EDUCATIONAL VIDEO By KK
My name is Beth and I am 29 years old. I am 5'7" tall and I weigh 125 pounds. I have dark hair and dark eyes. I've been married for the last 11 years to my childhood sweetheart. His name is Billy. Billy and I grew up in a small town in west Texas. We were both raised as strict Christians, and I do mean strict.
Billy and I were both virgins when we got married because thats the way we were taught it was supposed to be. When I was sixteen my mother sat me down to explain sex to me. Having grown up on a farm I already knew where babies came from but I knew nothing about sex. Mother told me when a man and women wanted to have a baby the woman would lay down on the bed and the man would get on top of her and put his thing inside her private place. She said the only time a man and woman should do that dirty thing (thats what she call having sex) is when you are trying to make a baby. She also said that only bad girls enjoy doing that thing. Mother also stressed that I was never to do it until after I got married or I would go to hell.
I accepted what my mother told me as true because I never was exposed to any other kind of ideas. My mother was always telling me what I should or shouldn't do if I ever want to go to heaven. She told things like I should never touch myself in my private place. It was only for PeePee and for babies to come out of. She also told me that I should never look at myself in the mirror when I was naked because it would only cause sinful thoughts. I should never go naked in front of another person and never let another person go naked in front of me even my husband.
It turns out that a lot of what Billy was taught pretty much the same things I was. So at the age of 18 Billy and I got married. If there were any two people more ignorant of the ways of the world I wouldn't want to ever meet them. One thing I must say, the sex we were having eight years after we got married was just as good as the sex we had on our honeymoon. That is to say it was terrible. I never enjoyed it and didn't know I was supposed to. I dont know if Billy liked it either but starting on our honeymoon and about twice a week for the next eight years Billy would say to me You wanna do it? and we would go up to bed, turn off the lights and I would lay on my back on the bed and Billy would lift my night gown up and remove my panties.Then he would get on top of me and push his thing into my pussy and stroke in an out until he was finished. The only thing that Billy and I did that would not have been approved of by our parents was that Billy always wore protection. We were saving to buy a house and didn't want children till later. Because Billy wore protection I never had seen, touched or felt a man's spunk. In truth I had never even touched Billy's cock and had never seen any other man's cock in my whole life. After we were done I would put my panties back on and we would both roll over and go to sleep.
One night when Billy and I were in the video store I complained to him that there weren't and good PG rated movies that we hadnt seen yet and Billy said, Well then why dont we get an X-rated movie. I laughed at him and said you don't have the nerve to do that. Billy said Oh? well watch this and he went into the adult movie room and came out two minutes later all embarassed but he had a movie in his hand.
When we got home Billy put the movie into the VCR. I asked him if her really though we should watch a dirty movie. He said we will soon see and he hit the play button. We had no idea what to expect so when the movie started with a woman cooking breakfast in her kitchen and talking with her husband about a party they were planning for that night and who they hoped would come, I turned to Billy and said this is just like any PG movie we would rent only the acting isn't as good. No sooner had I said that than the man walked up behind the woman and lifted her night gown up and slipped his hand between her legs and rubbed her pussy. I was in shock as I watched the man drop his pants to the floor and start rubbing his huge penis on the woman's ass. When the man pushed his penis into the woman's pussy I must have gone into a trance for a while. I sat staring at the movie for about twenty minutes then I said I think we better turn that off and go to bed.
Billy didn't say a word he just got up and turned it off. When we got up to bed Billy asked If I wanted to do it and I said ok. Nothing was different except that for the first time ever it actually felt good and I was a little disappointed when it was over.
I didnt sleep well that night. I tossed and turned and when I slept I had dreams about the movie. In one dream I was part of the movie. One of the men I had seen in the movie was kissing my pussy and I was putting his penis in my mouth. When I woke from that dream I was sweating but I felt kind of good. I also noticed that my panties were wet. After that I finally slept through the rest of the night.
In the morning neither one of us mentioned the movie until Billy was ready to go out the door to work . As he was leaving Billy said Beth, when you go out shopping later I want you to return the movie. Then he left. I finished my housework and got ready to go shopping. I started thinking about what I had seen in the movie and about my dreams last night and decided that I had to see the rest of the movie. Because Billy had rewound the movie I ended up watching the whole movie. I found that watching the movie by myself was not embarrassing and it gave me a tingly feeling that I had last night. I never realized that men's cocks came in so many different sizes and shapes. I had never seen a man's cock shoot spunk before.
I returned the film that afternoon and other than a couple of dreams that week I managed to forget about it. About two months later Billy told me that he had to go away for two days the following week for training. I was miserable about the idea of being left alone for two whole days but I finally resigned myself to it. The night before he was to go away Billy wanted to do it. It wasn't anything special except that I didn't go right to sleep and after a short time passed Billy got up and went into the bathroom. He must have thought I was asleep because he left the door open.
When I rolled over and looked into the bathroom I could see Billy in the mirror. He was removing the rubber from his cock. I think that was the first time I had ever really seen Billy completely naked. I couldn't take my eyes off his cock. I could see has spunk still sticking to it. I almost got up and went into the bathroom for a closer look. Instead, when Billy came back into the room I pretended to be asleep.
When I finally did fall asleep that night I dreamed about the X-rated movie again. Only this time it was Billy's thing in my mouth and it was covered with his spunk. When I woke up in the morning I couldn't get that image out of my head. After Billy left for the airport I began thinking about my dream and the movie. I don't know exactly when the idea came to me but I decided I was going to rent another X-rated video. So later that morning I went to the video store and after walking around the store for an hour to get my nerve up I went into the adult film section. I was shocked to see so many X-rated films. I didnt know how I would ever make a decision on which videos to get. As I was scanning along one wall my eyes caught something interesting. It was the description of one of the movies that I saw. It said A Guide to Sexual Fulfillment Between A Man and a Woman. I wasn't sure why but I wanted to see that movie. Then I saw another movie called Pamela Discovers Herself or something like that. What really caught my eye about this one was the picture of the girl on the cover. She looked like me. I don't mean exactly like me but she looked to be about my size and the same color hair and almost a ****** resemblance in the face. So that was my second movie. So I rented the two videos and headed home.
