Journal of a Journey - Book Twenty Eight

Suzanna's decided to resume the whole panty-denial thing this week. On top of that she went to see Ray yesterday so there was to be no access to her last night, only her promise of, "you can enjoy tomorrow".


I'd gone over Ray's and had an enjoyable evening with him. It's kind of odd, I don't think of him so much as being a close friend, which is a shame as he’s a nice guy, but after our amicable meeting and finding that I don't feel threatened or worried by him at all I’m just thinking of him simply as being Suzanna's lover.

Suzanna and I have been talking, talking a lot, since her weekend away. She said that my openness with her about how I felt about it all has really made her feel a lot more comfortable about everything, including those things that I haven't been able to fully explain.

Several times she's asked me to clarify how I felt when she left her rings home and why I asked her to do so. She says that understanding that has helped her understand me a lot more.

I asked her why she'd gone back to the panty-denial thing. She turned and looked at me and said, " ... because I know it turns you on" and added that it is becoming a definite turn-on for her too. She says she now understands a lot more about the things that ‘push my buttons’ and that she's looked back at a lot of what I've said or gone along with and that she is okay with it all.

When she came out of the bathroom this morning with the towel around her hair wearing just a pair of panties for maybe the first time I wasn't inhibited at all to let her see my hard-on caused by the sight of her. She looked over at me and smiled as I struggled to find a way to put it in my boxers before getting dressed myself. I’m getting a little anxious over her apparent enlightenment about me.


Suzanna went to see Ray last Thursday night which was a nice distraction for her as we'd had some bad news about her father in that his heart-condition is acting up again. I knew she'd want some time with Ray to take her mind away from things and was pleased to see from her appearance when she came home that she'd definitely relaxed a bit.

As soon as she got home she was on the phone with her brother and sister and we found out on Friday that they were admitting him to the hospital and into the CCU (cardiac care) which wasn't good too. Basically he has COPD in one form or another. He's scheduled to have a new pacemaker/defibrillator put in today so our weekend was spent visiting him.

Obviously this has put a damper on Suzanna's horniness but that's not to say that on Saturday and SundayI couldn't coax her into it. Once we'd had a few glasses of wine she let her cares fall away and both nights ended in surprisingly passionate sex together including last night her climbing up on top of me and grinding herself through several orgasms before rolling over and encouraging me to, "take my turn".

So, despite the heaviness of the whole weekend, she still found the energy to push me just a bit!


I do know she said that not having her rings on really gave her a sense of freedom. She's described the sex they had as being very un-rushed and very passionate. When we're having sex she has commented that they did it in this or that position. She's also described how she felt physically and I well know from how she was that night she got home that she'd literally been well-fucked all weekend. What I think turned me on even more was to hear her say she that she wanted it all weekend!

I have not pushed her more on opening up about her first husband but since the mention of it it's been in my mind. I've seen pictures of her from just before she got married and just after she got divorced and she looks so young, innocent ... and tasty! I think it might be hot to hear about her first wedding night. I know she said the sex was lousy with him, she's said that numerous times over the years as we became more and more in sync with each other, but I’d still like to hear about it.


Suzanna looked at me last night and asked if I'd understand if she wanted to see Ray tonight. I didn't need her to explain, she needs to get away and escape for a while. Between the hospital visits, tending to her mom and work, I'm really okay if she needs to get away for a bit. I am quite sure she wants to let Ray take away all her thoughts and fuck the life out of her. I'm okay with it and I think, what I am surprised to see is her admission of it too.


I wonder why I've never just come out and said to her, "I'm a cuckold and I want this or that". She knows the word and knows what it means. We've read countless Penthouse stories to each other where the guy has been described as such but perhaps it's easier for us both to not attach a label to what we're doing. For me to be honest, I'm developing my feelings and thoughts as time goes by. I could probably tell her anything and it would be okay but I don't know that I want to divulge all of what lurks in what remains fantasy in my head.

I'm thinking Suzanna would think I'd maybe gone too far if I shared those fantasies with her although I am sure that in some way, some of that has gone through her head. I've surely expressed some of it through my ‘suggesting’ that Brad or now Ray be the ones to try out her new contraceptive state. I encouraged her to try out her IUD first with Brad and now my suggestions to let Ray have her without the IUD first and I recognise that the thrill of her getting pregnant may have been behind it. It is much more the same thrill I had thinking of the boy who first took her virginity and experienced the feeling of knowing he could cum in her freely because she was on the pill at the time.

She understands now about the denial stuff. She even admits it’s a turn-on for her knowing how it makes me feel and says that she gets aroused at the whole panty-denial game she plays. This morning she came out of the bathroom with just a towel wrapped around her waist and spent a little time selecting what panties to wear and then pulling them up under the towel before taking it off. She then turned and giggled at me and said, "You’ll see it tomorrow night..." Needless to say I had a huge hard-on as I took my turn in the shower next!

We've talked over and over and teased a lot about the wedding. She's become more comfortable knowing the whole thing turned me on as it did and is sharing more of the feelings and such that she felt. It was no secret to hear that the sex was great (indeed, she used the word ‘incredible’) and she said that she felt as at-ease with him as she does with me. At first she was surprised that this turned me on but she's now putting it all together and says she understands it more and it ‘makes sense’ when she puts it together with the other stuff that she knows I've found arousing. She giggled and said that she is seeing how all of it fits together for me and has mentioned that she now understands more of how her being naked around Ray (or whoever) all the time can turn me on; that it's showing her being available to him or more that she is ‘his’ for that period of time. She said that while she was away, whenever she'd look at her hand without her rings on that it made her realise that I wanted to be without her for that weekend. She did giggle and say that from how we were when she came back that she understands totally the way I feel from the intensity of the sex we have together and that she feels it too.


Whether it's knowingly being done or just coincidence, our ******** stayed late at school on Thursday and then went to her boyfriend's house afterwards and stayed there for dinner.

Suzanna came in about 7pm and I knew from the look on her face that her time with Ray had been good for her. I followed her upstairs and she said she'd had a ‘wonderful’ evening and she let me watch as she got changed. She went into the bathroom to change her panties though and came out in a different pair and I didn't need her to tell me why. (I did look later on and found that the pair she'd taken off was still quite damp and there was no doubting the smell either). Thing is, it turned me on like heck but also made me feel great knowing she'd been well-fucked earlier. She shared that Ray felt he needed to take her mind off things and that he'd succeeded. At the time though all she would say was that she was definitely a bit tender ‘down there’ and then, to bring me down to earth, that she was starving! The real world then kicked in as I had to go and retrieve our ******** which interrupted what might have been a fun night together.

Last night though, well, with a bottle of wine over dinner and then more afterwards, the evening headed in the right direction. Again, our ******** left us alone (I'm now sure she knows that wine over dinner means mom and *** want some alone time afterwards) and we went upstairs.

When we were getting started and I first pushed my cock into her during foreplay (she likes it when I enter her early and then make her wait for more for a while) she looked up at me and said plainly, "you like that Ray fucks me don't you?”

I was kind of puzzled as she knows that already but it turned me on and as I moved gently in and out of her so I said, "yeah, you know it does". It was kind of weird; her lying there spread like that having this conversation as I was gently fucking her. She asked me if there was a moment or thing that turned me on the most. I played along and asked her what she meant.

She said that she could think of a lot of ‘moment’ that she thought I might think about that she knew were things that had, she used the words ‘touched me’. I still didn't know what she meant so she said something like, "does it turn you on to think of him touching my hair and my neck and then kissing me?” She said that she knew a long time ago that kissing was something I hadn't come to terms with as I had admitted at the time seeing her embracing, hugging and passionately kissing Brad had made me feel uncomfortable. She added something like, "but it turns you on now, right?" I had to admit she was right and that it did turn me on, maybe knowing it's the first step or maybe just knowing it meant she was very into the moment.

