betafinn969
Closet CD from Finland
I'm a small white 27 year old closet cd, have done that for 7 months now. Before I was a regular straight guy and have only dated girls(never done anything with a man) Been single now over a year and as a closet cd, my mental state has changed a lot. Dressing up feminine, makes me feel more weak and submissive. And it's going on the more I have been dressing now. The more feminine I feel the less I think about girls these days, and more about men. It's been really difficult to admit, but I want to be honest.
Recently found out about BNWO. And I've looked into it lately. There's a lot of things out there about it, but they don't really bring answers. I'm not a racist, and haven't had any difference what color or religion somehow has. But this BNWO has made it feel like, that I am somehow less valuable as a man. And thus makes me feel even more vulnerable, weaker, submissive. Even if it's not my own choice. The crossdressing is my own choice, but this one feels different.
As I have these thoughts and questions, I felt like this would be a good site to talk about these things.
Pictures of me below:
Recently found out about BNWO. And I've looked into it lately. There's a lot of things out there about it, but they don't really bring answers. I'm not a racist, and haven't had any difference what color or religion somehow has. But this BNWO has made it feel like, that I am somehow less valuable as a man. And thus makes me feel even more vulnerable, weaker, submissive. Even if it's not my own choice. The crossdressing is my own choice, but this one feels different.
As I have these thoughts and questions, I felt like this would be a good site to talk about these things.
Pictures of me below: