I am a addict... I consume everything in excess, It has been a lifelong struggle to keep my addictions in check and I have managed to overcome all of them but one... BBC. I truly love my addiction, like so many white boi's we struggle with the concept, I want a GF but I crave BBC, I have tried countless times to quit my addiction, I am now 12 years into it, savoring each relapse, each relapse strengthening the addiction. Women are so beautiful but I only see their faces now. It feels good to accept it, I know my place.