Anyway, it was kind of weird, she could feel my cock had grown huge as she talked and yet she just lay there letting me slowly and gently fuck her as she talked. Thing is , she was surprisingly wet and only got even wetter inside her as she continued talking.

She went through like 5 or 6 different ‘moments’ that she thought were things that I enjoyed thinking about. At one point she asked if I thought about any of these ‘moments’ when I jerk-off. I was honest and said that most, if not all of them, were a turn on.

She said she'd put them in an Email to me as she'd been thinking of this for a while. So I am all excited thinking of that. She told me she'd like it if I'd think about ‘her’ when I'm jerking off.

She told me a few of these moments while we were getting started and I knew from how she felt that it was turning her on too. Other things she told me to think about was when he kisses her and undoes her blouse that he reaches behind her, unclips her bra and strips her naked to the waist (that was how she said it!)

I knew if she kept it up that our foreplay was going to soon become the real deal as my cock didn't know any better. I was up to full speed by the time she mentioned the next ‘moment’.

She asked me if I thought of him unsnapping her jeans and then sliding them down and then him reaching into her panties. She looked up at me and said something like, "I know you didn't like it when you saw me spread my legs for Brad like that".

Oh man, did that hit me, I could remember the way I felt that first time so vividly at that moment and was almost lost in it until she said, "but now, I think you like thinking of that moment, don't you?" and she went on, "you like knowing his fingers are in me, don't you?" I know she must have felt my cock start to throb when she said that and I was now really getting into it, the slow-gentle fucking becoming much more passionate.

She kept going, at least for a moment more, and she started to talk about her undoing his pants and pulling them off. When she started to describe sucking him I pulled out of her pussy and we moved into like almost a 69 position and she started to suck me instead. She immediately groaned as she sucked me and I knew it was a combination of how big I was (normally she'll suck me to fullness but this time I was already there!!) but also what she tasted (she's admitted she doesn't mind how her pussy tastes just like I don't mind how my cum (or others) tastes). On the other hand, my fingers and tongue revealed just how turned on she was from her little teasing session!

My head was now filled with the few ‘scenes’ she'd described as I licked and sucked at her juicy pussy and it only took a few more minutes for both of us to know we needed to get back to fucking. Her juices were flowing well (a pleasant surprise that we may not need to use any lubricant) and I could tell pre-cum was running out of me as she'd pull me out of her mouth, stroke me and then lick it up.

A moment later I was back between her spread legs and her pussy was gaping open waiting for me. As I pushed my way back into her she, surprisingly, continued her teasing. She asked me if I ever thought about, "him going down on me" and a moment later she said something about, "licking and tasting me". Damn, she was right; she'd figured out these little moments that were going to stick in my head now.

As we got our rhythm going she continued and asked me if I ever thought about, "the moment his hard cock goes into me right where you are now?" I groaned and bottomed out in her and she squealed. And for the next few minutes, wow, I don't know where our ******** was but I hoped she wasn't hearing what we were doing to the bed we were in. She pulled her knees back for me and I moved to be pushing into her in a way more parallel to the bed instead of vertically and that seemed to really set her off and believe me, there was no doubt of her climaxing under me as I neared my own breaking point. It seemed like one long orgasm for her across what felt like several minutes before she finally began to calm down.

As she came down and caught her breath I had a feeling she wanted it to be my turn and she started teasing me again saying, "it turns you on knowing Ray's felt me cum like that, doesn't it?"

Wow, that one short (not even full) sentence, she knew it too and a second later she looked up at me and in this incredibly sexy sultry voice said, " ... or maybe you like knowing how I feel when he cums in me?"

The images she'd planted in my head with just these little scenes were too much and I came like an 18 year old! I felt my body just let go with what I think has maybe been my most intense orgasm in quite a while. Sometimes it feels like just a good squirt but not this one, oh my god, maybe it was me having waited/abstained for a few days before hand but this was a good 7 or 8 deep squirts and then, damn, if she didn’t wiggle under me just a little and send electric shocks through me and drained the last of it out of me.

We both laughed as we calmed down and she looked at me and said, "that was fun" and pulled me down and hugged me. We kissed for a few minutes and then just lay there with me still on top of her and still in her. She giggled and said, "I guess this is the last moment you can think about". I knew what she meant without her even saying it, that she'd spent many times (7 at least!) sharing that very moment with Ray. Had that first time not been so incredible, her final thought with me would have probably gotten me started over again because I could feel my cock throb as she said it. I thought about it but I was way too spent.

I got up on my elbows and said something to the effect of, "you're incredible" and then I leaned down and kissed her before starting to move off of her. She put her hands on my butt and said, "this is the last moment you can think about" and with that she used her hands to gently guide me to pull out of her slowly and we both watched as my now-shrivelled cock slipped out of her.

I've said it before but I am amazed that she is so different now than from years ago. After sex she'd have usually run into the bathroom and cleaned up but last night as I lay there on my side running my hand up and down her body, she just lay there on her back, knees up a bit with her legs parted and totally uncaring or unconcerned about the flood of cum that was seeping out of her. She didn't need to say anything about this last moment that I was also equally sure she'd shared with Ray, again, at least 7 times that weekend!


She has continued to deny me this week and started (or re-started) something she'd said she liked in the past with me. Later Tuesday night when we were getting ready for bed she asked me if I wanted some ‘alone time’. I was feeling quite horny and told her that I was thinking about it.

She smiled at me and sat up Indian-style on the bed next to me (too bad she had panties on) and asked if she could watch me. It had been ages since she'd watched and I was surely horny enough that I said sure. I noticed her nipples were hard under her night-shirt and I asked her if she was going to give me ‘anything to look at’. She giggled and said, "just these" and she pulled her top off. I looked down at her panties and she said, "nope, just these" and she cupped her breasts in her hands and shook them towards me.

I couldn't say no even if I'd wanted to. I slid off my boxers and she smiled at my now hard cock. I started to stroke and get into it and she teased me saying stuff like, "too bad he has to wait till tomorrow" and about how big it looked. She slid down next to me and rubbed her breasts against my arm and chest and the giggled when that got me stroking faster and harder. I knew it wasn't going to take long as it was but then she started to talk to me again about those ‘moments’. She asked me if I thought about them when I jerked off and I nodded; she asked me to tell her what I liked to think about and she teased me at the same time.

I was thinking that Tuesday night was unique but then I remembered she did virtually the same thing to me last night when again she asked me to pull it out and let her watch. She said the same things and seemed to enjoy re-living some of these moments with me and giggling at my response. Hearing her tell me (again) how she lets Ray get in her panties gets me hard just thinking back at it. It was obvious after Tuesday night’s results that her telling me about them fucking and them both cumming together would usually be the ‘memory’ that pushes me over and causes me to spew all over my stomach and chest. Both times, the one time on Tuesday night and twice last night, she reached over just as she started to tell me about it and she would either push my hand off or she'd hold my hand in hers as I'd start to cum and all 3 times I took my hand away as I was finishing and she seemed to take great pleasure in her taking the last few strokes and drawing out the last few drops of cum.

I lay there after that first time last night with several thick streaks of cum all over my chest and stomach. As with Tuesday night she ran her fingers through it and giggled as she pulled some of it off of me and licked at it. I loved sharing a kiss with her afterwards where we could both taste and feel it on our lips.

After cleaning up a bit we lay there watching TV during the commercial she reached over and surprised me when she reached into my boxers and stroked my cock and whispered, "wanna do it again?” I groaned and she said, "come on, this used to be good for you to keep you happy when I was seeing Dan" I smiled at the memory and was convinced when she said, "I kind of liked it".

How could I say no? I was hard in an instant after she said that. I lifted my butt and she slid down my boxers for me and taking my hand she placed it on my cock and sat up and told me to look at her breasts again. She started me up by cupping her breasts and facing me and telling me, "Ray likes sucking these". That did it, if I wasn't hard already, that comment did it. Even though my cock ached a bit from the fun of not more than an hour earlier it still felt great to have her teasing me and wanting to watch.