When I got home I decided to watch the guide to sexual fulfillment first. It started with a man dressed as a doctor explaining what the movie was going to show. He brought out a young woman. He asked the woman to remove her clothes so that she was standing there naked. He continued speaking. He said the he was going to tell us the names of the sexual parts of the human body that we should use during sex. Some of the words he used I had heard before some I had never heard or had never known what they meant. But for some reason I liked the sound of the words and I found myself repeating them. Tits, Boobs, Ass, Asshole, Pussy, Cunt slit, clit, etc. As he said the words he pointed to he woman's body parts. Then he brought out a man and had him strip. I learned prick, cock, pecker, dick, hard on, balls, nuts, sack, etc. Next he had the man and women demonstrate different ways of kissing. Then they demonstrated how the man can stimulate the women by kissing and sucking on her tits and nipples and he moved down and show how to eat pussy or suck on a cunt. Then the woman demonstrated various ways of sucking cock or giving blow jobs.
Next they showed fucking in all different positions. They even showed the man putting his cock in the woman's asshole. As I watched all this my pussy was getting wet. I didn't understand that part yet. After they showed all of the different positions you can fuck in he talked about orgasms or cuming. They showed close ups of several men as their cocks sprayed spunk on the women they were having sex with.
Then they showed women having orgasms. They showed how their faces looked and they showed how a woman's pussy gets wet when she is aroused and how sometimes with some women there is a gush of pussy juice when they cum. Finally they just showed several couples fucking and then they showed all of their orgasms. The last thing they showed was self stimulation or masturbation. First they showed how a man jerks himself off till he cums. Then they showed how a woman plays with herself. How she finds what feels good and how she makes herself cum. While I was watching this part I touched my pussy, through my pants, and I felt a response. I stopped immediately. I wasn't sure if I really should do that.
When the movie was over I knew that my life was about to change but I wasn't sure how yet. I was still so turned on I decided to watch the second movie right away.
The second movie started with the main character Pamela (the one that looks like me) in the shower. The camera shows her from every angle as she bathes. When she is finished she gets out of the shower and towels off. As she dries herself she looks at herself in a full length mirror. Finally she drops the towel and continues to admire herself in the mirror. She turns one way then another then she turns back to face the mirror directly. The camera moves in to close-up on her tits which I now find myself admiring. She begins massaging them and pinching the nipples making them hard. Then the camera moves down to show her pussy as Pamela slides her hand down there and begins to play with herself. I watch as she slips a finger inside her pussy and she moans with pleasure and I begin to wonder just how good that would feel. Pamela continues to masturbate in front of the mirror until she has an orgasm.
Pamela then walks nude from the bathroom to the bedroom where her lover is waiting for her. He makes slow love to her starting by kissing her all over her face and working his way down to her tits and the down to lick and suck on her pussy. As he is sucking on her pussy Pamela begins giving him a blow job. They finally fuck ending with Pamela's lover cuming inside her cunt. The camera moved in for a close-up as the lover pulls his cock out of Pamela's pussy. The camera stays in close-up on Pamela's pussy as some of the cum deposited there by her lover begins to leak out and run down her slit toward her ass. I found that scene intoxicating.
I didn't understand the way I felt. I thought that I would explode if I didn't do something but I didn't know what to do. I stopped the movie when the idea came to me to act out the opening scene of the movie. I went and took a shower and dried myself in front of the mirror. I dropped the towel n the floor and examined my body in the mirror. For the first time in my life I felt like I was an attractive woman. Then just like Pamela did in the video I massaged my breasts and played with the nipples. Next I ran my hand between my legs and started masturbating for the first time in my life. First I just ran my fingers over the outside of my pussy lips. I could feel the heat my pussy was giving off. As I played around on the outside I felt a drop of moisture on my finger. Gradually my fingers got wet and I slipped two of them inside my pussy hole and began trying to find the right place on my clit to make me cum. I didnt know what an orgasm was supposed to feel like so I wasnt prepared for it when it started. It seemed to start from the center of my pussy and it shot straight to my brain. It felt so wonderful, almost like I was floating. I ended up on the bathroom floor in the fetal position with one hand still between my legs rubbing my clit. It felt like that orgasm lasted for five minutes. When it was over I felt like I was glowing. I had never felt anything like that before but I knew right then I was going to feel that way a lot in the future.
The next day I rented two more videos. When I got home I moved the TV and VCR into the bedroom so that I could watch from bed. Then as I watched the movies I masturbated. I must have had at least four orgasms while I watched the two movies. The following day was the day Billy was to return from his trip so I returned both movies and on an impulse I rented the video that called itself a Guide to Sexual Fulfillment again. This time it wasn't for me. That evening after we had eaten diner and the kitchen was clean I gave the video to Billy and said, I want you to watch this movie. I think we are really missing something in our marriage and I think the some of the answers are in here. I told him I was going up to our bedroom to read so that he could watch the movie alone. Billy looked a little puzzled but he agreed to watch the video.
About a half hour after I went upstairs I sneaked out onto the loft above our living room to see what Billy was doing. He was sitting straight up on the sofa stairing at the TV. There were no lights on downstairs so it took me a minute to see that Billy had his cock in his hand and he was stroking it slowly as he watched the action on the screen.
When Billy came up to bed he still had a hard on and he quickly put on a rubber and got in bed. His foreplay consisted of That was some movie. Then he pulled my panties off and mounted me. The only difference between this and any other time we had sex was that he was stroking into me harder and faster than usual. I enjoyed it more than usual but it didn't come close to what I had learned to do for myself.
Over the following week things in bed didn't change. On that next Friday I decided that I had to have sex the way it was shown in the videos. I wanted everything; the kissing, the sucking, the blow job. I wanted to taste cum and feel it inside my pussy. So I came up with a plan to get what I wanted. First I made reservations at a nice hotel for the weekend, then I went shopping and bought some sexy clothes including underwear. Finally I called Billy at work and said I need a change in my life and I think you do too. I want you to make love to me the way they showed it in the X-rated video. So after work I want you to met me at the downtown Marriott. I will meet you in the bar at 6:00 then we will have dinner, go dancing and then finish the night in my hotel room making love.
Billy said Are you joking? We can't do that.
I said I am not asking you if we can do it, I am telling you to meet me there because we are going to do it.
At 6:00 Billy walked into the bar. He said I don't know what's gotten into you but...
I cut him off, What's gotten into me is that I want some change in our life and its going to start tonight.
