Journal of a Journey - Book 69

She was obviously horny last night but she restrained herself and teased me that she wanted to be hornier when she went to class tonight. I joked with her about whether she was ready for a quickie with Glenn or whoever and she laughed back and punched me in response and said she wasn't ready for that ..... and then added 'yet'. So who knows?

Instead she laid next to me last night and in addition to that tease, she turned me on by commenting about others who were in the class and that conversation hinted that she liked thinking about Glenn. I asked her if already she was getting serious about him.

She thought for a moment and said, "no, but maybe after tomorrow I'll know more", so she's not convinced herself as that wasn't said very positively.

I teased her back that, "it's fun to think about though...."

She moaned and said, "yeah" in this sexy voice.

I told her again how I could see and sense that she was a bit more turned on in general which she openly agreed with and said she was surprised at how she could feel it herself. I'd already slid off my boxers and I was gently stroking my cock as she talked and smiled at me. She told me how she loved watching me and that I was going to make myself cum for her. Again she told me how horny it was that I was doing it because she was making me horny!

She leaned over and started to talk again about me not cumming in her and how excited it made her that every Wednesday I didn't. I told her that hearing her talk about other guys again was getting me hard and that I was horny thinking about her wanting to be with her boyfriend. She asked me to tell her more and I told her that I couldn't wait to see how she is when she started to see another guy.

She seemed to love hearing me saying that; that seeing her happy and horny turned me on and wanted me to tell her more. Again I told her how horny and excited I was about when she might come to me and tell me she wants him bare and more. She squealed at that and urged me to say more ... so I did.

I told her again how I wanted us to play up the whole 'last time without a condom' thing. She moaned that she wanted to see me cum and added, "not in me". Just how she said it made me grunt and suddenly I started to cum. At the first burst she jumped back at the surprise but then leaned in even closer and moaned again at each spurt as I coaxed out the last few drops.

As I lay back and caught my breath I felt her move and I knew what she was going to do. She pooled all of my cum together and said something that I didn't hear clearly but was something about 'not being in me'. A second later she brought a drippy finger up to my mouth and smiled as I licked it clean and then she kissed me.

We didn't talk much more last night. I think in a way she'd almost had her own fun as she seemed so animated and happy as she toyed with my semen.


This morning we were both a bit on edge with her going to class again tonight. She let me soap her up in the shower and it was wild feeling her so close to me knowing we were both turned on about her seeing/interacting with other guys tonight. I did pick out her undies, a pair of pastel-green panties with a lacey front and a matching bra with a lacy fringe. At least she'll feel sexy underneath as the weather is cool and rainy out so she's wearing a full top and pants.

She kissed me when she was dressed and held her hand out. It took me a second until I realized it was her left hand and that she wanted me to take off her rings. I swear my cock got rock hard as I realized what she wanted and I slowly slid them off. I kissed her when I put them onto her dresser and I told her, "you're free tonight".

She smiled ear to ear!


Apparently Glenn has really caught her eye. She told me when took their break that once again a bunch of the guys in class seemed to group around her but when she and Glenn started talking together more, the others sort of went about their business. (She didn't tell me what they talked about but, boy, did she come home happy and horny!)

He asked her out for coffee and she admitted that she did a bit of cock-teasing with him before saying yes. Just the way she said it, how she described him asking her to go out, she sounded like she was a teenager on the phone with a girlfriend; like she was so excited about the class-hunk talking to her or whatever. I guess coffee is a good start.

What really has me going right now is that she teased me a bunch last night including getting naked in front of me when she changed after work but then later on said that she wanted to wait till tonight for some fun. I would have loved to have jerked-off last night at how horny I was just from seeing her so up and horny herself but then the thought of waiting till tonight when we'll have the house to ourselves overruled everything else.

She's already acting sexy today including wearing this tight t-shirt this morning before she took her shower that clung to her breasts and clearly showed her still hard nipples. She teased me again as she got naked getting into the shower, she put one foot up on the toilet and ran a finger through her pussy and smiled at me and said, "mmm, it's really wet ..." and then she giggled, "... you'll just have to wait for later" and before she turned to get into the shower she gently squeezed my already hard cock and smiled and said, "later baby".


All she's told me about Glenn is that he's no longer married, either something happened to his wife or she passed away as he never said he was divorced. She figures he's in his mid-late 40's and described him as being white, medium build (like me, no surprise; Suzanna never goes for the really big muscular kind), a little taller than me with dark-brown hair that she says has less grey than mine. Other than that, all she's said is he's 'really nice' and 'kind of sexy'.