This time around she turned up the teasing a little more. She knew I'd need more excitement to get off so soon after the last time and she did not disappoint. I don't remember all her teases as I was totally into it and my own mind would fill in the gaps in what she was saying, it was as if I was hearing a Penthouse story being read to me in a way. When she started to tell me how she ‘always seemed to be wet’ after they'd had sex the 3rd time that weekend, damn if that didn't push me close. As I said she now knows what turns me on and almost seems to relish in being able to pour it on. When she told me how they'd fuck and how she'd feel him cum in her and how wet she was afterwards, that was it. Hearing her tell me how she'd be, "all wet and dripping when he pulled out," that was it, my hips bucked in the bed, she squealed and reached over to push my hands away and she stroke the last spurt and dribbles out of me.

For a second cum, it was really nice and left me feeling just awesome afterwards. She giggled and slid down next to me and again played with the cum all over me and cooed in my ear how, "hot it was watching you cum like that". While I would have really liked to have cum in her instead, at that moment, I felt too good to complain! She scooped up my cum just as she'd done earlier and we shared it in a kiss; she scooped up more and kissed me each time until she'd gotten it all.

When we were done she said, "I hope that keeps you happy for tomorrow".


This morning she looked at me after she'd gotten dressed and hugged me and said, "I need to see Ray tonight, are you okay with it?”

I knew that meant she wanted to see him tonight instead of after-work and I could just tell from how she was saying it that she ‘needed it’ again just as she'd needed it last week, an escape from all the stuff going on (her ***, our ********, work, etc.).

I hugged her back and was proud of what I said in answer, I told her not to come home until she was done! She smiled and had this look on her face that was priceless; the hug followed by the awesome kiss was her answer to what I'd said.


I know that Suzanna has begun enjoying the whole idea of denying me during the week and wearing panties all the time and she's well aware that it turns me on as well.

Hearing her talk and tease me is even better than watching videos online. Feeling her hand as I let go is tremendous but I've always loved masturbating for her (or any of my former partners!). I don't think I'd want to do it all the time as there's still a lot of pleasure I get from my own time and my own fantasies but hearing her tell me about her fun is exquisite.

I did ask Suzanna when we might have a time for the three of us again. She said she'd like that but wanted to be sure Ray was up for it so, who knows, maybe as soon as this weekend!

I'm not sure whether Ray has lost any of his comfort-level regarding us being together. I hope he hasn't but perhaps since the wedding weekend he might be not as comfortable with the idea. For sure I would miss seeing them and being with them but I suppose I can understand it if their time together might have changed his mind.


Ray seems to be playing his role rather well at the moment. He is sufficiently different to the norm that she gets from me and provides the 'distraction' sex above me. He is benefitting from Suzanna's newfound or rediscovered denial pleasures that she is imposing on me. Indeed, he probably isn't fully aware of why his 'supply' is staying greater than he might have thought after the wedding weekend. A lesser man might have had delusions of being the big stud, or thought he had more control of Suzanna than he really has. In a threesome he might be tempted to overplay his cards or maybe go the other way and seek to mask the true level of his passion with Suzanna. I should think he is finding it very difficult to know exactly where to draw the line.

Suzanna, on the other hand, seems to be enjoying her expanding imagination. I wonder what might make her pull back if she pushes too far without me saying anything. It has been a while since I intervened in this way myself; can I see the need to do so again if things go continue to move slowly into the Femdom zone or am I secretly hoping to taste a little without prompting it myself?


Suzanna's out back getting some sun and relaxing and I thought I'd take the opportunity to get the journal up to date here.

I suppose there could be more of an emotional attachment than outward appearances between them seem, but again, maybe I am looking for something that is not really there.

Let me just say that the sex last night was amazing. It's almost like she got her frustrations out with Ray and left the passion for me!

We have a nice day planned tomorrow. With her *** hanging on the ****** is going there for lunch and everyone is bringing something different. Then we'll be home in the afternoon and I'll cook us up something for dinner so she can relax. Our ******** has suggested she go visit her boyfriend which convinces me that she's aware that Suzanna and I like some alone time without having her or her brother home.

Regarding a threesome, she asked Ray what he thought and he said that maybe next weekend would be good. How could I possibly say no to that?

Time to get some sun myself and take a drink out to Suzanna.


The weekend was extremely nice both weather and sex-wise! Friday night sex was extremely satisfying and she woke up on Saturday complaining about being ‘sore down there’, accusing me of being too physical with her! I joked back that maybe she was just ‘out of practice’.

Mothers Day was very pleasant. We escaped from the in-laws early enough to have a lot of time at home in the sun and, as planned, about 5pm, I drove our ******** over to her boyfriend’s house. When I came back Suzanna announced, "the heck with Mothers Day, let’s have Wife's Night". We spent most of the rest of what was left of the afternoon and most of the evening either naked or wearing bath-robes. We'd already planned on a light-dinner and with our ******** gone; we opened a bottle of wine and had fun.

Over the course of many hours a lot of stuff happened, a lot of fucking, a lot of teasing and a lot of talking. I know I was horned back up after us taking a break on Saturday night but neither of us wanted the evening to end too soon so we took our time, each of us getting the other hornier and hornier.

As we ate dinner Suzanna reminded me of the time that she climbed on Dan's lap at breakfast the morning after they'd spent the night together. I remembered it, how could I forget it? I joked that maybe she would want to climb onto my lap and she giggled and said, "that was after one long night if you remember!”

We topped off our wine and made our way back to the bedroom; it was time to begin ‘Moms' evening’.

Suzanna teased me quite a bit about this being ‘my weekend time’ and for a while she gently stroked my cock as she told me how she liked restricting my access to her and that she enjoyed knowing it turned me on. She said it makes her horny to see me looking at her while she has her panties on and knowing that I want what I ‘can't have’.

As part of our foreplay she started to tease me again about her maybe having to ‘deny’ me some more seeing that it turns me on so much! I have to say that the biggest thing I saw out of all of yesterday is that she is now totally comfortable in initiating this type of sexual play and action!

With the house to ourselves I got to chase her naked around the house and despite concerns of ‘leaving stains’ on our living room and den-furniture we managed to fuck in almost every room of the house including at one point her kneeling on our couch in the living room with her staring out the window at our front-yard. It was dark inside so from outside you couldn't see in but I know it turned Suzanna on from how she was moaning away as I held her hips and fucked her from behind.

We did wind up back in our own bedroom where we really got into it. At one point as I lay on top of her she had her hands above her head and I weaved my arms under her shoulders and I held her hands so she couldn't move. She moaned loudly as I did that and she said, mid-groan, that she's showed Ray how to do that too. It's awesome to feel her struggle against my holding her hands and to feel her body respond and tremble beneath me but hearing that she's shown Ray how to do this, oh god, it was such a turn on and it was also awesome to know that she'd actually showed Ray that she liked this kind of restraint play! With my hands holding hers I could feel her pull her knees up and apart. What a turn-on to think of her doing the same with Ray. I could feel both her pussy open up as well as getting so wet as I'd push into her more and more forcefully. I got up on my elbows so I could look down at her body and I loved seeing her nipples so hard knowing what that meant.

We moved from that position to me telling her to kneel at the edge of the bed and for a little while I took control telling her to pull herself open for me. I'd deliberately not used any lubricant with her yet so I could get in there and lick her. She always struggles to stay in position as I lick away at her open pussy and I responded by spanking her pretty forcibly. When she still continued wriggling around the next slap was right between her legs on her spread pussy! She saw me take the lubricant out and I'm sure she was hoping I'd push back into her but instead, I lubed up Jim (her gel dildo) and pushed it into her. She orgasmed almost immediately; I could tell because of how firmly her pussy clamped down on the dildo as she moaned and arched her back pushing back at the dildo buried in her!