Billy settled down as we ate dinner. I think it may have been the wine. Billy and I almost never drink so one glass of wine had Billy feeling pretty good. After dinner we went into the lounge where there was a band playing. We danced a couple of times and Billy seemed to be enjoying himself. After about an hour Billy went to the rest room and and handsome young man came over to the table. He introduced himself as Jim and sat down and started chatting with me. When Billy came back to the table Jim jumped up looking a little embarrassed. He said I'm sorry, I didnt know you were here with anyone. I said That's okay. Then I introduced Jim and Billy. Jim sat with us for a while then asked Billy if it would be all right if he danced with me. Billy said he didn't mind so Jim and I went out to the dance floor. While we were dancing Jim asked me if there was any chance that we could go somewhere together. I told him that I wasn't the kind of girl that would sneak out with other men behind her husband's back. Jim said he understood and after the dance he took me back to the table then he left.
Billy and I danced a couple more times then I suggested that we go up to our room. When we got into the room I told Billy that I wanted him to make love to me. It was obvious that all Billy wanted to do was pull my panties off and stick his cock in me. I got mad and told him that I wanted him to make love to me the way they did it in the video. Billy said Nice girls didn't want that and I can't do that. Its dirty sex and just isn't right. I got angry and said I am not a bad girl. I just want to have a normal sex life like other people. If you can't give that to me I want you to go home now. Billy looked at me in shock and asked Are you coming home too?
I said I took this hotel room for the weekend and I am going to use it. Before Billy could say another word I told him I wanted him to leave. The funny thing is I didn't feel bad when he left. I just sat on the bed for a few minutes trying to decide what I wanted to do and then I decided. I headed back to the lounge.
I was looking around the hotel lounge to see if Jim was still there. I just felt that if my husband wouldn't fuck me the way I wanted to be fucked I would just have to show Billy and find someone who would. Then I saw him standing at the bar talking to another woman. I thought that I was too late and he had found someone else, then he looked over and saw me. He came right over to me and said I hope you're looking for me. I said Yes, as a matter of fact I am. Jim put his arm around me and asked Would you like to go up to my room for a drink? I said No. I'd rather we go to my room. Jim asked me my room number and said he would go back to his room and get a bottle of wine and meet me back at my room in fifteen minutes.
As Jim went off to his room I went back to mine. After about ten minutes there was a knock at the door. I went over to let Jim in but found Billy standing there instead. Billy came into the room and said I don't know whats happening. I cant seem to do what you want but I don't want to lose you either. I will do anyting to keep you, anything.
I said You should have thought of that earlier. I have already made plans for tonight and I think you had better leave.
Billy asked , What kind of plans did you make?
I replied, I don't think you really want to know.
Billy said, I do want to know and I am not leaving until I find out.
Then I said, If you want to know, I have company coming. Jim is coming up to the room to do what you couldn't and I don't want you interfering do you understand? If you insist on staying you can hide in the closet and watch what happens. But if you interrupt us in any way I will just go to Jim's room with him. Do you understand?
Billy looked so dejected as he said Yes and walked into the closet and closed the door. As Billy settled himself in the closet there was a knock at the door. I opened the door and let Jim into the room. Jim immediately put his arms around me and gave me a deep tongue kiss. I had never been kissed like that before. I could feel my nipples getting hard.
After kissing me a couple more times Jim let me go and opened the wine had had brought. As we drank our wine I told Jim how inexperienced I was at sex and how I wanted this to be special. Jim said, I will be very gentle and I won't make you do anything you are not ready to do.
Then I told Jim, That's not what I want. I want you to assume that I don't know how to do anything but that I will do anything you tell me.
Jim said Okay, if that's what you want. Get up and stand in front of me. Now remove your blouse. Now your bra, I want to see your tits. As my bra came off Jim reached up and touched my breasts and gently squeezed and played with the nipples. Then he reached down and put his right hand on the inside of my right knee and slowly began to move his hand upward raising my skirt as he it went. When his hand reached my panties he very lightly ran his fingers over the crotch of my panties so that I could just feel it in the lips of my pussy. As Jim continued to play with my pussy through my panties he told me to remove my skirt. I unhooked then unzipped my skirt and let it drop. With Jim's hand still on my pussy my skirt fell onto his arm. Jim tossed the skirt into the chair next to the bed.
Next Jim asked me to kneel on the floor in front of him. When I did he gave me a big kiss and said, Now I am going to teach you how to suck my cock and swallow my cum. His talking to me like that was making me hot. For a second I thought of Billy and I wondered how he was handling this, but then I thought its his own fault that he's in the closet instead of getting ready to have his cock sucked. Jim stood up and said Remove my pants and shorts for me. When I pulled Jim's shorts off my face was just inches from his cock and balls. I could smell them. It was a musky scent, strong but not unpleasant. Jim sat back down on the bed and told me to wrap my right hand around the shaft of his cock and gently stroke it up and down. When I did this I found that I liked the way his cock felt in my hand. I almost laughed out loud when I felt it starting to grow. Jim said that now I should start kissing and licking the head of his cock. When I licked the head for the first time I found that it had a strong taste but I didn't mind. The more I licked the less I noticed the taste.
Jim's cock was getting big now. It was longer that Billy's by at least an inch and it was thicker too. Jim told me to slide the head into my mouth, close my lips over it and pull it back out and repeat this move each time taking a little more of his cock into my mouth until I couldn't get any more into my mouth. As I was doing this Jim kept telling me that I was doing great and that I was making his cock feel terrific. He said it wouldn't be long until he would empty his balls into my mouth. He said When you feel me starting to cum I want you to close your lips tightly around my cock and pump up and down on it with your mouth as hard as you can and try not to let any of my cum leak out of your mouth. Try to swallow all of it if you can. I couldn't talk with his cock in my mouth so I just looked up into his eyes and nodded my head a little to let him know I understood what he wanted. I just wondered if Billy understood any of what was happening and would he ever be able to forgive me and would it really matter to me it he didn't. When I got to the point where I could get Jim's cock all the way into my mouth I started getting fancy. Sometimes pulling it all of the way out and then running my tongue all over it and I even ran my tongue down the underside of his cock shaft and licked his balls. I must have been doing something right because Jim didn't complain and as soon as I put his cock back inside my mouth Jim announced that he was about to cum. When he said that I closed my lips over has cock as tight as I could and started moving my mouth up and down his shaft as fast as I could. When the first spurt of Jim's spunk shot out it almost choked me. I had no idea of how fast it would come and how much there would be. I kept pumping my head up and down and swallowing as quickly as I could. I couldn't get it all. Some of it ran out of my mouth and onto my chin and my cheeks.