I told her that I wished I could somehow have had a video of her in general from like a month ago to how she is now and how just a little attention from other guys has had such an impact on her.

She smiled at that thought and reluctantly agreed about the comparison and said she even feels more energetic, playful and sexy. She grinned when I said, "horny too".


Last night was a repeat of last week where she abstained and enjoyed watching me. She made no secret that she wanted to be hornier tonight.

Yes, again she asked me if I'd pick out her clothes and she was all smiles when I again picked out some of her more sexy underwear. She reminded me that she wasn't doing anything more than talking with Glenn and maybe agreeing to go out for coffee but then teased me that maybe she'd do more than just talk tonight. I know it was just teasing but damn did it get me hot as she said it while she was pulling on the sexy undies that I'd picked out. She smiled as she turned in front of the mirror to look herself over and I admired the sight of her butt; she looked so nice.

She kissed me deeply as she finished getting dressed and then came to me and said, "can you help me with one other thing?"

I thought she needed me to zip up her top or something but instead (damn did she get me horny when she just held her hand out) I realized she wanted me to take off her rings. She could see the bulge in my pants as I did so and she kissed me again and said she loved me.

******

She came home all alight last night fluttering around when she came in. Obviously she'd enjoyed class.

She joked with me, when I asked her about it she at first started to tell me what she'd learned about lighting position and composition until she started laughing a moment later and said, "oh, you mean the other stuff" and she proceeded to tell me that at break and again after class that she and Glenn took a walk away from everyone and talked.

The short of it is that, she's going to go out for 'coffee' with Glenn this coming Tuesday evening after work.

The long of it is that she already has said he's not her 'Mr. Right' and that he's just a nice guy.

The thing that surprised me in one way but not in another was that she looked at me and said that she 'might give him a roll in the hay' (showing our age in cliches) before the end of class.

It took me a second to realise what she'd said and I just kind of looked blankly at her thinking in my head 'I didn't expect that, other than Tony she's never been into one-night-stands'. Eventually I said something like, "that's new for you?"

She giggled and said she felt like she did back in high-school and college, getting asked out on a date. I immediately knew what she was going to say and, sure enough, "New? No, not really, you remember me back then, if I liked you...."; I knew the rest, that if she liked you enough to go out a second time, that she'd also have sex with you.

I was still thinking about what she'd said when I realized she was asking me a question, I looked at her and she said, "well, is it?"

"Uh, is it what?"

I guess she realized I didn't hear her because she sort of smiled and said, "is it okay if I go out with him and maybe have some fun with him, baby?" and then she kissed me.

She didn't really need me to say anything as she got this huge smile on her face a second later and I realized that she could see both the arousal in my face as well as in my pants. She pulled me close, kissed me and said in a sexy voice, "you don't mind... do you?"

I know she could feel how hard I'd gotten but I asked her anyway, "Just a little fun?"

She said, "yeah, is that okay? ..... it might be fun...." and she kissed me again.

We started to get a bit more frisky together and I was thinking we might be heading right up for bed. I was ready but I reminded her that our ******** was due home in just a little while and that we'd have to be quick. She giggled and looked at me and said, "oh, not tonight baby.... let’s have fun tomorrow night, okay? It's kind of late and I'd much rather have more time tomorrow....".

I groaned but knew she was right. She smiled, "you'll enjoy it more too...." and said it in a way that I knew she wanted to tease me more. I reluctantly agreed and she giggled, "you'll be okay waiting...." and once again gave me that smile.

We didn't get into bed until later than expected as our ******** was all chatty when she got home. Eventually we said our goodnights and once we heard our ********'s door close we both smiled at each other saying how we are looking forward to when she'll be off at college in the future!

... and that was when she told me more about Glenn.

She said he's quite the gentleman and I asked if he knew about her marital status and she shook her head and said that he hasn't asked and she hasn't asked about his either. From the conversations they've had she learned he's either married or recently divorced as he's mentioned his kids at times, just as she has.

He'd asked about tonight (Friday) for coffee but she said that wouldn't work and suggested next week and Tuesday seemed like the best day.

From what she's told me, he does some sort of accounting work for a construction company. He's about my height, maybe a little shorter (but still taller than her) and is thinner than me (which must make him almost on the skinny side!). She figures he's mid-40s, brown hair with some grey and brown eyes. She says he's nice looking and has a nice personality and that he's 'fun to talk to'.

I did try to get her to give in last night and we did get into a bit of passionate kissing including me pushing up her night-shirt and playing with and sucking at her breasts. I thought I was doing well .... that is until she said to me, "you're not talking me into this".

