
It tasted so good with our mixed juices. He rubbed his hands through my red hair as I sucked his magnificent black cock, until he grunted and gave me a taste of what he shot into my womb. I gulped down his copious load of semen, and thought to myself "How can I make him pull out. It was so good!". I licked him clean and got up and adjusted my bra and buttoned my blouse. Rufus walked me to the door, his long black cock swinging between his legs, I shuddered at the thought of making love to his cock, but I was hooked. He kissed me goodbye and I drove home to my sleeping husband. As I drove I started feeling his healthy deposit leaking out. I smiled as I thought about how he savagely fucked me and made me a whole woman, something my husband has never done. That was two months ago and Rufus and I have had many hard fuck/love making sessions, as usual no protection. But, he never kept his word as he has always made his first deposit into my womb, which he easily penetrates now! I guess I secretly wish he would make me pregnant, I suppose it is a matter of time. Maybe then I would have a reason to divorce my husband. I will write more as I get time.
