Extremely long videos (2 hours+) featuring extensive high quality scenes of interracial kissing; white girls giving rimjobs, handjobs and blowjobs to huge black cocks; and sensual penetrations and cream-pies of the prettiest white girls.
The captions/audio will focus purely on developing genuine resentment for one’s own self. As manipulatively upsetting as possible. Bombarding you with the reality of the fact that you deserve to be depressed, isolated, and hated by yourself and others around you.
It will slowly move on to guiding you towards feeling ashamed and guilty for even attempting to seek any sort of pleasure (with or without porn), and encourage you to sacrifice more of your life (sleep, friend/****** relationships, work) for an ever growing devotion towards porn. You will be encourage to spend more time with porn, and less time touching yourself (because you know in your heart that you don’t even deserve the privilege of being able to stop hating yourself enough to convince yourself that giving yourself pleasure from masturbation or orgasm is a good thing - after all, you naturally hate to do nice things for people you hate).
Eventually, it will keep reminding you of the fact that you deserve to be a deeply troubled and lonely individual that constantly punishes and harms themself as much as possible.
It will keep giving you ‘bad’ (good!) ideas of how you can make yourself more miserable and do things which you inevitably regret - and even then, the only thing you will ever be able feel thankful to yourself for, is that you are committed to such self destruction and harm.
All while making sure that the interracial porn is especially triggering towards such feelings - because you shouldn’t even be able to have a ‘guilty pleasure’ - but rather, just pure guilt.
It has to strictly be against any idea of masturbation, orgasm, or edging. The content will have one purpose, just to waste as much of your time and energy as possible and for this to make you as miserable as possible and to negatively impact your life and future as much as possible. And for it to be the only thing left that you ever crave or can be motivated towards pursuing - because you just hate yourself that damn much - and you KNOW with every fibre of your worthless being that the only thing that you deserve is to suffer as much as possible - in silence and isolation.
The overall tone has to be manipulatively and sadistically malicious. Like a sick, twisted, and sinister demon disguised and presented to you as an angel.
Unfortunately, I am too much of a lazy piece of shit to actually create this content myself. But it’s an idea that i’d love any content creators to attempt.
The captions/audio will focus purely on developing genuine resentment for one’s own self. As manipulatively upsetting as possible. Bombarding you with the reality of the fact that you deserve to be depressed, isolated, and hated by yourself and others around you.
It will slowly move on to guiding you towards feeling ashamed and guilty for even attempting to seek any sort of pleasure (with or without porn), and encourage you to sacrifice more of your life (sleep, friend/****** relationships, work) for an ever growing devotion towards porn. You will be encourage to spend more time with porn, and less time touching yourself (because you know in your heart that you don’t even deserve the privilege of being able to stop hating yourself enough to convince yourself that giving yourself pleasure from masturbation or orgasm is a good thing - after all, you naturally hate to do nice things for people you hate).
Eventually, it will keep reminding you of the fact that you deserve to be a deeply troubled and lonely individual that constantly punishes and harms themself as much as possible.
It will keep giving you ‘bad’ (good!) ideas of how you can make yourself more miserable and do things which you inevitably regret - and even then, the only thing you will ever be able feel thankful to yourself for, is that you are committed to such self destruction and harm.
All while making sure that the interracial porn is especially triggering towards such feelings - because you shouldn’t even be able to have a ‘guilty pleasure’ - but rather, just pure guilt.
It has to strictly be against any idea of masturbation, orgasm, or edging. The content will have one purpose, just to waste as much of your time and energy as possible and for this to make you as miserable as possible and to negatively impact your life and future as much as possible. And for it to be the only thing left that you ever crave or can be motivated towards pursuing - because you just hate yourself that damn much - and you KNOW with every fibre of your worthless being that the only thing that you deserve is to suffer as much as possible - in silence and isolation.
The overall tone has to be manipulatively and sadistically malicious. Like a sick, twisted, and sinister demon disguised and presented to you as an angel.
Unfortunately, I am too much of a lazy piece of shit to actually create this content myself. But it’s an idea that i’d love any content creators to attempt.
