Gracie (Femmed)
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I got interested in cuckolding by watching porn. I decided I would try to talk my wife into it.
WHAT I THOUGHT:
it would take me a long time to talk her into fucking other guys.
She would fuck just a couple or a few other guys.
I would get to choose who she does and doesn't fuck.
I would be in charge of this whole thing.
I would fuck her either before or after the other guys.
I would be "the man" of the situation.
WHAT I GOT:
After brief token resistance, Lorna, my wife, quickly agreed to fucking other guys.
After her very first black lover, she turned black exclusive.
She has a huge number of black men whom she fucks.
I have no say at all in who she fucks, when, or how often.
Lorna and her black boyfriends are totally in charge.
I am totally denied any pussy at all. In fact, not only do I not get pussy, I am not allowed to touch her tits or ass. The only pussy contact I get is clean-up duty.
I am not a man. I have been emasculated, sissified, and feminized. I am required to refer to myself only in female gender terms. Unless I am naked, I am required to wear panties. At home, unless naked, I wear female clothing. I am not allowed even to jack off. The only sexual relief I get is while Lorna is fucking, if Lorna's sister is over with her feminized husband, we are allowed to suck each other off. I am NOT gay, so that took some doing for me to accept that. I am required to make my mouth and asshole (pussy) available for Lorna's black boyfriends if they wish, and to guide their cocks into Lorna's pussy if they wish me to.
REGRETS?:
As you can see, I got something totally different than what I expected. So you may wonder, do I regret proposing to my wife that she fuck other men and thereby cuckolding me? No, not even a little bit. I fully accept it. I have learned through this process that I am not a man and never have been. I am content in my new role in life as a cuckold feminized sissy FemBoy.
WHAT I THOUGHT:
it would take me a long time to talk her into fucking other guys.
She would fuck just a couple or a few other guys.
I would get to choose who she does and doesn't fuck.
I would be in charge of this whole thing.
I would fuck her either before or after the other guys.
I would be "the man" of the situation.
WHAT I GOT:
After brief token resistance, Lorna, my wife, quickly agreed to fucking other guys.
After her very first black lover, she turned black exclusive.
She has a huge number of black men whom she fucks.
I have no say at all in who she fucks, when, or how often.
Lorna and her black boyfriends are totally in charge.
I am totally denied any pussy at all. In fact, not only do I not get pussy, I am not allowed to touch her tits or ass. The only pussy contact I get is clean-up duty.
I am not a man. I have been emasculated, sissified, and feminized. I am required to refer to myself only in female gender terms. Unless I am naked, I am required to wear panties. At home, unless naked, I wear female clothing. I am not allowed even to jack off. The only sexual relief I get is while Lorna is fucking, if Lorna's sister is over with her feminized husband, we are allowed to suck each other off. I am NOT gay, so that took some doing for me to accept that. I am required to make my mouth and asshole (pussy) available for Lorna's black boyfriends if they wish, and to guide their cocks into Lorna's pussy if they wish me to.
REGRETS?:
As you can see, I got something totally different than what I expected. So you may wonder, do I regret proposing to my wife that she fuck other men and thereby cuckolding me? No, not even a little bit. I fully accept it. I have learned through this process that I am not a man and never have been. I am content in my new role in life as a cuckold feminized sissy FemBoy.