I kept on licking and sucking Jim until he told me I could stop. He told me I was a great cock sucker. Then he said he was going to eat my pussy until I had an orgasm so that we would be even. He said Why don't you go clean the cum off your face then I will eat your pussy. I got up off my knees and turned toward the closet and smiled. I wanted to be sure that Billy saw me with Jim's cum on my face. Then I went to wash my face.
When I came back from the bathroom Jim told me to lay down on the bed. I laid so that my pussy was pointing at the closet door so that Billy would see everything. Jim said make yourself comfortable so I slipped a couple of pillows under my head. Jim got on the bed beside me and started tongue kissing me and kissing my neck and down to my breasts. He sucked on my nipples and kissed all around them. While he was giving this attention to my breasts Jim slipped his fingers inside my panties and was teasing my pussy lips. I found myself trying to push my pussy up to increase the pressure but Jim would just move his hand to lighten the pressure again. Finally he pushed a finger inside my pussy. He remarked on how wet I was. He said You must be really fucking horny. Your pussy is so wet you could take on five guys. Jim then slid another finger inside me, then another. Jim fingered my hole for about five minutes then said I need to taste that honey pot of yours right now.He turned around and put his head between my legs and started licking all around the outside of my pussy, then he put his tongue inside of me and began to fuck me with it. The noise my pussy juicies were making as he sucked and licked my big wet sex hole were a turn on for me. Everything he did felt good but when he sucked my clit up between his lips and began rubbing his tongue over it back and forth as fast as he could I couldn't take any more. I had a shuddering orgasm. I heard my self saying Oh God! over and over, then I yelled out fuck me with that tongue.
As I came back down from my orgasm Jim continued to kiss lick and suck on my pussy. He stopped just long enough to ask Do you want me to stop? I told him no. Jim then manouvered us around so that his cock was in front of my face while he continued to make my pussy happy with his mouth. I got the idea and began sucking on his cock again. He was only partially hard but it didn't take long for him to get fully erect. Once he was hard he said that it was time for him to fuck me. Jim turned around, spread my legs and pushed his big cock inside me. I had never felt anything like before. Billy had always used a rubber, Jim was bare back and also he was bigger.
It felt great just having that cock inside of me and when Jim started pumping his cock in and out of my pussy I had an orgasm. Not as big as the last one but it was quite nice. After a few minutes Jim turned me over and put me on my hands and knees and he entered me from behind. He started slowly and started to build speed and as he did he slammed into me harder and harder. I could feel another orgasm building when Jim said I'm cumin. When I felt the first blast of his spunk hit the inside walls of my pussy, I immediately had my orgasm. After we rested for a few minutes we sat up and Jim poured us some wine. As we drank we talked about our lives. I told Jim that I really loved Billy and I didn't want to lose my relationship with him but I had to have more than he had been able to give me. I said that I hoped that we would be able to work things out. I said that because I meant it and because I wanted Billy to hear it. When we finished our wine Jim got up to get dressed. When he passed in front of me I grabbed his cock and stopped him. As he stood in front of me I began sucking his cock again and he began to respond again. Within just a few minutes Jim was hard again. I pulled Jim down on top of me and said fuck me one more time before you go. Jim reached between us and guided his cock into my soaking cum filled cunt and began humping me. It became a slow very relaxed fuck but it ended with a nice little orgasm for me and Jim was able to drop another load of his spunk into my love tunnel.
Jim kissed me one last time then he got up, got dressed and left. I just laid there nude feeling wonderful about the sex I had just had but also beginning to worry about how Billy was going to react when he came out of the closet. It surprised me that he didn't charge out the second that Jim left the room. Finally I called to him Billy, you can come out now. I heard him stirring in the closet and I was wondering what I would say to him when he came out. Billy came out of the closet slowly and stood at the foot of the bed looking me directly in the eye. Then his stare began to move down my body and stopped on my breasts. I suddenly rememberd that Billy had never seen me completely naked before. Then Billy once again moved his gaze. Now he was staring at my pussy. I happened to notice myself in the mirror on the wall. I could see exactly what Billy was looking at. The hair on my pussy was all matted with cum and some of Jim's spunk was leaking from my pussy. It occurred to me that my pussy, in the state that it was in, looked just like Pamela's pussy did in the video after her lover had finished fucking her.
I look back at Billy, he was still staring at my pussy. I could see that his eyes appeared to be a little bloodshot. Had he been crying? What happened next was the surprise of the evening. Billy came forward and lay down on the bed and put his head between my legs. Then he began licking and sucking on my pussy. Once he started he was like a man possessed. He even licked my asshole. He was a fast learner because within five minutes I had an orgasm. After Billy was satisfied that he had done a good job of eating me he removed his pants and offered his cock to me to suck on. When he removed his pants I could see that there was a large wet spot in the crotch and when I put his cock in my mouth I could taste cum on it. So Billy had an orgasm while he watched us. It took Billy alsmost ten minutes before his cock exploded in my mouth. Before I had a chance to wipe the cum off my lips and chin Billy pulled me to him and kissed me harder and more passionately than he ever had before.
There was a little wine left in the bottle so I poured a glass for each of us and turned to Billy and said, To us? and Billy raised his glass and said To us. Then I asked Billy what had gotten into him.
He said At first I was so desparate to save our marriage that I would do anything and I never expected you would do any of the things you did with Jim. I thought you would just talk. So when I heard you tell him you would do whatever he told you to do I got scared. And when I saw you put his cock in your mouth I figured there was nothing I could do to save us now. I kept watching what you were doing because I couldn't believe you would do anything like that then I just kept on watching because I found myself aroused by what I was seeing. Then I began to feel sorry for myself. I realized that it was my fault. It was supposed to be me doing those things with you. Then I was just plain jealous. But all the time I kept getting more and more excited until I had an accident in my pants. Soon after that I was excited again. And then, Just before the last time you and Jim did it I heard you tell him that you still loved me and you wanted to work things out. Well so do I. Then Billy began tongue kissing me and then he fucked me, without protection and I had my biggest orgasm of the night with my husband's cock in my pussy. I was happy.
Billy and I spent the rest of the weeked at the hotel experimenting with sex. Since that weekend two years ago our sex life has been fantastic. One day last year Billy told me he occasionally had dreams about watching me getting fucked by Jim and he has had to get up and relieve himself so he can get back to sleep. Since then we have spent about one weekend every other month at the hotel. I go to the lounge and pick up a stranger and Billy waits in the room and hides in the closet and watches as I make love to these strangers. Then Billy and I spend the rest of the weekend making love.
