Chapter 6 - "Just say it..."

The early Sunday sun began to creep through Alec's blinds as he stirred in his bed. He grumbled to himself, turning over slightly and pulling the covers around him to shelter from the dawning of the day. He lay still for several minutes. "Shit." He grunted, finally giving into the urge to pee which had been keeping him from getting back to sleep. Tossing the sheets aside, he shuffled to his ensuite. Alec glanced at himself in the mirror, his dark hair had gotten long, brushing around his lower neck now. It was shaggy and unkempt but had always had a rather soft, fluffy quality to it. He grunted, giving a couple quick shakes before huddling beneath his covers once more. The damage was done though. He was awake and he lay back, grabbing his phone and beginning the endless scrolling. His feeds were rather incriminating. Endless thirst traps and 'suggestive' content. Alec felt his hand idlily move to his underwear, tugging the front down and running a few fingers across his cock. The cold morning wasn't doing much for his self-confidence. But of course, nowadays, only one thing really called to Alec when it came to masturbating. He'd been rationalizing it as science since his talk with Sarina at the gym. Firmly committing to their 'research'. He didn't want to risk losing her so quickly after finding someone who seemed to enjoy his company after all. Besides, as she'd suggested affirming. 'It's okay to masturbate to black men and white women together.'

Just a few taps of his phone and he was on Blacked's PornHub profile, peering through their catalog of scenes. So many of the titles were clearly geared to play into those with cheating fetishes. Alec didn't really quite get it. Wouldn't it hurt to see someone you love with someone else? But who was he to judge? Besides, Sarina had mentioned how cuckolding was an important element to lots of research in this sort of area. He quickly found a catching thumbnail and clicked. 'BLACKED Blonde College Girl PUNISHED by BBC'.

Alec shifted in his bed, wrapping a few fingers around his stiffening manhood. The head was already slick, the anticipation having him ready to leak before the video had even started. He didn't waste much time, skipping the step up, his early morning arousal demanding instant satisfaction. The petite blonde was pulled onto the male actor's lap, his hand landing hard on her ass, pawing it as he berated her. Alec sighed, already pumping his cock. The sight of a black man with a white woman, knowing what was coming next was trigger enough for him now. The stud grabbed the small black lines of the blonde's panties, tearing them from her body with a slight effort. It was primal. A dominant male claiming his prize. Alec whimpered with delight, barely registering how excited he was despite there being not real sex yet. On his phone screen, the black actor's hand came down several more times, spanking the blonde, his fingers sinking into the flesh of her round, pale ass with each strike. She squirmed and whined in twisted delight, even as her torn panties were stuff in her mouth. Moving on quickly, the blonde was soon presented next to her co-star, eagerly watching as he pulled down his pants, mimicking the same action Alec had performed minutes ago in his own bed but to a much more impressive reveal. His thick black cock stood free, the blonde leaning down and hungrily wrapping her lips and hand around the BBC before her. Alec, despite the mantra of 'It's okay to masturbate to black men and white women together' couldn't help but feel the distinct tinge of jealousy as he watched the blonde worship the cock before her. Perhaps his rather repressed, desperate sexual desire to finally lose his virginity, or experience his first blowjob triggered it. And yet, this jealous surge only seemed to make his cock twitch and leak more. Part of him sensed how poorly he compared to the stud on screen. To imagine his own, lithe, effeminate frame in place of the black actor was almost laughable. To have his slim, pale cock in place of the thick, dark manhood on screen, embarrassing. To hear his mewls and whimpers of delight instead of the deep grunts of approval the stud was making, a poor imitation. Not that Alec would be able to unpack such feelings of inadequacy. But it all stirred beneath the surface, fueling his desperate masturbation.

"Uhhh, fuck..." Alec huffed into his pillow, his hips now jerking in time with his hand. He left his phone on an angle atop his pillow, letting his other hand slip beneath his covers and slowly massage his balls. His fingers ran over his tight, smooth sack, toying softly with his small balls. The scene moved, the blonde jumping between the legs of her partner, sucking his cock with glee and running delicate fingers across his shaft and torse. She moved her attention lower, sucking and paying lust to the set of black balls before her. "It's okay to masturbate.." Alec barely whispered the start of the mantra, surprised at himself but feeling a shot of excitement from uttering the words aloud. He didn't know where that'd come from but his cock seemed to like it, straining and sending an electric like shiver through his body. "to black men and white women.." Alec continued, speaking the words in a husky, embarrassed whisper half into his pillow. He could feel the heat in his cheeks yet the small shivers of sexual which caused his toes to twitch and legs to kick in nervous joy and excitement encouraged him to go on. "together!" Alec exclaimed a little louder than intended, moaning as the scene changed in time to his proclamation. The blonde was lowering herself onto the BBC, facing the camera and pushing her ass towards the co-star in his seated position. Alec came as his eyes locked onto the sight, the combination of the visuals with his breath confession kicked him straight into an intense, premature orgasm. Before he could even try and stop it, his cock spurted two weak ropes into his bed sheets and across his fingers. He moaned in both pleasure and annoyance as he surrendered to feeling, ignoring the thoughts of clean up. His chest heaved as he gazed at the screen, the blonde still slowly riding her stud in reverse cowboy. His hair was slick and Alec wondered where the urge to speak out load had come from and why it had triggered such a visceral response in him.