This morning she was very playful and pranced around the bedroom naked while she picked out clothes and put them on the bed. I know she was doing it to tease me, waiting till the last moment before she pulled on panties and bra, for the whole while I could see her smiling as she glanced up at me in the mirror and saw that I was staring at her and was horny for her.


I was wicked horny for her by the time Friday got here last week. It surprised even me how turned on I was by her taking control and telling me I had to wait after she got home last Thursday. By the end of the week I was really horny for her it was so worth the wait and not masturbating although she had suggested I could do so if I couldn't wait! We talked a little about Glenn and I made it clear to her that I was turned on by her wanting to sleep with him. She egged me on to tell her how horny it made me and what I thought about. As we talked I got more and more worked up telling her that I couldn't wait till she started sharing her pussy again.

It's really amazing (and a bit weird) to talk so calmly with her about her desire to have a quickie with Glenn. She's became quite animated about having coffee with him tomorrow evening and she had a bit of fun teasing me about 'hoping to get some time to maybe kiss and make out a bit'. I'm not sure what to expect from her but if she gets home too late, then I know that our Wednesday night may be a bit more intense than usual ... I hope so.


I came home to an empty house and it's a very intense feeling knowing Suzanna's essentially out on a date right now. Needless to say I've been horny since I pulled in the driveway and saw her car not there.

She did stand in front of her dresser for a moment this morning with the towel wrapped around her under her arms. She saw me in the mirror and turned and asked, "do you want to pick something out for me?”

When I walked over to her I asked her, "will Glenn be seeing them?" referring to her panties. She blushed and said, "maybe". She didn't need to say anything more as my mind was already racing .... I picked out a pair of pink panties with also a lot of lace in the front. When she pulled them on a moment later the lace was see-through enough that I could tell she was shaved bare beneath. Her nipples were already hard as I handed her the matching bra also with lace enough that could make out part of the areolas.... She was all smiles when she pulled on a skirt knowing it would make me think about her tonight and Glenn maybe lifting it out of the way. It was hot today so she chose a sleeveless top that when she leaned forward the right way, would show off the lacy top of her bra. I told her to be careful at work and she smiled.

She turned to walk away and finish getting ready when I 'ahem'd'. She turned and I went up to her and took her hand in mine and I gently took off her rings. She smiled broadly at me doing that without her even asking and when she'd finished getting ready she came to me and said I was a really special husband and that she loved me. Needless to say, that made me feel really good as she left to go to work.

She hasn't texted me or told me what time she may be home, I just know that they're due to meet about now, about 6:45pm, so I'll give her some privacy for now at least and give her another hour or two before I try to reach her.


She texted me that she'll be home about 9:30pm which gives her almost another hour with Glenn. Somehow it just turns me on that she's really out on a what you'd call a date. The thought of her letting Glenn into her panties is just too much to think about right now for me.


Coffee/date Tuesday night and she said she had fun and that Glenn was a gentleman, at least until they got into the back seat of his car. She says that he's a good kisser and she basically said that was all that happened when she got home. She was really up and all happy. I thought we might have some fun but she played a bit hard-to-get and when I finally asked her she giggled and said I could wait and then teased me a bit about my getting horny about her having gone on a date.

Forward to last night and, yes, we were both in bed and she had just her night-shirt on and no panties. As I started to get into masturbating she told me more about her 'date' and I was totally turned on by what she told me, especially when she confessed that kissing wasn't all they did. My cock was rock hard and she teased me and told me that they kissed and that she let him play with her breasts and even let him rub her pussy through her panties. She told me she was very wet when she'd gotten home last night and that she had wanted to enjoy the feelings he had given her again.

I was out of my mind with arousal and she was horny herself telling me about it and giggling about how she really felt like a teenager letting him unclip her bra and then feel her breasts under her top and how she had to 'push his hands away' from under her skirt. She said she didn't let him take off her top or panties so, "... he still hasn't seen me naked".

It was when she talked about how she ran her hands over the bulge in his pants that it really got to me and it must have turned her on too because that was when I became very aware that she was masturbating too. A short while later I leaned up on one elbow to ask her if she thinks he has a big cock and it was my turn to watch her with 2 and then 3 fingers plunging in and out of her own pussy.

We both egged each other on, teasing each other thinking about how he might be in bed and then I asked her openly if she wants to 'try him out'. When she talked about giving herself to him, it just seemed to be the words I needed to hear and I spewed all over myself. I moaned to her how that turned me on thinking about it and whatever I said or however I said it, it spurred her on and a moment later her eyes fluttered back in her head as her body stiffened and I heard her moan deeply.

