About 3 months ago I met a black guy on grindr. He was looking to explore some of his kinks, but he didn't want to do it with anyone he actually had feelings for. So I was a perfect fit, because he could degrade me and do all sorts dirty things with no guilt involved. He's dating a girl and while she's apparently open to explore kinks, he said he wouldn't feel right about some of the stuff he wants to do. He messaged me quite a bit, but every time we would be going to meet up, something would come up so he couldn't make it. I assured him that was perfectly fine and I will be here and available anytime he can get away. Then one day he called me as he was getting off of work and said he just wanted a hole to use. The first time we met up he just fucked my throat and verbally degraded me while spitting in my mouth, he eventually came and I swallowed it all and thanked him and he left. Since then things have been taken up several notches. On another occasion he called me and had me meet him not too terribly far his house, he has a sprinter van that he uses for work and I climbed in the back where he had me rim his ass clean after he had been working all day. He made me beg for his cum, but he wouldn't cum because he was saving it for his girlfriend. Instead he made me kneel in front of him and he pissed in my mouth and I swallowed as much as I could, but a lot of it got all over me, then he just told me to get the fuck out and he left. Now he will regularly just call me up randomly just so he can piss in my mouth and leave.