After she'd calmed down she resumed her favourite position, spread on her back, and I resumed mine climbing up on top of her and feeling her reach down to guide me into her waiting pussy. She put her hands back up above her head again and encouraged me to hold them again. It seemed holding them like that made her lose control and she started to really get into it arching her back and holding her legs really far back and letting me really get into her. Again I moved up on my elbows and looked down her body. Her head tilted up and followed my eyes to where I was plunging into her as she moaned and encouraged me on.

She would say things to get me going like the ‘moments’ she'd shared with me, “Oh yeah ... ahhh, that's how Ray likes it ... how wet I am... “ and others. She started to ask me if I ‘liked fucking Ray's pussy’. My groaning and the way I started to slam into her was my answer.

While it seemed we were all over the place earlier, suddenly now almost everything seemed to take make sense of her teasing me. When I moved myself to putting her legs around my arms to hold her back and open she looked up at me and said, "this is Ray’s favourite position too!” Damn if that didn't hit the spot, I tried to reply but instead it was easier to moan my responses. It seemed the more I got into it, the more she got into it.

Sometimes I'll need to add a little more lubricant when we've been at it for a while but not yesterday. She pulled her knees back almost to her breasts and teased me, "remember when Ray fucked me right here?" A moment later she asked, “Do you remember you got me pregnant right here too?"?

It ALL turned me on so much to hear that including whatever she'd tried to say to me after that but by then it was just mutual moaning and groaning. I could tell from how her pussy felt on my cock that a big orgasm was approaching for her as she began to thrash back and forth. The thoughts that her pussy has coaxed Ray and others to cum repeatedly was in my head and, sure enough, a moment later she began to moan and then grind up against me and that was it for me. I plunged into her hard enough to set her off and as I stayed pushed into her as deep as I felt myself let loose. I didn't need to move; the way her pussy felt as she orgasmed under me it felt like it was almost milking my cock and we both ground against each other till we could we could move no more.

I stayed in her until we'd both calmed down and we shared a deep kiss. I always love kissing her after we've fucked with me still in her. When the kiss ended I moved up onto my elbows and then pushed back onto my knees still staying in her. She pulled herself up onto her elbows and giggled as she stared at the wet mess that was her pussy between her legs. I pulled back and she seemed as eager as I was to watch as I pulled out of her, to see that definite moment where she stayed gaping open before her pussy slowly closed up and for a trickle of my creamy cum to dribble out.

She didn't pull her legs back or roll over or anything. She no longer is shy about how she looks post-sex, if anything, she seems to flaunt it even more around me now and last night she lay there and we just shared a mellow post-fuck conversation. Finally a few minutes later she rolled over and commented, "Wow, you must have been horny" as she reached up for the tissues. She didn't say it but in my head I could see this same moment with her and Ray and the thought of her reaching up for a tissue to blot up his cum dribbling out of her was such a turn-on.

She pulled out a tissue but then looked back at me and asked, "or did you want it?" spreading her legs apart offering me a chance to lick her.

I didn’t have to give it any thought. I said, "Sure, I'd love to" and with that I settled in to gently licking at her swollen pussy. It's always so smooth when it's bare and she's just had sex. Slightly swollen and oh so warm when I push my tongue between her pussy lips, they just separate so tenderly and the sweetness beneath them is heavenly. As she closed her eyes I felt her hand on the back of my head and heard her say, "I should let you do this on more often.....”

After I'd gotten her off again I snuggled up against her and we cuddled for a bit. She always feels so good, so warm after she's cum a lot. We stayed like that for a little while till something reminded us that it was getting late and that one of us needed to go pick up our ********. We both giggled at the mess we'd made of each other while we washed up in the bathroom. When I walked out of the bathroom she was in front of her dresser and was stepping into a pair of panties. As she pulled them up, she turned around and said, "do you want to say goodbye for now?” Playing along, I leaned down and kissed her swollen pussy before she pulled the panties up and as if her pussy was saying it said, "See you later this week".

This morning she came out of the bathroom after her shower and made a big to-do about picking out what panties she wanted for today before pulling them up under the towel around her waist. Once she had them up, she took the towel back to the bathroom and then dried her hair and did all the rest of her routine in just her panties. She smiled at me in the mirror seeing my hard cock beneath my boxers!


She followed her desire to escape to Ray’s tonight; she went there after dinner and returned pretty late. It's one of the last times she'll be able to do this once our son comes home this Sunday. Our ******** didn't ask any questions, she assumed her Mom had some work to do.

Now, Suzanna’s fast asleep and I am following shortly but before she went up to bed she confirmed that if we all want it, that Saturday afternoon/evening/night may work out for the 3 of us, as she put it, ‘to have some fun’.

I was pleased that she'd remembered it and asked about Ray’s attitude when she mentioned it and apparently he was good with the idea. It seemed that he never knew if that was something he should mention or leave to her. Rather than get into it more tonight she said she'd tell me more in the morning and that it was all good.

I am trying to abstain tonight despite how I know I'll feel in a few minutes when I crawl into bed next to her and lie there knowing that she's probably still wet from Ray. I am sure she knows how horny that makes me.

She’s been teasing me about ‘Ray’s pussy’ before but not with the sense of control she seems to assume. In the past her teasing like that was more tenuous and perhaps forced on her part but not now. It seems to be something she's much more comfortable and natural with and it makes me so hot!

I suppose things with Ray will run their course and I can't help continuing to think that she'd like someone who would perhaps be more assertive than him .... or is that perhaps my desires for her? That is an interesting thought to go to sleep on.


Last night we're heading up to our bedroom and she finally lets me get her naked again. It was obvious from how stiff my cock got as I pulled her panties off her that her fun was having its effect on me the way we'd both hoped. She asked me again if it turned me on and I said it most definitely did. Maybe it’s the warm weather but I have really missed seeing her naked body.

We kissed and she teased me that Ray had been the last to see her naked and that she was sure she was still wet and sticky from him. It didn't take long before we moved around into a bit of a 69 position and as she sucked my cock I spread her legs apart and began licking at her pussy. She seemed to really be getting into it and soon we moved around so she was lying at the edge of the bed and I was kneeling next to it putting her pussy at the perfect height. Her hand on my shoulders or head guided me to what she wanted.

What a turn-on it was when I heard her say, "Ray does it like this to me too". I didn't miss a lick but I can tell you that the thought of Ray doing just what I was with his tongue was a very powerful thought as I licked away at her. I was really horny when she asked me if I could still taste him in her pussy. Maybe it was just the power of suggestion, but at that moment, maybe as she bore down a bit, I swore I could still taste the tartness of his cum in her sweetness.

When I knew she'd cum, I slid upwards and licked and sucked my way to her tits and sucked at her stiff nipples before moving up to her neck. I know she could feel my hard cock near her pussy. She took it in her hand and began guiding it upwards.

She started to rub the tip of it up and down between her now spread pussy lips. I was waiting for her to pull her legs back a bit and guide me in. She looked up at me, and then looked at my cock and gave it a stroke, "You look like you're ready." I nodded as she began rubbing it again, "It turns you on, me denying you like I do all week, huh?"

I nodded and told her it made me want her all the more.

Then, just like that she looked up at me and said, "how would you feel about waiting till tomorrow ...” adding, "you know, when we're at Ray’s?”

I started shaking as she asked me that question. For as hard and horny as I was right then the thought of what she'd asked was an awesome turn-on. I think at that moment I realized that I think she understands almost it all because the next thing she said was, "you could have me right after Ray does if you wanted ...." immediately adding, " ... think of how horny you'll be if you wait till tomorrow?”

It wasn't just what she said; it was how she said it. She said it as if she finally, in a way, understood how to peak the moment even further for me. I guess it was the look in my eyes that must have given it away, she stroked me another time or two, gently as if she knew I was on the edge, and continued to talk, "it's okay if you don't want to, but tomorrow you might wish you'd waited".