At the same time Alec was desperately humping his hand to Blacked, across campus, Madison was also enjoying an early morning session. She had stirred with the sun as well, blinking gently. She was naked, the clothes from the night before littered around the bedroom floor. Marcus' sleeping form lay next to her, his dark skin contrasting her own pale form and the white sheets they were under. Madison smiled to herself a little. They'd been fucking for a week now. Everyday. Marcus' desire for her only matched by her growing hunger for him. An idea came to her. After a quick trip to the bathroom to tidy her hair and clean herself up slightly, Madison tiptoed back into her bedroom, slipping under the sheets at the end of the bed. She moved up between Marcus' legs, running her nails along his legs and up his thighs, raising him. He let out a half-awake sort of sound which changed to a soft sigh as Madison's hands wrapped around his cock. Even flaccid it was thick and impressive. Madison giggled to herself, jerking him softly under the covers before licking the underside of his cock. She repeated the movement, popping the head into her mouth before kissing her way back down. Her attention was rewarded, Marcus' black cock growing and standing up, even as he played at sleeping. "Look at this fat cock..." Cooed Madison, exaggeratedly. "So thick and perfect..." She mused, popping it back into her mouth and letting her tongue roll around the head several times.
"Fuck girl.." Marcus broke his false sleep, one hand rubbing his grinning face. "This is how all real men got to wake up. With a white girl's lips wrapped around them." He sucked in a breath and Madison obliged, putting several inches into her mouth and taking long, slow sucks before freeing him.

"Oh yeah? You like my pretty little lips.." Madison teased, still hidden by the sheets. She stuck her ass up from her lying position, wiggling it side to side. Its motion danced beneath the white covers, leaving Marcus to growl and toss aside the white bed sheets with a swift motion. Madison let out a little, delighted yelp. Her perfect, curvy form displayed for her lover's eyes. Marcus grinned down at her, letting her suck and worship him.

"That's it." He praised. "Fuck, you were born to suck black dick you know that?"

Madison let out a playful laugh, turning red as she softly jerked him, smiling coyly up at him. "Oh really? My *** would probably not want to know that." Marcus only grinned wider.

"That only makes it hotter. Some racist old fuck, thinking he's got the perfect princess ********. Yet here she is, sucking on some thick black dick."

"I'm such a disappointment huh?" Madison responded, her playfulness displayed in the glint within her eyes. She moved up now, resting her perfect E-cups around Marcus' cock, nestling him between her cleavage as she rested on his left thigh. Slowly she began to jerk him off with her breasts, her brown hair framing her features as she gazed at Marcus.

"I never said that. But you are a cute little snowbunny in the making. All I'm saying." He continued to lounge back, letting her please him as they trade comments.

"Hardly. You know you're my first black guy." Madison sighed, speeding up her titfuck. "Hardly a snowbunny."

"But I know you're not going to be racing back to any white boy now. Even if it isn't me. You know the saying. 'Once you go black'." Marcus countered.

"Shut up!" Madison laughed, abandoning her titjob and crawling up Marcus' frame. Her lips pressed against his firm pecs and along his neck. His hand came up and wrapped around her body.

"Oh am I just an experience huh? A way to get back at daddy?" His voice sounded suddenly serious, his eyes stern.

"What of course-" Madison tried to respond, a little shocked but then seeing the cheeky grin pulling at Marcus' face, seeing he was toying with her.

"Then prove it. Say 'Black lives matter'." Marcus commanded.

"Black lives matter." Madison responded a second later, a little flatly.

"Again. If you want me to fuck you, say like you mean it. You're not just using me are you?" Marcus slapped Madison on one of her ample ass cheeks. The sound was satisfying and her sharp intake of breath caused her body to quiver.

"Black lives matter." Madison said again, shaking a little with excitement.

"Again, with fucking meaning." Marcus spanked her again, his words only adding to the effect as his hand groped her.

"Black Lives Matter!" Madison cried, her cheeks red with both excitement and embarrassment.

"Good girl." Marcus grinned. His fingers slipping from her ass to explore her slit, feeling the excitement that had built already. Without warning he flipped her off him, reversing their position and spreading her legs with his knees. Madison yelped but giggled as Marcus kissed her hungrily, the two locking their figures together as he pressed himself inside her. Madison had attempted to get Marcus to wear protection their first time but found the stash of condoms she kept were even close to fitting for him. Sure, she was on birth control. But it paid to be careful. Yet any such notion had been left behind for several days now. She loved the feeling of having him inside her raw. The slight thrill of it only added to their chemistry.

"Oh fuck!" She exclaimed, kissing him once more.

"Say it again." Marcus asked, his voice low.

Madison obliged him with a laugh and leaned in close as he kept a slow pace. She kissed his ear, biting it slightly as she whispered in a husky need. "Black. Lives. Matter."



Sarina toyed with her pen, biting the end with nervous energy. She sat in her room, at her desk. Her laptop was open, waiting for a meeting. Several stacks of papers and note pads were standing tall around her. She leaned back in her chair, sighing slightly. This could be big. Her project with Alec was tracking nicely. The next steps in her experiment were jotted down among the main papers before her. Countless tightly written notes and additions were scrawled around the base theory. Not only was she pleased with the feedback Alec was giving but the potential for testing more ideas with him were starting to immerge. Her scope and ambition for the cause was only limited by the means at her disposal. She was eager to push Alec to his next assignment but knew he had further to go himself before giving him his next major step.

She was pulled from her wanderings by the sound of her laptop. A call incoming. Sarina quickly straightened up and answered. A blonde woman with piercing blue eyes and a subtle yet pretty face appeared. She was clearly in an old study, bookshelves and warm light were all around her.

"Hello?" The blonde woman spoke, a heavy accent to her words.

"Hi! Eva right? Sarina. A pleasure to finally meet you!"

"Oh, hello!" Eva smiled back, the nervousness fading from her face. "Good to meet you Sarina."

"It's honestly such a privilege. Your work, your papers. My professor gave them to me and it has inspired so much of what I want to do here." Sarina spoke quickly. Eva blushed. "So I hope you don't mind just, jumping in? I'd love to pick you brain..."