She's still at class, or at least she's not home yet, but she has said that she would not have sex with him tonight as she didn't want there to be any more talk in the classroom. However, she said she was going to say yes to anything if he asked her to go out again.


Last night when she came home after class she told me that Glenn had asked her about going out tomorrow (Friday) again but this time she had a legit reason to say no as we have a school event for our ********, one of her last before graduating. However, she said to me that in her haste to change the subject that she told him 'next week' would be good and then apparently he got her to add 'promise'. She said she felt awkward telling me without having checked with me first and hoped I understood. I told her that I surely would have said yes so there was no problem in my view.

She was very up over the weekend about going out on a real date.

I have to say that it was a really interesting moment for both of us as I said something about it would be a 'second date' and we both said almost at the same time something like, "you know what that means".

I remember the angst and apprehension I felt when she first had sex with Tony but after that, maybe from the stuff we've talked about so openly, both of us knew at that moment that she would most definitely be having sex with him next Friday night. It really felt great to just feel good about it for her. I don't how else to explain it other than to say, in a crude way, that I know she almost seems to need it.

We talked about it again over the weekend. She said that Glenn's a nice guy but that she doesn't feel any desire to think of him as a boyfriend or lover. It was kind of funny to hear her try to rationalize her desire to have sex with him without wanting to say just what I said, that she needs it.

We talked about how Glenn might be in bed. She laughed and said, "he's no Robert" which surprised me in her reference to the new-standard of cock-size, no longer bigger/smaller than me. Our conversations continued and she told me that he's a nice guy who makes her smile and laugh and that she thought it'd be fun to 'just do it with him'.

I told her that it turned me on that 'the Cougar was ready to pounce' and that earned me a painful punch in the arm.

She teased me when we had sex over the weekend about 'letting yet another guy fuck me' as I was getting up on top of her. We even talked for a moment as my cock grew even harder as she wanted to know what I was thinking. I told her honestly as she lay there beneath me and said something like, "I'm thinking about the first time Glenn will get to share this moment with you." I knew it was the right thing to say at that moment, but as I said, it is what I honestly felt, and she knew it.

So we're in a holding pattern till Friday. Sex on Sunday night was the last and she said matter-of-factly that I'd be solo on Wednesday night. I joked back that she'll have to wait herself till Friday!


Last night proved my predictions to be true. She was all giddy about hoping to be 'asked out' tonight that she was very, very playful with me. She said she was horny which was enough to get me going and then added that I'd surely be waiting till she gets home after her date tomorrow night. I reminded her that she was sounding maybe a bit too sure of herself but she giggled and said that she would be very surprised if, after the last week when she had sent out all the right signals, that he didn't want to get all of her clothes off this time!

When she had my boxers off she slid up next to me and cooed whether it turned me on that she might 'get naked for Glenn'. I didn't need to answer as she could tell by my cock that it turned me on. She told me how sexy she felt when she let him 'get to second and third base' and how he really wanted more of her. I moaned back that I could tell as she'd been very playful and seemingly very horny since then. She giggled and admitted yet again that maybe I was right and that she did just need to go out every now and then and just do it.

I was going pretty good and we were bantering back and forth about whether she would let him lick her and about how she felt about sucking him for the first time. Normally she's a little ambivalent about sucking cock. She reminded me that she could fuck a guy more easily and without nearly as much thought as for her to suck a guy. For her to tell me that she was looking forward to it and even saying, "I want to watch his face while I get him really horny sucking him" was a huge turn-on last night!

At another point she teased me that maybe she'd come home with his cum in her and, "... maybe I won't make him use a condom...."

I let out a loud moan and I swear I felt my cock start to twitch as she said that. I groaned back, "are you sure he's safe?"

She just giggled and said, "I'm only kidding baby" and then, " I just wanted to make sure that still turned you on" and giggled again. I moaned back that if it was safe that she could do it and she said, "maybe, but probably not. When I am ready, you'll be the first to know baby".

I told her how sexy she was and how turned on I was knowing how she was feeling since she'd gone back to college. She gushed and said that she'd not realized how much she missed having a guy doting over her and wanting her. She wasn't shy about telling me that she really wanted to 'find another Robert' and she looked at me immediately and added, "you know what I mean baby, right?"

I told her I did and even shook my hard cock at her a little to impress on her that I did. She giggled at me and said in a really unkind sounding tease, "I know what you want though ...... don't I?" with an evil kind of laugh.