There are times when I just feel she knows me so well, even knows the things I haven't been able to say out loud. She knew at that moment I was speechless and all I could do was stare at her as I heard both her words as well as the millions of thoughts in my head. She smiled and pulled her legs back for me to look at her spread pussy wet from my licking and the thought of Ray's cum still in there. She said, "it's your choice. You can have me right now; or you can wait till tomorrow".

She must have known what I was thinking and the thoughts going through my head. She seemed to seize the moment and said, "would you like it more if Ray had just pulled out of me?”

This all took like just a few moments, but at the same time, it seemed to last forever. I looked at her in awe of what she'd just asked me; it was such a turn-on to see and hear her ask me to wait. I finally managed to ask her, "is that what you want?”

She smiled back at me, still laying there, legs spread, and said, "I think you'd really enjoy it tomorrow" and after a pause she added with a giggle, "Plus, it'd be hot for me to be with Ray again before you...." Then in a more serious tone, "but I'll understand if you want me now too".

I stayed frozen for a moment longer absorbing what she had suggested and then I leaned forward with my cock against her stomach, kissed her and said, "You are one horny lady aren't you?"

She put her arms around my neck and as she kissed me said, "I think you'll be happy you waited".


Looking back at it now, and I've said it before, I do miss the ‘edge’ that Dan's forcefulness and demands gave us. Now she has bought it all back and I am literally in awe of her knowing that she'd twisted me to waiting for her and knowing that this afternoon is now going to be incredibly intense for me.

I was surprised I didn't have the proverbial ‘wet dream’ in the night. This morning I woke up this morning and felt like a teenager with the whole tent-in-the-blankets thing going on! Right now I have such an urge to whip it out and jerk-off till I spew all over but I will wait and know I won't give into the temptation knowing the reward later.

I know it's crazy but despite the horniness I felt and still feel there is an almost unexplainable feeling of intense arousal at my saying ‘ok to wait’ last night. It's as though foreplay is lasting 24 hours now until later tonight.


Yesterday was interesting. Interesting and exciting for sure. I was so horny all day long, whenever I was around her it was like it was chemistry between us that I just wanted her. She noticed and said again that I should wait and at one point before she asked me if I was going to let Ray ‘go first’. It was so eerie how she said it, as if we were taking turns on a ride ... which I guess we were in a way. She kissed me almost immediately after she asked me that and she reached down and felt that I was hard and she teased me that waiting had been good for me and then she giggled and said it was going to be good for her too! That made me laugh but then she asked me again if I was going to wait and again I was kind of speechless while she kept up with the little teases including, "you can think that he's had me twice before you" and "you always like it when you wait". I asked her in a crackly voice if, "that's what you want?" and she said in this sexy kind of voice, "I think it'd be hot and I think it'd turn you on ..... am I right?"

All I could do was to nod yes She slowly released her grip which was just as well for I'd I could sense I would have cum right then and there from her fingernails tracing up the outside of my shorts.

If I was horny already from what she'd just said and gotten me to agree to was like the icing on the cake. I can't describe how I felt other than to say that just the thought of anything sexual about her could have set me off on one hand but on the other, oh my god, hearing her say she wanted to fuck him first, it's like she's become this sexual dynamo that I've always wanted her to be. There is just something about her be so open about wanting to fuck him and yet I also know she is doing it because she knows it turns me on. It’s a crazy thing to say but I still believe that if it didn't turn me on the way it does, that she wouldn't do it.

Interesting was just a word of choice at the time. I say interesting because in some of what went on. I see Suzanna in some ways seemingly struggling to coax Ray into more of what she wants both in terms of actions as well as words; trying to get him to be more aggressive and be more demanding. It was also incredible to have her actually ask me to wait even more! It aroused me so much the way she asked that it almost made me WANT to wait for her just to feel how it felt at that moment!


The afternoon seems like a blur to me now until it seemed that I was driving us over to his place. It was about 4pm when we were pulling in and the sexual tension was at a peak for sure. Ray was cordial and very friendly, disarmingly so! It seems that every time I see him now being so nice and friendly with this way about him that I feel like I just want to hand Suzanna over to him.

He met us at the door and gave her a passionate kiss leaving me to close the door behind me. I let them go at it for a second or two before saying, “excuse-me” to them and moving by behind her I went through to the kitchen with my gift of wine. As I pushed passed she broke the kiss and giggling joked to him that, "I'm a married woman!" Ray joked back, "I know!” He followed me to the kitchen and telling me to make myself at home offered me a beer while he uncorked the bottle of wine for Suzanna to enjoy.

We did a lot of talking and joking around for a while as we drank and then all got refills. After that the talk became a bit more explicit and a bit more sexual. It was then that Suzanna began to show her desires. She came up to me as she came back from getting her 2nd glass of wine and whispered in my ear if I was okay with her getting more comfortable. I nodded yes and whispered back, “why are you whispering?”

She smiled and then turned to Ray and just plainly said, "I'm going to get more comfortable" - and with that she walked off down the hallway towards Ray’s bedroom. Ray and I talked for a few more minutes before he said, "maybe I should see if she needs help or something?” I laughed at him and said he didn't need an excuse to go if he wanted to. I must have spoken loud enough for her to hear for at that Suzanna said, "if he wanted to what?”

We heard her voice before she came out of his room and my first immediate thought was that she was going to come out naked. I was almost right; she came out wearing one of his button-down shirts and just her black thigh-high stockings (which she later said she wore for me as she thought it'd turn me on). She leaned over and gave me a kiss and then went and sat next to Ray on his couch, tucking her legs up under her and proceeded to sip and enjoy her wine. Whenever she'd lean over to pick up the glass, the shirt would open up and we both could see her breasts and hard nipples.

As I watched ‘her show’ my hard-on became almost painful especially as she shifted around and we got glimpses of the rest of her body! As we drank she looked at the both of us being a bit speechless and she just said, "well, you guys were moving kind of slowly....”

For the next few minutes our talk turned decidedly more openly sexual. She asked us if we ‘were ready’ for her and how ‘horny we both must be’. At one point she made it seem as if she'd forgotten how little she had on and for a moment, sat there on the couch Indian-style with her pussy visible at the right angle framed by the tails of his shirt.

I was mesmerized by just how confident and in control she seemed to be! When I saw her nearing the end of her drink I suspected that things were going to be getting started very soon ... by her! She finished her glass of wine, got up and walked to the kitchen to get a refill. I was right, it was on the way back that things got started.

She returned and stood with her back towards me as she faced Ray and then bent down to give him a kiss knowing not only that her shirt would open up for him but that as she leaned over, that her pussy and ass would be revealed to me. There was an obvious look of arousal in her pussy just from how swollen it looked and how red and engorged her pussy lips were too. When she ended her kiss with Ray she stood up and pulled him up and as she did so she said to him, "come on, let’s go" and gave him a playful shove propelling him towards the bedroom. As she did so she looked at me and smiled and then said to Ray, "Stefan's going to wait and let you go first if that's okay?”

I couldn't believe she said it. Not just what she said but it was how she said it with this teasing sexy sound in her voice. As she followed Ray down the hallway she turned back to me as I was getting up and she said, "come on, you can watch and then join in".

I wasn't more than a moment behind them but by the time I was in the doorway, she was on her back on the bed with her shirt totally unbuttoned and Ray knelt between her legs. He was still dressed and was running his hands all over her body. I knelt next to the bed and leaned and started to kiss her and she replied by hugging me. I sensed some movement next to me and I knew it was going to be Ray getting undressed.

It's a bit of an odd feeling to be there while he gets undressed and when I looked up he was taking off his shirt leaving him naked as she was. I'm not interested in sex with guys at all but I will say that it was very erotic seeing him and his cock almost fully hard moving back onto the bed between Suzanna's spread legs. He looked at me and I smiled at him and we said something like, "you heard the lady" as he moved into position and he lay on top of her and resumed kissing her.