My name is Beth and I am 29 years old. I am 5'7" tall and I weigh 125 pounds. I have dark hair and dark eyes. I've been married for the last 11 years to my childhood sweetheart. His name is Billy. Billy and I grew up in a small town in west Texas. We were both raised as strict Christians, and I do mean strict.
Billy and I were both virgins when we got married because thats the way we were taught it was supposed to be. When I was sixteen my mother sat me down to explain sex to me. Having grown up on a farm I already knew where babies came from but I knew nothing about sex. Mother told me when a man and women wanted to have a baby the woman would lay down on the bed and the man would get on top of her and put his thing inside her private place. She said the only time a man and woman should do that dirty thing (thats what she call having sex) is when you are trying to make a baby. She also said that only bad girls enjoy doing that thing. Mother also stressed that I was never to do it until after I got married or I would go to hell.
I accepted what my mother told me as true because I never was exposed to any other kind of ideas. My mother was always telling me what I should or shouldn't do if I ever want to go to heaven. She told things like I should never touch myself in my private place. It was only for PeePee and for babies to come out of. She also told me that I should never look at myself in the mirror when I was naked because it would only cause sinful thoughts. I should never go naked in front of another person and never let another person go naked in front of me even my husband.
It turns out that a lot of what Billy was taught pretty much the same things I was. So at the age of 18 Billy and I got married. If there were any two people more ignorant of the ways of the world I wouldn't want to ever meet them. One thing I must say, the sex we were having eight years after we got married was just as good as the sex we had on our honeymoon. That is to say it was terrible. I never enjoyed it and didn't know I was supposed to. I dont know if Billy liked it either but starting on our honeymoon and about twice a week for the next eight years Billy would say to me You wanna do it? and we would go up to bed, turn off the lights and I would lay on my back on the bed and Billy would lift my night gown up and remove my panties.Then he would get on top of me and push his thing into my pussy and stroke in an out until he was finished. The only thing that Billy and I did that would not have been approved of by our parents was that Billy always wore protection. We were saving to buy a house and didn't want children till later. Because Billy wore protection I never had seen, touched or felt a man's spunk. In truth I had never even touched Billy's cock and had never seen any other man's cock in my whole life. After we were done I would put my panties back on and we would both roll over and go to sleep.
One night when Billy and I were in the video store I complained to him that there weren't and good PG rated movies that we hadnt seen yet and Billy said, Well then why dont we get an X-rated movie. I laughed at him and said you don't have the nerve to do that. Billy said Oh? well watch this and he went into the adult movie room and came out two minutes later all embarassed but he had a movie in his hand.
When we got home Billy put the movie into the VCR. I asked him if her really though we should watch a dirty movie. He said we will soon see and he hit the play button. We had no idea what to expect so when the movie started with a woman cooking breakfast in her kitchen and talking with her husband about a party they were planning for that night and who they hoped would come, I turned to Billy and said this is just like any PG movie we would rent only the acting isn't as good. No sooner had I said that than the man walked up behind the woman and lifted her night gown up and slipped his hand between her legs and rubbed her pussy. I was in shock as I watched the man drop his pants to the floor and start rubbing his huge penis on the woman's ass. When the man pushed his penis into the woman's pussy I must have gone into a trance for a while. I sat staring at the movie for about twenty minutes then I said I think we better turn that off and go to bed.
Billy didn't say a word he just got up and turned it off. When we got up to bed Billy asked If I wanted to do it and I said ok. Nothing was different except that for the first time ever it actually felt good and I was a little disappointed when it was over.
I didnt sleep well that night. I tossed and turned and when I slept I had dreams about the movie. In one dream I was part of the movie. One of the men I had seen in the movie was kissing my pussy and I was putting his penis in my mouth. When I woke from that dream I was sweating but I felt kind of good. I also noticed that my panties were wet. After that I finally slept through the rest of the night.
In the morning neither one of us mentioned the movie until Billy was ready to go out the door to work . As he was leaving Billy said Beth, when you go out shopping later I want you to return the movie. Then he left. I finished my housework and got ready to go shopping. I started thinking about what I had seen in the movie and about my dreams last night and decided that I had to see the rest of the movie. Because Billy had rewound the movie I ended up watching the whole movie. I found that watching the movie by myself was not embarrassing and it gave me a tingly feeling that I had last night. I never realized that men's cocks came in so many different sizes and shapes. I had never seen a man's cock shoot spunk before.
I returned the film that afternoon and other than a couple of dreams that week I managed to forget about it. About two months later Billy told me that he had to go away for two days the following week for training. I was miserable about the idea of being left alone for two whole days but I finally resigned myself to it. The night before he was to go away Billy wanted to do it. It wasn't anything special except that I didn't go right to sleep and after a short time passed Billy got up and went into the bathroom. He must have thought I was asleep because he left the door open.
When I rolled over and looked into the bathroom I could see Billy in the mirror. He was removing the rubber from his cock. I think that was the first time I had ever really seen Billy completely naked. I couldn't take my eyes off his cock. I could see has spunk still sticking to it. I almost got up and went into the bathroom for a closer look. Instead, when Billy came back into the room I pretended to be asleep.
When I finally did fall asleep that night I dreamed about the X-rated movie again. Only this time it was Billy's thing in my mouth and it was covered with his spunk. When I woke up in the morning I couldn't get that image out of my head. After Billy left for the airport I began thinking about my dream and the movie. I don't know exactly when the idea came to me but I decided I was going to rent another X-rated video. So later that morning I went to the video store and after walking around the store for an hour to get my nerve up I went into the adult film section. I was shocked to see so many X-rated films. I didnt know how I would ever make a decision on which videos to get. As I was scanning along one wall my eyes caught something interesting. It was the description of one of the movies that I saw. It said A Guide to Sexual Fulfillment Between A Man and a Woman. I wasn't sure why but I wanted to see that movie. Then I saw another movie called Pamela Discovers Herself or something like that. What really caught my eye about this one was the picture of the girl on the cover. She looked like me. I don't mean exactly like me but she looked to be about my size and the same color hair and almost a ****** resemblance in the face. So that was my second movie. So I rented the two videos and headed home.