I groaned back a hoarse "whaaaaat?” and she turned to look at me and told me that she knew I still thought about going back to using condoms with her again. She leaned up and kissed my cheek and said, "I love knowing that turns you on".

It was how she said it, going from the almost evil hiss of her tease to just so lovingly whispering in my ear, that as the thought sank in I just felt myself let go. It wasn't a cum-explosion of the type where I've held back as long as I could but more just an incredibly deep release that seemed to go on longer than usual. I felt 4 or 5 large spurts followed by several deeply satisfying contractions that brought an appreciative moan from Suzanna.

She leaned up towards my chest and kissed me and told me how much she loved me and again how erotic and how turned on I was and then specifically she said, "I love watching you cum baby..... it's sooo sexy".

It was so sexy. She cuddled up to me and kissed my cheek and neck. I felt her fingers playing with my cum as she told me how horny it made her to watch me and as I turned to look at her she had her finger waiting and she watched me as I licked the thick glob of my cum off her index and middle fingers. She had her other hand buried deep between her thighs and a few moments later she closed her eyes and I saw her eyes flutter beneath her half-closed eyelids. Needless to say, I slept very well later on.


This morning she was all bouncy and again talking about 'being asked out'. She turned to me as she stood by her dresser and said, "do you want to make me feel sexy tonight?” I came up next to her and she looked at me and again asked in that rhetoric kind of way, "this really turns you on doesn't it?” as she saw the bulge rising in my boxers and the smile on my face as my answer.

She opened her lingerie drawer and right on top was a sexy matching set of black panties with not so much lace but this semi-transparent fabric with small opaque dots all over. The bra matched with the upper parts of the cups being of the same material ending just above the darker pink of her nipples. The smile on her face matched mine as I handed them to her. It was warm enough that she didn't wear anything beneath the longer skirt she put on and I could just make out the bra beneath the top she put on and it made me smile knowing she would feel sexy in class later tonight.

She was almost ready to go and came to kiss me as I was then getting dressed and before she could say goodbye to me I pulled her close and gave her a more intense kiss.

As she pulled away it was me that remembered. I held her hand and she smiled too when I told her that she should leave her rings at home.


Glenn had 'asked her out' on a date tonight. She got home just after 10pm and it was a good thing that our ******** was occupied Skyping with her boyfriend because I swear the glow on Suzanna's face could have lit up the entire front yard. Before she said a word I knew that he'd asked her to go out. She said he suggested Saturday at first but she said that today (Friday) would work better. I told her that I was really excited for her and she smiled and said that she liked knowing that.

I had wanted to talk but she put me off a bit until we'd said goodnight and adjourned to the bedroom. I don't know if she knew I saw, but as she got changed I saw that her panties were visibly damp and a second later she pulled her night-shirt over her head and joined me lying on the bed. I was horny but I already knew that there was no way she was going to have sex with me, that was obvious from how glowingly she spoke about 'being asked out' and I knew she was going to want to wait.

We talked for a few minutes and I waited for her to say it; sure enough after a few minutes she turned to me and said, "well, is it okay with you?"

I played dumb for a moment and then said with a smile on my face, "is what okay?” and I watched her face blush and turn a little red at my reply, and then I just said, "yes baby, it's okay if you want to have sex with him tomorrow".

She hugged me and I know she felt my hard-on against her hip as she kissed me incredibly passionately.When she pulled back she said, "you can have me tomorrow.... promise!” We talked for bit longer but, honestly, my brain wasn't focused on anything other than one thing.


There was a bit of unspoken tension this morning for sure. As we jockeyed in the bathroom I found myself staring at her in the mirror thinking of yet another guy getting to have her naked like I was seeing her. She saw me looking at her and she gave me a knowing smile.

When I came out of the bedroom she was standing at her dresser with the towel wrapped around her under her arms. It took me a second to realize she was standing still and without having to say it, I knew what she wanted. She'd already told me that she wouldn't be coming home after work before her date so for the first time I knew what I was going to pick out the lingerie she was going to be wearing for Glenn.

She smiled when I picked out another matched set for her. This time I picked her light-blue panties that were a bit more silky and lacy and a matching bra also with a lace top. I actually thought about it and opted for something a bit more sedate than overly sexy; I actually thought about how she might be more comfortable wearing something see-through or that left her nipples visible. I think the smile on her face told me that I'd made the right choice. She then made a big deal about putting them on. She took the towel off and stood there naked as she stepped into her panties and then primped in front mirror as she adjusted her bra and the straps.

