I'm a 20 year old whiteboi that has been into crossdressing since I was 11, and into IR porn and the BNWO since I was 18. EVERY single girl that I've ever asked out before (granted, I've only asked out 5 or 6, but still) has rejected me in favor of a black man. I am not lying here. My crushes constantly rejecting me for a black man is how I discovered the BNWO. Recently, I was thinking about asking out another girl that I was attracted to, and then I overheard her literally tell her friend that "she's missing out by not dating only black guys like her."
I mean seriously, what good is there in being a white male nowadays? Combine this with the fact that I've been in love with crossdressing since I was very young, and my urges to just say screw it and become a white girl just keep growing by the day. I just don't see a point in being a white male anymore. I'm still a kissless virgin at 20 years old, and the BNWO just keeps growing more and more. I am tired of being lonely and sexually frustrated, and as a white male, that will never change.
Not to mention, I'm also very skinny and already look like a complete beta whiteboi. Between my body and my young age, I could probably transition very well.
Should I just say screw it and transition for the BNWO?
