The next week seems like a blur. I feigned being sick, until it was time to go back to work, and then just went through the motions on the he job. When I got home on Friday evening, my mom told me that Sherry had called and wanted me to come see her as we needed to talk. Dread flooded over me and I really thought of just taking off and not looking back. But things had been sooo good between us up until 2 weeks ago. On top of that I truly loved her. On the other hand, I knew she had to have heard what happened.
I decided to bite the bullet and face her. Hell, I could always take off from there! So I headed the 30 miles to her house.
Once I pulled in the driveway, it dawned on me that I hadn't thought this through. Should I blow the horn and wait for her to come out? What if her mother came out instead? Should I get out and knock on the door? What if her 15 year old sister opened it? Or her stepdad?
To my relief, the door opened and Sherry came outside. She was looking down the entire way as came to my truck. She walked up to the driver's window and asked me to open the door. She didn't want to get in, but she did want to to be face to face without a car door between us. I complied and just looked down and stared at the gravels. I had no idea what was going to happen, nor did I know what to say.
"So you did come" she said to break the ice.
"Yes" I meekly respond.
Damnit I sounded pitiful.
After a verrrrry long sigh, she said "I guess you really screwed yourself last Friday night huh?" And started giggling.
" At least that's what everyone is saying! You were literally screwing yourself!"
My cheeks started to burn and I began to tingle all over.
"So you're a closet fag?" she said.
" You're out with the biggest whore in town, but you are fucking yourself in the ass?" as her voice begin to rise.
"I wasn't doing that to myself. Sh-sh-shhhheee did it be-beeeeefoooore I kna-kna-knnnew what wwwwaasss happening"
WTF WAS HAPPENING TO ME!!!!? My mind screamed. I couldn't even talk! Just stammer like an idiot!
"So why the fuck were you there with that whore in the first place?" she asked as her voice was reaching a fever pitch and her usually sexy, smokey eyes begin to glare with rage!
What? Why was I there?! Seriously?
"Because you chose to go out partying on a houseboat with "BUZZ!" when I told you not to! I warned you that if you did we were thr......" and I felt my face explode!
I had never been bitch slapped like that before and was in no way expecting that petite little princess to have that much force behind her hand! I literally was seeing stars as she began to scream at me!
"You son-ofa-bitch!"
"YOU were the one caught with a WHORE!"
"YOU were the one with her vibrator up your ass!"
"YOU were the one that was cumming with a toy dick in your ass!"
"AND!!! Don't you ever, ever......EVER!, say shit to me about what I do!"
"Do you understand me bitch?"
I just sat there. Truck door open, feet on the gravel, ass on the seat, looking down at ground after being totally emasculated, bitch slapped, (oh by the way) and now listening to the giggles of her mom and little sister! Apparently they had looked out the window when Sherry started getting angry, and then stepped out on the porch when she rang my bell.
Sherry then told me to come inside and apologize to everyone. I tried to stand up and my knees just turned to jelly. Twice in 8 days my knees had just buckled when I was suffering from utter humiliation and I was rock hard. (Wait a minute, I have a hard-on?) Something was happening to me and I knew what it was. I just didn't understand then.
In that moment, having slumped back down on the seat, and having those thoughts flash through my mind, the tears started to escape my eyes and was rolling slowly down my cheeks. And yes, I did have a hard-on.
Where is this going?
How/why, am I allowing myself to be done this way?
Me, a very well built construction worker, minus the fact that I had a small dick. Slightly short, but 5'8" in my work boots is on the bottom end of the average range. At 175# of rock solid muscle, a full beard, hairy legs, hairy chest, a mullet (hey it was just the beginning of the 90's and our little part of rural America was 3 years behind the big cities in everything, including fashion), I was good-looking guy. Hell, I had banged more women than some most men will ever dream about.
Yet now, I am crying like a baby. Sitting here in front of the young woman that I love, at the lowest point of my life, she reached her hand under my chin and so seductively raised my head until I was looking in her eyes. They had softened, and even looked watery? She suddenly kissed me! Hard! Pressing her tongue between my lips and pushing me back across the seat, she pulled away long enough to say "oh God I love you. You are such caring and sensitive man" before returning to kissing me. I had once again returned to heaven!
After a few minutes of making out, she suggested we go to creek. It was still daylight but so what! We fucked a lot down there and we had never been there when I didn't eat her pussy. Even the times we had fucked. (Of course those times I would eat her at least twice.)
"We need to talk" she said.
Of course, whatever you want I thought.
When I backed down into the edge of the creek, I asked if she wanted to get in the back and lay down. It still wasn't quite dark, but the sun had already set behind the mountain and the horizon was beautiful. Women love that shit right?