I'd like to say we talked about it more but we didn't. I didn't want to say anything to change a thing, we were both horny and we both knew it. To me, it just seemed like there was no need to say anything. We shared a moment together in the kitchen as we both got our coffee ready and our usual parting kiss turned into something much more passionate. At the end she turned to me and showed me that she hadn't put her rings back on since yesterday morning and she said, "I love you baby. I'll see you later tonight".

I asked her ,"how late?"

she calmly, but matter-of-factly, replied, "it's a date baby, it might be late ..... but I promise I'll be yours when I get home".

With that I just pulled her close to me and kissed her again and said hoarsely, "have fun ..... call me". I know that I felt her hand linger on mine for a second longer than usual but then she turned, took her coffee and laptop and said nothing more to me as she walked down the stairs and out the front door.

I can say that I stood there in the kitchen and became aware that my hard-on was sticking out of my boxers and I had to wonder for a second whether it had been as I said goodbye to Suzanna!


She did go out on Friday night and I spent the afternoon and much of the evening extremely horny and even uncomfortable until she texted me that she was on her way home about 11pm. She'd only texted me about 6:30pm that she was about to meet Glenn at the restaurant he'd chosen which was a good half-hour the other side of town where she worked and closer to the school is where the photography class is being given. I replied back to her to have fun and be careful. She did text me one more time, after dinner about 8:30pm when she sent me Glenn's address and told me that she'd text me again when she was on her way home. I knew from how she'd worded it that she didn't want me to text or bother her while she was with him. It was later that I realized that he still didn't know she was married.

We had the house to ourselves for most of the weekend as our kids both weren't home Friday night and didn't come back until later Saturday evening. Our son was visiting friends at their beach house and our ********, between working and end-of-school parties, was equally busy.

I was incredibly excited when she walked through the door just after midnight and she knew it. She even joked with me about what I'd long told her, that when she comes home from being out having sex with another guy, that I feel like it's a first-date and that I never know what I'm going to find under her clothes.

Friday night was no different. We fumbled our way up to the bedroom and on the way I asked her to confirm that she'd had sex with him and then she kidded me to, "hurry up and take your turn". When we got into the bedroom I pushed her down on the bed.

I don't think I'll ever tire of the excitement and just the thoughts in my head as I began to undress her knowing she'd been naked with another man only recently. Undoing her top and taking it off and seeing her in her bra and seeing the outlines of her hardened nipples through the silky material, I really had to just stop and stare for a moment at just how sexy she looked. I speak for myself but at that moment I was hornier sitting atop of her looking down at her body, the one she'd shared only with me, now given to other men. She'll forgive me when I say she's no movie-star or fashion-model but at that moment, knowing that just an hour before she'd likely laid naked with Glenn in post-fuck bliss, at that moment she was the sexiest woman in the world to me. She was breathing heavily and I knew that Glenn had seen her this way and I just felt so incredibly hot for her.

She lifted her butt and I slid her skirt off of her leaving her in just the bra and panties that I'd picked out for her. To me they looked very sexy despite being a bit on the more traditional side and I was pleased when she said that she felt comfortable getting undressed with him and I thought that maybe I helped that along by selecting less explicit lingerie. When she lay back down I noticed that her panties were damp between her legs and that the blue was slightly darker and that really turned me on.

We kissed and she asked me if I wanted to hear about her date. I told her eagerly 'yes' and she proceeded to tell me about how nice Glenn was and how he treated her like a lady but she also giggled that it was obvious he was hoping for more than just dinner. She told me how she sort of danced around her being married and that she honestly answered him that she was divorced and that she didn't see her ex-husband at all which was not telling a lie for she was referring to her first marriage. He asked her about children and she told him that she had 2 kids and that they were older. She told me that the dinner was nice and that by the end, after they'd had a few drinks, he was starting to compliment her more and tell her how attractive and sexy she was, etc.

She giggled when she told me that he was unsure when he asked if she would like to go back to his place afterwards 'for a nightcap' and how he was smiled when she said, "sure, I'd love that."

I was already hard thinking about it and now she was making it even more apparent. She told me how they kissed when they got back to his place and that they never even finished the wine he poured for her before they got into it more heavily.

She told me several times how he was a nice enough guy but that he didn't really totally turn her on but she said that once they got going, that she was horny enough that it more than made up.

I joked with her whether I had anything to worry about 'size-wise' and she giggled and said, "no honey, believe me, you have nothing to worry about" and she told me that he was nicely sized, just not as big as me. She smiled and then said, "he was really easy to suck". Just hearing her tell me how easy another guy’s cock was to suck was just something that got to me.