When I got home I decided to watch the guide to sexual fulfillment first. It started with a man dressed as a doctor explaining what the movie was going to show. He brought out a young woman. He asked the woman to remove her clothes so that she was standing there naked. He continued speaking. He said the he was going to tell us the names of the sexual parts of the human body that we should use during sex. Some of the words he used I had heard before some I had never heard or had never known what they meant. But for some reason I liked the sound of the words and I found myself repeating them. Tits, Boobs, Ass, Asshole, Pussy, Cunt slit, clit, etc. As he said the words he pointed to he woman's body parts. Then he brought out a man and had him strip. I learned prick, cock, pecker, dick, hard on, balls, nuts, sack, etc. Next he had the man and women demonstrate different ways of kissing. Then they demonstrated how the man can stimulate the women by kissing and sucking on her tits and nipples and he moved down and show how to eat pussy or suck on a cunt. Then the woman demonstrated various ways of sucking cock or giving blow jobs.
Next they showed fucking in all different positions. They even showed the man putting his cock in the woman's asshole. As I watched all this my pussy was getting wet. I didn't understand that part yet. After they showed all of the different positions you can fuck in he talked about orgasms or cuming. They showed close ups of several men as their cocks sprayed spunk on the women they were having sex with.
Then they showed women having orgasms. They showed how their faces looked and they showed how a woman's pussy gets wet when she is aroused and how sometimes with some women there is a gush of pussy juice when they cum. Finally they just showed several couples fucking and then they showed all of their orgasms. The last thing they showed was self stimulation or masturbation. First they showed how a man jerks himself off till he cums. Then they showed how a woman plays with herself. How she finds what feels good and how she makes herself cum. While I was watching this part I touched my pussy, through my pants, and I felt a response. I stopped immediately. I wasn't sure if I really should do that.
When the movie was over I knew that my life was about to change but I wasn't sure how yet. I was still so turned on I decided to watch the second movie right away.
The second movie started with the main character Pamela (the one that looks like me) in the shower. The camera shows her from every angle as she bathes. When she is finished she gets out of the shower and towels off. As she dries herself she looks at herself in a full length mirror. Finally she drops the towel and continues to admire herself in the mirror. She turns one way then another then she turns back to face the mirror directly. The camera moves in to close-up on her tits which I now find myself admiring. She begins massaging them and pinching the nipples making them hard. Then the camera moves down to show her pussy as Pamela slides her hand down there and begins to play with herself. I watch as she slips a finger inside her pussy and she moans with pleasure and I begin to wonder just how good that would feel. Pamela continues to masturbate in front of the mirror until she has an orgasm.
Pamela then walks nude from the bathroom to the bedroom where her lover is waiting for her. He makes slow love to her starting by kissing her all over her face and working his way down to her tits and the down to lick and suck on her pussy. As he is sucking on her pussy Pamela begins giving him a blow job. They finally fuck ending with Pamela's lover cuming inside her cunt. The camera moved in for a close-up as the lover pulls his cock out of Pamela's pussy. The camera stays in close-up on Pamela's pussy as some of the cum deposited there by her lover begins to leak out and run down her slit toward her ass. I found that scene intoxicating.
I didn't understand the way I felt. I thought that I would explode if I didn't do something but I didn't know what to do. I stopped the movie when the idea came to me to act out the opening scene of the movie. I went and took a shower and dried myself in front of the mirror. I dropped the towel n the floor and examined my body in the mirror. For the first time in my life I felt like I was an attractive woman. Then just like Pamela did in the video I massaged my breasts and played with the nipples. Next I ran my hand between my legs and started masturbating for the first time in my life. First I just ran my fingers over the outside of my pussy lips. I could feel the heat my pussy was giving off. As I played around on the outside I felt a drop of moisture on my finger. Gradually my fingers got wet and I slipped two of them inside my pussy hole and began trying to find the right place on my clit to make me cum. I didnt know what an orgasm was supposed to feel like so I wasnt prepared for it when it started. It seemed to start from the center of my pussy and it shot straight to my brain. It felt so wonderful, almost like I was floating. I ended up on the bathroom floor in the fetal position with one hand still between my legs rubbing my clit. It felt like that orgasm lasted for five minutes. When it was over I felt like I was glowing. I had never felt anything like that before but I knew right then I was going to feel that way a lot in the future.
The next day I rented two more videos. When I got home I moved the TV and VCR into the bedroom so that I could watch from bed. Then as I watched the movies I masturbated. I must have had at least four orgasms while I watched the two movies. The following day was the day Billy was to return from his trip so I returned both movies and on an impulse I rented the video that called itself a Guide to Sexual Fulfillment again. This time it wasn't for me. That evening after we had eaten diner and the kitchen was clean I gave the video to Billy and said, I want you to watch this movie. I think we are really missing something in our marriage and I think the some of the answers are in here. I told him I was going up to our bedroom to read so that he could watch the movie alone. Billy looked a little puzzled but he agreed to watch the video.
About a half hour after I went upstairs I sneaked out onto the loft above our living room to see what Billy was doing. He was sitting straight up on the sofa stairing at the TV. There were no lights on downstairs so it took me a minute to see that Billy had his cock in his hand and he was stroking it slowly as he watched the action on the screen.
When Billy came up to bed he still had a hard on and he quickly put on a rubber and got in bed. His foreplay consisted of That was some movie. Then he pulled my panties off and mounted me. The only difference between this and any other time we had sex was that he was stroking into me harder and faster than usual. I enjoyed it more than usual but it didn't come close to what I had learned to do for myself.
Over the following week things in bed didn't change. On that next Friday I decided that I had to have sex the way it was shown in the videos. I wanted everything; the kissing, the sucking, the blow job. I wanted to taste cum and feel it inside my pussy. So I came up with a plan to get what I wanted. First I made reservations at a nice hotel for the weekend, then I went shopping and bought some sexy clothes including underwear. Finally I called Billy at work and said I need a change in my life and I think you do too. I want you to make love to me the way they showed it in the X-rated video. So after work I want you to met me at the downtown Marriott. I will meet you in the bar at 6:00 then we will have dinner, go dancing and then finish the night in my hotel room making love.
Billy said Are you joking? We can't do that.
I said I am not asking you if we can do it, I am telling you to meet me there because we are going to do it.
At 6:00 Billy walked into the bar. He said I don't know what's gotten into you but...
I cut him off, What's gotten into me is that I want some change in our life and its going to start tonight.
