I have been pussy-free since 2019. But now I am finding greater pleasure as a true sissy, and would love to go full SRS and become a girl.
This is no-longer a fantasy for me. I have been dressing for decades, and find being feminine to be far more comfortable and natural than following my biological gender. I am submissive, and want a man to take the lead in my relationships, even just friend-ones.
I have taken what steps I can along the way, from wearing satin panties and thongs 24/7/365, to being hairless below my armpits, to now searching for a doctor to perform an orchiectomy. Once I get that done, female hormones would be next, along with breast implants and growing my hair out.
Men's cocks, especially black men's cocks, make me drool, and I would love to be on a date with a black man, who simply throws me down and has his way with me, despite my objections. If I had been born a girl, I have no doubts I would have been married to a black man, and have black babies!