She told me that they talked a bit more than she was used to or expected but she said it was nice because he told her how beautiful she was and how much he'd wanted to have her naked with him. She said that by the time he was sliding her panties off, she was really into him and very horny for him. He told her again how beautiful she was and then commented again on her being shaved bare.

My cock started to throb when she giggled and looked at me very sexy-like and she told me how she spread her legs for him and told him how she loved how it felt to be bare for the summertime. Just the thought of her sitting there with her legs apart for this relative stranger really got to me (still does, my cock is swelling just thinking about it!) and I guess for as forward as he was in his talk, so she was with her actions.

I was more than ready for her myself as I reached behind her and unclipped her bra and I could just tell from how her breasts looked that he'd been sucking at them and she confirmed that, "he loved my small boobs".

I asked her why she was always surprised by that when I know that while, I think, most guys say they're turned on by big breasts they actually are equally or maybe even more turned on by smaller ones that are so much more fun to play with and suck on. She giggled and said, "Perhaps it's a good thing then I never made them bigger", meaning 'having a boob job' (something I'd never wanted for her).

All this talk and I was dying and so horny by the time she told me how she let him go down on her and specifically how she told me, "I let him play with me and lick me all over baby".

He did use a condom with her, she didn't even need to ask him. She said that by the time she was moaning and hot, wet and ready for him, that when she lay back and pulled her knees back for him that she was pleasantly surprised to see that he'd already put a condom on without even asking her. He told her it was a lubricated one and she giggled and thought to herself that she knew she was more than wet enough already for him.

I was going to go down on her myself when she said that and then added, "it may not taste too good" and I remembered they used spermicide as a lube on the condoms as opposed to her flavored lube that she liked to use. We kissed more and my hands found their way to her pussy and it felt hot and a bit swollen and incredibly sexy. All I could see and think in my head was that Glenn fucked her just an hour earlier or so. I rubbed at her clit and she moaned in response and let me know she was still very turned on. I was surprised to find that she actually felt a little dry, maybe even a little rough (which turned me on too to know why/how), so I reached for our own lubricant and put some on my fingers.

I cannot describe to you how erotic it felt to spread her legs apart and feel her bare pussy lips under my lubricated fingers. I separated them and then gently ran my fingers up and down the furrow from just beneath her clit down to her vaginal opening and there I ran my fingers all around the swollen opening. I could feel her pussy spasm as I rubbed around the outside edge and gently rubbed at just inside and then back up to her clit where I'd stop just short of rubbing at it. After doing this for several minutes, when my fingers returned to her vagina, it was now gaping open and oozing her own slipperiness. Each time I’d push my finger in deeper and deeper and then rub up and down again. In my head, all I could think was that as I pushed my fingers into her, that her pussy felt like it was gaping open. She moaned and when I felt her pussy spasm and tighten on my fingers again, all I could think of was Glenn's cock enjoying that same feeling.

I didn't need her hand on my cock but when I felt her grab it and it was no surprise that a second later she moaned, "I need this in me". I was happy to oblige.

I moved to kneel between her legs and replaced my fingers with my cock, pushing the tip into her and then pulling it out and rubbing it up, down and all around. As I started to push into her I asked her, "did you cum with him?" (She hadn't told me yet, I expected she did, but she hadn't confirmed.) She started to moan more as I pushed into her but I stopped and just flicked at her clit with my thumb as I said again, "did you?" to which she replied, "yeah...... when he was in me...." As she said that, I pushed all the way into her, slowly, gently but firmly and deep! When I ground against her she wrapped her legs around my back and pulled me in tight and deep and I felt her let go into her first orgasm with me. She held herself tightly against me and I could tell when the peak had passed and I felt her body and her pussy relax. Her face and body just looked so beautiful beneath me; the look of bliss on her face, her breasts and nipples so firm and proud with a flush of redness across her chest. She let me take her legs against my arms and push them back and apart. As I started fucking her in earnest she slowly came back to consciousness and smiled as she looked up at me.

I was horny enough that I knew I wasn't going to last long and with her regaining her breath she smiled and began to tease me. She told me how much she'd missed, "feeling another man in me ... " and how "... wonderful it felt to let another man pleasure me". I was already close and when she started to tease me that, "... another man made me cum again" and how good it felt to her to give herself to him.