"I said to talk"
"No, you said we need to talk" I said with a smirk.
" Ok, then you shut up and I'll talk" was her response.
"You need to understand that I will not put up with you being with another woman. EVER!!! I won't put up with you being with a man either! Well, unless I decide I want you to.... But either way, I will forgive you for fucking up and going to see that whore. Buzz told me how big her pussy is and that you had fucked her before. What the hell were you thinking"?
" I don't know" I managed to spit out.
"What do you mean Buzz told you that? When did you find out? And why was he telling you about Mary? And me having been with her? In fact, how did he know about that? And who does he think he fucking is talking to you like that"..........and stars again!!!!!!
My head twisted around from the force of impact and the burning invaded my skin and every muscle in the left side of my face. Then the right side exploded from the impact of her backhand! Stunned I broke out into tears and a diatribe of incoherent rambling. I have no clue what I was trying to say, and sure as hell don't know what was actually coming out my mouth.
Sherry grabbed my hair and pulled me to her breasts. Her perfect breasts. The most perfect breasts on earth. Even with a t-shirt and bra between her huge nipples and my mouth, I just turned to butter and was trying my damnedest to to lick them.
"Baby, I told you, don't ever talk shit to me about what I do."
"I love you and I'm going to forgive you."
"Yes we broke up because you put your foot down and I don't, and won't, put up with that."
"Do you understand me?"
As she grabbed her shirt collar and pulled it down, now seeing that she in fact didn't have a bra on, I mumbled "yes" as my lips engulfed her nipple.
I began to ravage her with my tongue. I pulled her t-shirt up in the front and started working my way down. As I reached for the button on her jeans she stopped my hand.
"You want to eat my pussy baby?" She cooed.
"Hell yes baby, please..."
"Then here's the deal."She said vibrantly. " We are going to go back to my house and you are going to apologize to everyone there. And you are going to listen to everything they have to say, without saying a word! Then we will come back here and you can have my pussy".
"OKAY?!"
"Of course baby, anything you want".
Reluctantly, I sat up and turned the key. What the hell, I would do anything to feel as good as I do when I am worshipping her body. As we rounded the curve and her house came into sight, my heart almost stopped. There in her driveway is another vehicle. And that car belongs to Buzz.
"Pull in baby. I guess you get to apologize to Buzz too. And you promised to listen to what everyone had to say without opening your mouth. I'm not sure you going to like what Buzz says".
I decided to bite the bullet and face her. Hell, I could always take off from there! So I headed the 30 miles to her house.
Once I pulled in the driveway, it dawned on me that I hadn't thought this through. Should I blow the horn and wait for her to come out? What if her mother came out instead? Should I get out and knock on the door? What if her 15 year old sister opened it? Or her stepdad?
To my relief, the door opened and Sherry came outside. She was looking down the entire way as came to my truck. She walked up to the driver's window and asked me to open the door. She didn't want to get in, but she did want to to be face to face without a car door between us. I complied and just looked down and stared at the gravels. I had no idea what was going to happen, nor did I know what to say.
"So you did come" she said to break the ice.
"Yes" I meekly respond.
Damnit I sounded pitiful.
After a verrrrry long sigh, she said "I guess you really screwed yourself last Friday night huh?" And started giggling.
" At least that's what everyone is saying! You were literally screwing yourself!"
My cheeks started to burn and I began to tingle all over.
"So you're a closet fag?" she said.
" You're out with the biggest whore in town, but you are fucking yourself in the ass?" as her voice begin to rise.
"I wasn't doing that to myself. Sh-sh-shhhheee did it be-beeeeefoooore I kna-kna-knnnew what wwwwaasss happening"
WTF WAS HAPPENING TO ME!!!!? My mind screamed. I couldn't even talk! Just stammer like an idiot!
"So why the fuck were you there with that whore in the first place?" she asked as her voice was reaching a fever pitch and her usually sexy, smokey eyes begin to glare with rage!
What? Why was I there?! Seriously?
"Because you chose to go out partying on a houseboat with "BUZZ!" when I told you not to! I warned you that if you did we were thr......" and I felt my face explode!
I had never been bitch slapped like that before and was in no way expecting that petite little princess to have that much force behind her hand! I literally was seeing stars as she began to scream at me!
"You son-ofa-bitch!"
"YOU were the one caught with a WHORE!"
"YOU were the one with her vibrator up your ass!"
"YOU were the one that was cumming with a toy dick in your ass!"
"AND!!! Don't you ever, ever......EVER!, say shit to me about what I do!"
