That's what you think now! It's normal for you to think like this! Feminization comes in several phases! You are in the Interracial Pornography Addiction phase (cuck fase) but as your addiction deepens and over time you will move on to the next phase! Believe what I tell you! You will begin to have a strong curiosity and desire to destroy your masculinity and become an attractive female! Its so fucking sexy and hot!Nah g, that's just madness. To far for me.