Billy settled down as we ate dinner. I think it may have been the wine. Billy and I almost never drink so one glass of wine had Billy feeling pretty good. After dinner we went into the lounge where there was a band playing. We danced a couple of times and Billy seemed to be enjoying himself. After about an hour Billy went to the rest room and and handsome young man came over to the table. He introduced himself as Jim and sat down and started chatting with me. When Billy came back to the table Jim jumped up looking a little embarrassed. He said I'm sorry, I didnt know you were here with anyone. I said That's okay. Then I introduced Jim and Billy. Jim sat with us for a while then asked Billy if it would be all right if he danced with me. Billy said he didn't mind so Jim and I went out to the dance floor. While we were dancing Jim asked me if there was any chance that we could go somewhere together. I told him that I wasn't the kind of girl that would sneak out with other men behind her husband's back. Jim said he understood and after the dance he took me back to the table then he left.
Billy and I danced a couple more times then I suggested that we go up to our room. When we got into the room I told Billy that I wanted him to make love to me. It was obvious that all Billy wanted to do was pull my panties off and stick his cock in me. I got mad and told him that I wanted him to make love to me the way they did it in the video. Billy said Nice girls didn't want that and I can't do that. Its dirty sex and just isn't right. I got angry and said I am not a bad girl. I just want to have a normal sex life like other people. If you can't give that to me I want you to go home now. Billy looked at me in shock and asked Are you coming home too?
I said I took this hotel room for the weekend and I am going to use it. Before Billy could say another word I told him I wanted him to leave. The funny thing is I didn't feel bad when he left. I just sat on the bed for a few minutes trying to decide what I wanted to do and then I decided. I headed back to the lounge.
I was looking around the hotel lounge to see if Jim was still there. I just felt that if my husband wouldn't fuck me the way I wanted to be fucked I would just have to show Billy and find someone who would. Then I saw him standing at the bar talking to another woman. I thought that I was too late and he had found someone else, then he looked over and saw me. He came right over to me and said I hope you're looking for me. I said Yes, as a matter of fact I am. Jim put his arm around me and asked Would you like to go up to my room for a drink? I said No. I'd rather we go to my room. Jim asked me my room number and said he would go back to his room and get a bottle of wine and meet me back at my room in fifteen minutes.
As Jim went off to his room I went back to mine. After about ten minutes there was a knock at the door. I went over to let Jim in but found Billy standing there instead. Billy came into the room and said I don't know whats happening. I cant seem to do what you want but I don't want to lose you either. I will do anyting to keep you, anything.
I said You should have thought of that earlier. I have already made plans for tonight and I think you had better leave.
Billy asked , What kind of plans did you make?
I replied, I don't think you really want to know.
Billy said, I do want to know and I am not leaving until I find out.
Then I said, If you want to know, I have company coming. Jim is coming up to the room to do what you couldn't and I don't want you interfering do you understand? If you insist on staying you can hide in the closet and watch what happens. But if you interrupt us in any way I will just go to Jim's room with him. Do you understand?
Billy looked so dejected as he said Yes and walked into the closet and closed the door. As Billy settled himself in the closet there was a knock at the door. I opened the door and let Jim into the room. Jim immediately put his arms around me and gave me a deep tongue kiss. I had never been kissed like that before. I could feel my nipples getting hard.
After kissing me a couple more times Jim let me go and opened the wine had had brought. As we drank our wine I told Jim how inexperienced I was at sex and how I wanted this to be special. Jim said, I will be very gentle and I won't make you do anything you are not ready to do.
Then I told Jim, That's not what I want. I want you to assume that I don't know how to do anything but that I will do anything you tell me.
Jim said Okay, if that's what you want. Get up and stand in front of me. Now remove your blouse. Now your bra, I want to see your tits. As my bra came off Jim reached up and touched my breasts and gently squeezed and played with the nipples. Then he reached down and put his right hand on the inside of my right knee and slowly began to move his hand upward raising my skirt as he it went. When his hand reached my panties he very lightly ran his fingers over the crotch of my panties so that I could just feel it in the lips of my pussy. As Jim continued to play with my pussy through my panties he told me to remove my skirt. I unhooked then unzipped my skirt and let it drop. With Jim's hand still on my pussy my skirt fell onto his arm. Jim tossed the skirt into the chair next to the bed.
Next Jim asked me to kneel on the floor in front of him. When I did he gave me a big kiss and said, Now I am going to teach you how to suck my cock and swallow my cum. His talking to me like that was making me hot. For a second I thought of Billy and I wondered how he was handling this, but then I thought its his own fault that he's in the closet instead of getting ready to have his cock sucked. Jim stood up and said Remove my pants and shorts for me. When I pulled Jim's shorts off my face was just inches from his cock and balls. I could smell them. It was a musky scent, strong but not unpleasant. Jim sat back down on the bed and told me to wrap my right hand around the shaft of his cock and gently stroke it up and down. When I did this I found that I liked the way his cock felt in my hand. I almost laughed out loud when I felt it starting to grow. Jim said that now I should start kissing and licking the head of his cock. When I licked the head for the first time I found that it had a strong taste but I didn't mind. The more I licked the less I noticed the taste.
Jim's cock was getting big now. It was longer that Billy's by at least an inch and it was thicker too. Jim told me to slide the head into my mouth, close my lips over it and pull it back out and repeat this move each time taking a little more of his cock into my mouth until I couldn't get any more into my mouth. As I was doing this Jim kept telling me that I was doing great and that I was making his cock feel terrific. He said it wouldn't be long until he would empty his balls into my mouth. He said When you feel me starting to cum I want you to close your lips tightly around my cock and pump up and down on it with your mouth as hard as you can and try not to let any of my cum leak out of your mouth. Try to swallow all of it if you can. I couldn't talk with his cock in my mouth so I just looked up into his eyes and nodded my head a little to let him know I understood what he wanted. I just wondered if Billy understood any of what was happening and would he ever be able to forgive me and would it really matter to me it he didn't. When I got to the point where I could get Jim's cock all the way into my mouth I started getting fancy. Sometimes pulling it all of the way out and then running my tongue all over it and I even ran my tongue down the underside of his cock shaft and licked his balls. I must have been doing something right because Jim didn't complain and as soon as I put his cock back inside my mouth Jim announced that he was about to cum. When he said that I closed my lips over has cock as tight as I could and started moving my mouth up and down his shaft as fast as I could. When the first spurt of Jim's spunk shot out it almost choked me. I had no idea of how fast it would come and how much there would be. I kept pumping my head up and down and swallowing as quickly as I could. I couldn't get it all. Some of it ran out of my mouth and onto my chin and my cheeks.