I took the opportunity to get undressed myself and again had the odd feeling of being comfortable with all of this, of seeing another man about to have sex with her with me standing there. Suzanna put her arm and hand out for me and I held her as Ray moved back up on his elbows and then back to his knees. It was so erotic watching the two of them being so comfortable with each other; she having no qualms at all about pulling her knees up and back and him feeling just as comfortable rubbing the tip of his cock up and down between her pussy lips. I leaned back down and kissed her myself and whispered to her how beautiful she looked and how horny she made me. She smiled and said quietly, "I love you" and just as she said it she let out a moan. When I looked back down her body, I could see that Ray had put the tip of his cock in her and beginning to rub her clit and spread her open even more.

I've seen it before but feeling her hand grab mine and hearing her gently moan as he entered her is always an anxious moment for me. I feel a moment of doubt at the very beginning but then as I see her knees naturally move back and see her pussy open up and accept him, the moment passes and extreme passion replaces it.

However, this time there was something different; it seemed that Suzanna was definitely guiding things. Her free hand reached down and seemed to control his motion as she deliberately prevent him from just plunging into her. If anything, with him thrusting in and out, it looked like she was almost jerking him off. I was still just mesmerized at how content and relaxed she seemed lying there as it was just the most natural thing in the world, letting this guy fuck her right in front of me.

I was daydreaming when I heard her start to say something and only after a second did I hear her teasing me about ‘wanting to watch’. I was a bit off guard as she really hasn't teased me that much like this in front of Ray before. Still though, it all just flowed with the moment and a few seconds later she asked me again if I ‘still liked watching’. Ray even said something about giving me a better view as he eased himself away from her.

I don't know for how long this went on; in a way, I wished it could have gone on forever. I was so horny that I knew if I touched my cock or if Suzanna grabbed it that I'd probably lose it but kneeling there next to the bed with my cock throbbing and her holding my hand. it was just an awesome moment to share. After, I guess, a few moments, she removed her hand from Ray’s cock and she looked up at me and just whispered, "watch".. I felt like I was, in a way, under her control and as she tugged my hand I looked down to watch Ray push his way fully into her. He looked up at me as he reached bottom in her and must have liked the look on my face because he smiled and grunted his satisfaction.

I was so turned by the comfort-level that they seemed to have with each other. My mind flashed through all those 'scenes' that she'd shared and the thought of this very scene having been repeated so many times during their weekend. I know it should have scared or freaked me out but instead, it just gave me an awesome feeling to see her being so responsive to him and also her guiding him. From how she'd position her knees or how she'd move her pelvis upward at him with each thrust, it left me horny and speechless.

She was still holding my hand and I could feel her whole body from how her hand held mine. I wanted to move around but she pulled me back and saying in between breaths, "wait ... I want you to watch" and with that she wrapped her legs around his and pulled him in to her and her up to him. I guess he could tell more than I could because as he pushed into her deeper and deeper each time, it was obvious her passions were rising and it actually surprised me that just a moment later she had her first orgasm! She clenched my hand tightly and then as the wave passed over her, she relaxed and let it go. I could only imagine how her pussy must have felt around his cock!

Ray’s pace picked up after she'd cum and was now very much enjoying himself. Again, time seemed to stand still for me but they were far from still and as I started to move around and was hoping she'd catch my motion and would maybe start to suck my cock while she enjoyed Ray's fucking. I caught her hand and put it on my cock and that seemed to bring her back to me for a moment. She stroked me for a second and then managed to say, "you should watch". I thought ‘no problem’ and I stayed there sort of leaning against the bed by her head.

Ray was really getting into it now and I'm not sure that I can ever get tired of seeing her in such bliss and, dare I say, that I was almost as turned on about Ray too. Something about seeing how he looked, how his cock looked so stiff and thick and wet from her pussy. I almost wanted to encourage him to fuck her harder or deeper and, to be honest, for a moment I'd even forgotten about how horny I was, I was just so entranced in watching them.

Suzanna broke my spell when a second or two later she opened her eyes again and looked up at me and said, "baby, you should go down there and watch ....". I still didn't get what she was saying until she said, " .... He’s almost there .... you should go down there and watch" and with that she sort of pushed me - and in that moment I understood what she wanted. Oh my god - what a turn on to hear her ask/tell me that....

I moved away from her and as I did she said in a half-moan, "I know it turns you on". I moved around to the foot of the bed and watched first hand as Ray plunged into her pussy and saw her response on each thrust. She was right, he was close and it turned me on that she was so in tune with him. She pulled her own knees back and apart for him and I watched him push in as deeply as he could and then pull back almost all the way out. For a split-second on each thrust I had a first-hand view to her pussy remaining gaping open until he would push back into her.

Once again I was amazed at how spread she was under him, something I seemed to be noticing more this time. My mind began racing all over including those ‘scenes’ again but I was pulled back to reality when she let out a loud gasp and I saw him plunge into her one last time. I knew she wanted me to be just where I was at this moment. She knew just how to wind me up; she knew she had me eagerly waiting for my turn and I knew what had to happen first. She later told me that she thought it'd turn me on to watch and that she was happy I'd figured out what she'd asked of me.

I stayed there, leaning forward onto the foot of the bed, eagerly watching. I knew I needed to leave my cock alone or I'd never make it to my turn. Sure enough, a second later Ray let out a groan of his own and pushed into her even more deeply and I could see his body twitch and contract and I knew he was cumming in her. Finally he pulled back a bit and then pushed again and I saw him contort again and again until he finally stayed one last time deeply into her.

I felt my own cock start to throb but managed to hold off despite the intensely erotic sight in front of me which included seeing a thin ring of cum appear around his cock. For a very short moment, the sight pained me and gave me the most intense angst-moment but then, as they relaxed and Ray began to slip in and out of her as their passions passed and I could see his cock was softening, oh my god, the thought that I was going to have my turn in just a few seconds consumed me.

I was frozen in place even to the point of Ray pulling out of her and moving out of the way until he turned to me and said, "Your turn buddy". She was totally freshly fucked! I hadn't had this sort of opportunity in a long time and as my wits came back to me, I realized this wasn't a moment I was going to miss and a second later I took Ray’s place.

That's yet another moment that I don't know if I will ever tire of. I could have gone down on her, and it wouldn't have bothered me to do so in front of Ray, but at that moment, I needed to fuck her; I needed to feel her pussy around my cock. The sensation of pushing into her hot liquid wetness that was her pussy is something that can never be fully described. It's sharing so much more than just a physical moment. She looked up at me with these big brown eyes that just encouraged me to climb on and enjoy her, finally.

I slid all the way into her with no resistance whatsoever and again a million thoughts went through my head but nothing could replace the connection I felt with her as we stared at each other. My god, he'd cum a lot in her and again, thoughts of her at the wedding weekend and how it must have been were driving me crazy!

I knew I wouldn't need much time, not from how much she'd wound me up and, with Ray right there, her teasing (as if it was even needed!) and it didn't take long. She looked up at me and teased, "See, I told you you'd enjoy it more if you waited" and said a few other things I can't remember them specifically but when she got to, "you like me after Ray's cum already, don’t you?"

That was it, I became like a jack-hammer in her and she stopped talking and began to moan along. I tried to hold back as long as I could and I started to really feel us getting a rhythm going and in the end, I was buried as deep in her as Ray was when he'd cum a few minutes earlier. I loved feeling her pussy lips swollen around the base of my cock and with the thought of Ray’s cock spewing his cum in her right where mine was I let go. It felt like the ultimate release as my 4-day build-up burst free! She squealed and orgasmed as I let loose in her and she pulled me down close to her and hugged me and whispered that she loved me as we both caught our breath and came down from our high. I lay there on top of her savouring the feeling of my cock in her warm wet pussy moving a little in/out and just totally loved the feeling of the wetness that was there.