"Do you understand me bitch?"
I just sat there. Truck door open, feet on the gravel, ass on the seat, looking down at ground after being totally emasculated, bitch slapped, (oh by the way) and now listening to the giggles of her mom and little sister! Apparently they had looked out the window when Sherry started getting angry, and then stepped out on the porch when she rang my bell.
Sherry then told me to come inside and apologize to everyone. I tried to stand up and my knees just turned to jelly. Twice in 8 days my knees had just buckled when I was suffering from utter humiliation and I was rock hard. (Wait a minute, I have a hard-on?) Something was happening to me and I knew what it was. I just didn't understand then.
In that moment, having slumped back down on the seat, and having those thoughts flash through my mind, the tears started to escape my eyes and was rolling slowly down my cheeks. And yes, I did have a hard-on.
Where is this going?
How/why, am I allowing myself to be done this way?
Me, a very well built construction worker, minus the fact that I had a small dick. Slightly short, but 5'8" in my work boots is on the bottom end of the average range. At 175# of rock solid muscle, a full beard, hairy legs, hairy chest, a mullet (hey it was just the beginning of the 90's and our little part of rural America was 3 years behind the big cities in everything, including fashion), I was good-looking guy. Hell, I had banged more women than some most men will ever dream about.
Yet now, I am crying like a baby. Sitting here in front of the young woman that I love, at the lowest point of my life, she reached her hand under my chin and so seductively raised my head until I was looking in her eyes. They had softened, and even looked watery? She suddenly kissed me! Hard! Pressing her tongue between my lips and pushing me back across the seat, she pulled away long enough to say "oh God I love you. You are such caring and sensitive man" before returning to kissing me. I had once again returned to heaven!
After a few minutes of making out, she suggested we go to creek. It was still daylight but so what! We fucked a lot down there and we had never been there when I didn't eat her pussy. Even the times we had fucked. (Of course those times I would eat her at least twice.)
"We need to talk" she said.
Of course, whatever you want I thought.
When I backed down into the edge of the creek, I asked if she wanted to get in the back and lay down. It still wasn't quite dark, but the sun had already set behind the mountain and the horizon was beautiful. Women love that shit right?
"I said to talk"
"No, you said we need to talk" I said with a smirk.
" Ok, then you shut up and I'll talk" was her response.
"You need to understand that I will not put up with you being with another woman. EVER!!! I won't put up with you being with a man either! Well, unless I decide I want you to.... But either way, I will forgive you for fucking up and going to see that whore. Buzz told me how big her pussy is and that you had fucked her before. What the hell were you thinking"?
" I don't know" I managed to spit out.
"What do you mean Buzz told you that? When did you find out? And why was he telling you about Mary? And me having been with her? In fact, how did he know about that? And who does he think he fucking is talking to you like that"..........and stars again!!!!!!
My head twisted around from the force of impact and the burning invaded my skin and every muscle in the left side of my face. Then the right side exploded from the impact of her backhand! Stunned I broke out into tears and a diatribe of incoherent rambling. I have no clue what I was trying to say, and sure as hell don't know what was actually coming out my mouth.
Sherry grabbed my hair and pulled me to her breasts. Her perfect breasts. The most perfect breasts on earth. Even with a t-shirt and bra between her huge nipples and my mouth, I just turned to butter and was trying my damnedest to to lick them.
"Baby, I told you, don't ever talk shit to me about what I do."
"I love you and I'm going to forgive you."
"Yes we broke up because you put your foot down and I don't, and won't, put up with that."
"Do you understand me?"
As she grabbed her shirt collar and pulled it down, now seeing that she in fact didn't have a bra on, I mumbled "yes" as my lips engulfed her nipple.
I began to ravage her with my tongue. I pulled her t-shirt up in the front and started working my way down. As I reached for the button on her jeans she stopped my hand.
"You want to eat my pussy baby?" She cooed.
"Hell yes baby, please..."
"Then here's the deal."She said vibrantly. " We are going to go back to my house and you are going to apologize to everyone there. And you are going to listen to everything they have to say, without saying a word! Then we will come back here and you can have my pussy".
"OKAY?!"
"Of course baby, anything you want".
Reluctantly, I sat up and turned the key. What the hell, I would do anything to feel as good as I do when I am worshipping her body. As we rounded the curve and her house came into sight, my heart almost stopped. There in her driveway is another vehicle. And that car belongs to Buzz.
"Pull in baby. I guess you get to apologize to Buzz too. And you promised to listen to what everyone had to say without opening your mouth. I'm not sure you going to like what Buzz says".