I kept on licking and sucking Jim until he told me I could stop. He told me I was a great cock sucker. Then he said he was going to eat my pussy until I had an orgasm so that we would be even. He said Why don't you go clean the cum off your face then I will eat your pussy. I got up off my knees and turned toward the closet and smiled. I wanted to be sure that Billy saw me with Jim's cum on my face. Then I went to wash my face.
When I came back from the bathroom Jim told me to lay down on the bed. I laid so that my pussy was pointing at the closet door so that Billy would see everything. Jim said make yourself comfortable so I slipped a couple of pillows under my head. Jim got on the bed beside me and started tongue kissing me and kissing my neck and down to my breasts. He sucked on my nipples and kissed all around them. While he was giving this attention to my breasts Jim slipped his fingers inside my panties and was teasing my pussy lips. I found myself trying to push my pussy up to increase the pressure but Jim would just move his hand to lighten the pressure again. Finally he pushed a finger inside my pussy. He remarked on how wet I was. He said You must be really fucking horny. Your pussy is so wet you could take on five guys. Jim then slid another finger inside me, then another. Jim fingered my hole for about five minutes then said I need to taste that honey pot of yours right now.He turned around and put his head between my legs and started licking all around the outside of my pussy, then he put his tongue inside of me and began to fuck me with it. The noise my pussy juicies were making as he sucked and licked my big wet sex hole were a turn on for me. Everything he did felt good but when he sucked my clit up between his lips and began rubbing his tongue over it back and forth as fast as he could I couldn't take any more. I had a shuddering orgasm. I heard my self saying Oh God! over and over, then I yelled out fuck me with that tongue.
As I came back down from my orgasm Jim continued to kiss lick and suck on my pussy. He stopped just long enough to ask Do you want me to stop? I told him no. Jim then manouvered us around so that his cock was in front of my face while he continued to make my pussy happy with his mouth. I got the idea and began sucking on his cock again. He was only partially hard but it didn't take long for him to get fully erect. Once he was hard he said that it was time for him to fuck me. Jim turned around, spread my legs and pushed his big cock inside me. I had never felt anything like before. Billy had always used a rubber, Jim was bare back and also he was bigger.
It felt great just having that cock inside of me and when Jim started pumping his cock in and out of my pussy I had an orgasm. Not as big as the last one but it was quite nice. After a few minutes Jim turned me over and put me on my hands and knees and he entered me from behind. He started slowly and started to build speed and as he did he slammed into me harder and harder. I could feel another orgasm building when Jim said I'm cumin. When I felt the first blast of his spunk hit the inside walls of my pussy, I immediately had my orgasm. After we rested for a few minutes we sat up and Jim poured us some wine. As we drank we talked about our lives. I told Jim that I really loved Billy and I didn't want to lose my relationship with him but I had to have more than he had been able to give me. I said that I hoped that we would be able to work things out. I said that because I meant it and because I wanted Billy to hear it. When we finished our wine Jim got up to get dressed. When he passed in front of me I grabbed his cock and stopped him. As he stood in front of me I began sucking his cock again and he began to respond again. Within just a few minutes Jim was hard again. I pulled Jim down on top of me and said fuck me one more time before you go. Jim reached between us and guided his cock into my soaking cum filled cunt and began humping me. It became a slow very relaxed fuck but it ended with a nice little orgasm for me and Jim was able to drop another load of his spunk into my love tunnel.
Jim kissed me one last time then he got up, got dressed and left. I just laid there nude feeling wonderful about the sex I had just had but also beginning to worry about how Billy was going to react when he came out of the closet. It surprised me that he didn't charge out the second that Jim left the room. Finally I called to him Billy, you can come out now. I heard him stirring in the closet and I was wondering what I would say to him when he came out. Billy came out of the closet slowly and stood at the foot of the bed looking me directly in the eye. Then his stare began to move down my body and stopped on my breasts. I suddenly rememberd that Billy had never seen me completely naked before. Then Billy once again moved his gaze. Now he was staring at my pussy. I happened to notice myself in the mirror on the wall. I could see exactly what Billy was looking at. The hair on my pussy was all matted with cum and some of Jim's spunk was leaking from my pussy. It occurred to me that my pussy, in the state that it was in, looked just like Pamela's pussy did in the video after her lover had finished fucking her.
I look back at Billy, he was still staring at my pussy. I could see that his eyes appeared to be a little bloodshot. Had he been crying? What happened next was the surprise of the evening. Billy came forward and lay down on the bed and put his head between my legs. Then he began licking and sucking on my pussy. Once he started he was like a man possessed. He even licked my asshole. He was a fast learner because within five minutes I had an orgasm. After Billy was satisfied that he had done a good job of eating me he removed his pants and offered his cock to me to suck on. When he removed his pants I could see that there was a large wet spot in the crotch and when I put his cock in my mouth I could taste cum on it. So Billy had an orgasm while he watched us. It took Billy alsmost ten minutes before his cock exploded in my mouth. Before I had a chance to wipe the cum off my lips and chin Billy pulled me to him and kissed me harder and more passionately than he ever had before.
There was a little wine left in the bottle so I poured a glass for each of us and turned to Billy and said, To us? and Billy raised his glass and said To us. Then I asked Billy what had gotten into him.
He said At first I was so desparate to save our marriage that I would do anything and I never expected you would do any of the things you did with Jim. I thought you would just talk. So when I heard you tell him you would do whatever he told you to do I got scared. And when I saw you put his cock in your mouth I figured there was nothing I could do to save us now. I kept watching what you were doing because I couldn't believe you would do anything like that then I just kept on watching because I found myself aroused by what I was seeing. Then I began to feel sorry for myself. I realized that it was my fault. It was supposed to be me doing those things with you. Then I was just plain jealous. But all the time I kept getting more and more excited until I had an accident in my pants. Soon after that I was excited again. And then, Just before the last time you and Jim did it I heard you tell him that you still loved me and you wanted to work things out. Well so do I. Then Billy began tongue kissing me and then he fucked me, without protection and I had my biggest orgasm of the night with my husband's cock in my pussy. I was happy.
Billy and I spent the rest of the weeked at the hotel experimenting with sex. Since that weekend two years ago our sex life has been fantastic. One day last year Billy told me he occasionally had dreams about watching me getting fucked by Jim and he has had to get up and relieve himself so he can get back to sleep. Since then we have spent about one weekend every other month at the hotel. I go to the lounge and pick up a stranger and Billy waits in the room and hides in the closet and watches as I make love to these strangers. Then Billy and I spend the rest of the weekend making love.