It was incredibly erotic to enjoy sloppy-seconds that ‘fresh’. We've/I've done it before and and it never fails to both arouse me and also give me an intense kick in terms of ‘cuck-ness’. I'm not sure why, but the idea of other guys cumming in her is just like an on-button for me.

I know we were both out of breath not so much necessarily from the actual fucking for I know that I had been breathing heavily the entire time. I was also breathless at the realisation that with Suzanna having orgasmed right there with me it just said that the whole thing turned her on too, that she'd gotten as caught up in the moment as I did and that made me feel so good.

I had no idea what Ray was doing the whole time we were fucking, indeed, I can't say just how long it actually took either. All I know it wasn't a long thing but also it wasn't just a wham-bam thing either. I do know that as I pushed up off of her that he was sitting on the bed beside us and the odd thing is, I'd have thought maybe there'd be a bit of awkwardness or something like that but instead it seemed quite innocuous to see him there and almost ‘normal’ as Suzanna lay there under me as I slowly disengaged from her.

I did noticed that Ray seemed also almost eager to watch my cock slip out of her. I didn't say anything but I think that he enjoys watching she and I fuck almost as much as I like watching them. The thing that surprised me the most was, again, how Suzanna seemed to be oh so calm lying there after I'd pulled out of her and then knelt/moved away from her. She had 2 loads of cum in her but she seemed oblivious to it as she moved to one side and then pulled herself up on an elbow to talk with both of ‘her guys’.

The talk ranged from subject to subject, sexual and non-sexual. At one point she laughed and then asked Ray to hand her some tissues, as she said it, "so you can clean up the mess you guys left". Ray had a look on his face as he looked at Suzanna and I recognized it almost immediately. She turned and looked at me for a second and then turned to him and said, "I don't think he'll care". A second later Ray said to me, "mind trading places with me?”

I slid off the bed and stood up only to see Ray move over to where I had been lying and in a second, they moved together until they were almost in a 69 position and Ray, never looking at me, moved between her legs. She saw me smiling as she spread her legs and Ray began to lick at her swollen and very wet pussy! I'd forgotten that he found it exciting after I'd fucked her too! She stayed on her back and I knelt next to them as Ray slurped away at her pussy.

Again, it's one of those times when thinking about it I should have been all anxious about it. I know how I'd felt in the past seeing Dan going at her but again, not with Ray. I don't know how to explain it, I suppose it might feel like it would have been if he was like a college roommate who was really tight and maybe we'd share women or something like that. At one point I was just very content to look at Suzanna's face, her eyes closed and different grimaces on her face as his tongue touched all the right spots. I can only say that I felt great looking down at him and thinking that his tongue is in her pussy along with the cum we'd both put there!

He came up a few minutes later and both Suzanna and I had to laugh. His chin looked like a glazed donut! Yet again, the 3 of us just lay there naked in his bed as if it were the most normal thing in the world to do.

Suzanna, seemingly very comfortable in his bedroom, reached over for the TV remote and she knew how to go directly to the soft-porn channel on his cable-box. In that one act I knew just how comfortable she must be lying in his bed like this! It was really an arousing situation even though the video was pretty tame with this long-blonde hair woman eagerly sucking at another guy’s cock.

I guess it must have been a few minutes after that when I felt Suzanna's hand grab my cock and start to stroke it gently. I definitely wanted to go again; after waiting that long, I could definitely get it up for a second round with a little more attention from her. However, I wasn't alone and when I looked up from her hand on my cock, I could see that her other hand was now stroking Ray and he was fully hard already! In an instant, the thought of me getting sloppy-fourths hit me like a ton of bricks and I actually eased her sucking of my cock so I could wait, enjoy and let the desire build.

Looking at Ray it seemed like he was ready (nice to be a bit younger!) and I merely motioned with my hand as if to say ‘be my guest’ and I don't think any of us really said much more as he climbed once again between her spread legs and once again I watched him tease Suzanna's pussy into extreme arousal.

He'd run the tip of his cock up from down low, pushing deep into her pussy and then continue upward, spreading our slippery mixture and I could feel her body tremble as he'd reach her clit and rub around it. It was no surprise that when she pulled her legs back for him she just opened up and it was equally no surprise when he slipped back into her effortlessly. The only sounds to be heard were Suzanna letting out a long groaning moan as he pushed back into her and him letting out this grunt when he'd pushed all the way in!

It actually gave me such great pleasure to watch the 2 of them. Her hand gently held my cock as I leaned forward and kissed her. In between, I watched Ray enjoying himself and Suzanna doing the same. At one point she did look up at me and said something like, ".... so hot when you watch me like this....”

I think it surprised both of us when after a little Ray really got into it. He positioned her up on the small of her back, tipping her pussy upwards which made her scream as he re-entered her fully. He didn't let up on the pace and I watched my wife shake and moan in orgasm as he kept his pace steady and let her meet his thrusts deeper and deeper.

I'm convinced that is one of the moments that totally defines me as a cuckold, enjoying feeling and knowing your wife is cumming on another guy’s cock in her! And oh did I enjoy it.

She pulled my head down to her and kissed me as she came down from her climax and through our kiss, I could feel her body move as he thrust in and out of her. I think I kissed her straight through her next orgasm and through his. It felt so erotic to feel her kiss me passionately and then, for a moment to seemingly lose total thought of it with just our lips pressing against each other as she orgasmed and to then feel the kiss re-start as she came back down. I heard her moan lightly and then groan into my mouth after that and I realized that Ray must have just cum and it turned me on to think that I kissed her at that moment.

I felt the motion on the bed but continued kissing Suzanna for another moment and out of the corner of my eye I saw Ray moving around. A second later I saw him pick up his cellphone and he took a picture of Suzanna and me as we still kissed! I thought for sure the flash from the phone would have caught Suzanna's eyes but they were closed as she was kissing me and savouring the moment. I twisted my head and from the corner of my bulging eyes he could see me and he knew what I was thinking. He put his finger up to his lips as if to shush me. I motioned with my hand and he understood that I wanted a copy of that picture!

Afterwards, the 3 of us just lay around on his bed and it was the most erotic thing I've ever shared with Suzanna, her lying there naked like that with the remains of 3 loads of cum just dribbling out of her. Ray’s cock lay there limp against his leg glistening and mine was growing harder and harder in her hand. She rolled over towards me and lay on her side and she gently sucked my cock and said some stuff as she pulled it out of her mouth every now and then. Teasing stuff, “... did it turn you on to see him fucking me? ... I can tell from how hard you are that it did ... Aww, do you want to cum again?" and the one that got me really hard was, "do you want to go fourth?” My groan was the only answer I was capable of giving.

Whereas the earlier part of the evening up till then seemed to go by slowly, once I was hard again, I suddenly found myself kneeling between her legs rock-hard and ready. For sure, a bit of time had passed for Suzanna to get me worked up like that again but it seemed to have been in the blink of an eye.

I looked down and saw a lot of cum had dribbled out of her. She followed my gaze and giggled that we were making a mess of Ray’s bed. He replied to not worry about it and to just enjoy it all. When I pushed into her even more of it oozed out.

I've had her a few times like this but this was one of the most incredible times ever with her pussy having the most heavenly feel to it. Silky, yes, but it was more the swollenness and almost total lack of any resistance that turned me on. I needed to just think of the 3 fucks she'd had already and I was well on my way to give her the 4th.

I'd like to say there was more to it, that we'd done all different positions or whatever, but instead this was just a quick but good fuck in the missionary position (her favourite). I don't think she came with me this last time but I know she'd felt incredible as she hugged me and encouraged me to, "cum one more time" reminding me of what she'd say to me on the nights she'd encourage me to jerk-off. Sure enough, I did as she asked. It wasn't a huge load (unlike Ray's second time) but it sure did feel awesome!

