Just like most of us here.
We are not genuinely happy with what's happening to us, to our reality, to our future, we are in places like this coping, adapting, playing ourselves into feeling happy.
Also I am one of those guys who finds the silver lining to the darkest clouds. We have an opportunity to witnesses something so historical. Do we want to miss something like that or do we want to contribute to it and hope we live long enough to witness it? I certainly do.
BNWO or likely MNWO or some sorts of combo of both is inevitable, a matter of time. Why fall in depression cause of something inevitable, live through it.