We lay there afterwards – again - and Ray seemed entranced as I pulled out of Suzanna and as I lay there next to her we all talked again about nothing much. The soft-porn was still on the TV and the woman was getting fucked doggy-style by a guy wearing a bright-pink condom. That brought out a little conversation with Suzanna saying, "I hate condoms" and both Ray and I simultaneously chiming in with, "we know!" which made us all laugh. Ray was open about it and said he'd learned to love the openness that Suzanna felt with him afterwards and came out and pointing to Suzanna's messy pussy said, "no way would Joanne ever lie here like this much less let me look at and play with her" and as he did so he reached over and put his fingers in her pussy and started to play with it a little, spreading the cum still in her out and all over her pussy lips and clit and around her whole mound.

In a way it didn't seem real. A million things went through my head as his fingers slid between her pussy lips and she hunched her hips up at his fingers just as she'd do with mine. Could this really be Suzanna letting herself go like this, my wife a horny hotwife and cuckoldress? Those thoughts included thinking of them of them together at the wedding and I'll admit to feeling a twang of jealousy.

I lost track of what we were talking about but when I heard Suzanna laugh at something Ray had said it felt like I should go and give them a little alone-time. I went into the bathroom to go and clean up a bit leaving them still goofing around on the bed. It was more playful than being a passionate post-sex moment; I don't even know if I really saw them kissing much at all.

I came back in and pulled my clothes on and said I was going out to the kitchen to get something to drink. As I stood there looking in Ray’s refrigerator, Suzanna came walking out still naked and looking quite the mess. She kissed me and said that she was going to get cleaned up and then we could head home.

I drank about half my beer and a number of thoughts came over me. I thought about Ray taking that picture wondering if he'd ever taken any others of Suzanna and then I wondered, “What’s taking her so long?”

I went back into the bedroom and saw the bed was now empty but the bathroom door was closed and I could hear the fan running in there. A part of me knew what to expect. When I got closer to the bathroom door I could hear the shower on and that confirmed my suspicions. I opened the door and, sure enough, the both of them were in the shower together.

I stood there for a moment and watched them. I turned and was going to leave when I saw Ray’s cellphone sitting on the night-stand. I reached down, picked it up and went back into the bathroom. He saw me but I did as he'd done with me earlier. I held my finger to my mouth to shush him and then pointed at the phone. I backed out into the bedroom and pulled the door closed a bit. He turned Suzanna towards the shower door and I took a picture, watched a little more through the gap in the door before I returned to the kitchen. I heard the shower turn off as I was finishing my beer.

Ray came out first and showed me the picture but unfortunately it was pretty dark and small between the crack in the door but nonetheless Suzanna looked beautiful in it. Then he showed me the picture he’d taken earlier and, Wow, is all I can say. It is probably one of the most erotic pictures I've ever seen. It was my wife and she is positively gaping open in it and, well, as I said, Ray cums a lot.

He grabbed the phone away from me and said he'd send them to me in a few days and that he wanted to edit them. I asked him what he meant by that and was happy to hear him say, "I’ll do like you do; I'll take out anything that could identify her".

I told him that, "he'd better" which was when Suzanna came down the hallway to the kitchen and said, "he'd better what?” My quick answer was something like, "he'd better water his plants out on the deck". It sounded corny but Suzanna laughed and told him not to listen to me, that I have a brown-thumb.

She smelled good as she hugged and kissed me and the 3 of us talked for a few more minutes when Suzanna used the ‘I'm hungry’ excuse to hurry us along. It was nearing 8pm and, to be honest, I wanted us to go and to not have Ray join us grabbing some pizza on the way home. I remember saying something about picking up ice-cream for the kids and that, in turn caused Ray to say he was staying home and eating left-overs.

We said our goodbyes and I shook Ray’s hand and before he let go of it, he looked me in the eye and said, "Thanks".

I looked at him and said, "You’re welcome" and then looked at Suzanna and said, "I'll wait for you outside".


To be honest, we didn't talk too much more about any of it until later that night and then again on Sunday. Sadly though, it was Sunday evening when we first got word that Suzanna's *** had seemingly taken a down-turn. I was trying to be upbeat about it but Monday night Suzanna came back from the hospital and shared the news which was not good so the cloud over her that started Sunday evening has grown.

Ray hasn't sent me the pictures yet. I told him that he could send them to me unedited and I'd take care of them but he said he'd need to get them off his phone anyway. I didn't get an answer on whether he's taken other pics of her yet either. If he doesn’t reply to my Email by the weekend I'll maybe have to stop by for a visit with a flash-drive.


I'd long ago shown Ray some of the pics that I had of Suzanna and I emphasized that whilst she was no longer into posing or being posed that as long as her face wasn't recognizable that she didn't really freak out or anything. I did tell her, eventually, that I'd taken some more recent pics of her and I showed her them after I'd blurred her face and such. I told him that she seemed relaxed about it and at some point during one of the times we were together without Suzanna I suggested that he take pictures if he could. Thinking about it afterwards, it's something I should ask her and I had the opportunity last night.

I knew after she'd come back quite tired from visiting her *** last night that there would be no nookie in store and as we were lying in bed watching something on TV, I casually asked her, "were there any pics from the wedding?"

She replied that she was sure there were a few of them somewhere along the way including the table pictures. I joked that if they were dancing that there could be some incriminating pics and she seemed non-plussed by it and said something like, "they shouldn't raise any questions".

I then joked back and asked, "were there any pics from later on?"

She giggled and said, "no, but I guess you would have liked some?”

So I came out and asked, "Maybe Ray took some?"

She looked at me and said, "I hope he did to tide him over till next week" to which I answered, I think, "So you'd be okay if he had some pics of you?"

She turned to me and said, "You know I sent him a bunch already, right?" and proceeded to say again that, "they're okay, I guess, as long as you can't tell it's me". So, it's really the posing and being posed thing that she's not into, she says it makes her feel like a piece of meat.

I told her that with all the worrying she's been doing for the past 2 weeks, that she's lost weight and that she looked really hot right now. She smiled and said, "flattery will get you everywhere but I still won't pose for you!” which made me laugh out loud!

I can't stop looking at the picture of her kissing me. My cock is throbbing and every time I look at it I start to ooze pre-cum just thinking about it all again. To think that he caught that moment is just intense, but seeing her pussy agape like that and so full of cum is like the ultimate for me and I told him that in my reply to him. I can still almost picture him there between her legs at that moment and to now have that moment captured for all time, what a turn-on to see her so comfortable at that moment. That's pretty much how she lay there afterwards, she'd put her feet back down on the bed and would move up onto her elbows but she no longer shies away from letting Ray and I see her like this! Just a few years ago she'd have reached for a towel and would have scurried off to the bathroom. Now, she'll lie like this so casually as if it's nothing and every time I stare at it too long I can think of her spending the weekend like that with him.. Oh god, I have to put the picture away before I get too carried away.

For me, in a way, the moment I captured of them in the shower is perhaps a more moving picture for me cuckold-wise. There is something about seeing that moment of intimacy between them with his hands all over her soapy body. I stare at that picture and it really arouses me in a different way than the first one, it seems to really put me on an edge where I get lost thinking of all of the intimate moments, the ‘scenes’ she shared with me. Seeing them together in that moment and knowing they shared many times like that over the wedding weekend, it drives me crazy thinking about it, her giving herself to him as she did and how comfortable he is with her. Just seeing his hand on her pussy like that is such a visual thing, if I think that his fingers are between her pussy lips and of him washing her all over. My cock is throbbing just thinking about it.

Suzanna's promised me a ‘fun time later’ tonight and has said several times that I've been so supportive of her with all of the problems with her *** and, "still letting me see Ray too" that tonight she wants it to be my-night. Our son will be out till very late at a concert somewhere with his girlfriend and our ******** is spending the night at a friend’s (again, interesting timing on her part).

A part of me thought about asking if she wanted to invite Ray over. In my head I'd ask her if she wanted him to share celebrating her return to the bedroom or something like that but then I thought better of it and skipped the idea.


Uh oh, run out of space ... again! Time for a new book.