That was all I needed to hear, between that and the images in my mind and how she felt (again in my head where all I could think was how open she seemed to be) her eyes opened wide and I felt her begin to push up at me with each thrust and she moaned, "come on baby, it's your turn".

Wow did I ever let go in her. I'd been horny since I'd cum on Wednesday night and all that had done was whet my appetite! She squealed loudly as I plunged into her the last few times and then I felt her pull me in tightly as she felt me plunge deeply into her one last time and then she could feel me cumming in her. She moaned at how she loved it and how warm she could feel as I kept cumming. She smiled at me as I finally regained consciousness and moaned, "wow, you really needed to cum, didn't you baby?" and I realized why she'd said that. When I looked down and went to pull out, I saw that my cum was running down her butt crack before I'd even pulled out of her.

I leaned back forward, still staying in her, and hugged and kissed her. She giggled and said, "I guess that was worth the wait....”

We fucked again last night and as we did, she teased me about 'being a daddy again' and giggled that she knew it turned me on .... even though it couldn't happen for real.


With the kids away on Saturday we spent some time lying out in the sun and with us being alone and having a few drinks, her tongue became quite free and she shared her thoughts. She told me as she lay next to me on our lounges that she wished we were at the nude beach and how she wished she could take off her bathing suit and how she loved the feeling of the sun baking on her pussy (her words, not mine!).

She said that she felt incredibly energized and, for a brief moment, she showed a bit of concern saying that seeing Glenn really restarted her desire to have another boyfriend. At one point she giggled, "I guess you were right, I 'needed it'".

I told her that I had seen this change in her once Glenn started to pay attention to her and that it didn't bother me that she wanted to have sex with him. She turned to me and I thought she was going to say something more about him but then she smiled and just said, "I love you".

The sun and alcohol seemed to have gotten to us because by Saturday night we were both pretty tired and while she surely would have had sex with me, she didn't complain when I suggested we wait till Sunday night and celebrate Fathers' Day properly.


Last night when we were messing around that she told me more about her conversation with Glenn and specifically around the condom discussion. She told him he was very polite to use a condom with her and in addition to the comment about it being a lubricated one he said that he wasn't sure of her birth-control status and that he'd mentioned he didn't want to get her pregnant. She didn't 'advise' that she was past that age but did say to him, "that wouldn't be a good thing". She looked at me and said, "it was hot to have him think I was still fertile ... " and that was when she teased me that I could, "... be a daddy again if he didn't use a condom....” Obviously she was just teasing me but it had its impact and she knew it.

As we started to fuck she looked up at me and said, "do you miss feeling it in me?" referring to her boyfriend's cum (as if she needed to ask!) I told her that I loved the idea of her again sharing her body with her boyfriend and that I did miss it. She wrapped her legs around me and pulled me into her.

There was more that we talked about and teased each other with but to be honest all I can think about is how awesome she felt last night. It was if she had been reborn; we'd been again out in the sun and swimming all day and there was just this sensuality abounding her.

We rolled around on the bed; she was surprised that we rolled so she was on top without me slipping out of her! I thought she might have had enough after Friday night and having both Glenn and I but you surely couldn't tell from how she was fucking me when she was on top. She would lift up and slam down onto me with what felt like the full weight of her body. Finally when she'd reached as high as she could herself she lay forward against my chest and whispered that she wanted me to fuck her in that position.

I reached around behind her and hitched her forward so she had her knees bent and she supported herself just above me. I ran countless porn videos in my head as I grabbed her butt cheeks and began frantically thrusting up and into her over and over, faster and faster. I knew I wasn't going to cum in that position but I knew after just a few seconds that she was going to! Sure enough, when I gave her butt a few gentle spanks she began to moan and grind herself downward against each of my upward pushes and a moment later she let go into a huge orgasm that brought about squishing and slurping noises from her pussy as she frantically ground herself against me. I felt her entire body tense up and then felt her go completely limp and realised that I was drenched too, I guessed she'd cum so hard to almost squirt.

When she caught her breath she pushed up from me and smiled still feeling my hard cock buried in her. She slid up and off of me and then rolled over onto her back and lay there. I followed her and I will never tire of that sight, her lying there, well fucked and wanting more. She squealed at how hard my cock looked as I leaned forward and stirred up her wet pussy. She moaned that she couldn't take any more saying, "I'm exhausted ..." and that I should just do what I wanted. And so I did!

I hiked up her knees in my elbows and pulled her apart even more beneath me. I slammed my cock into her and I could feel that her pussy was so open that the outer lips were nestled around the upper part of my balls and so far down around the base of my cock. When I pulled back from her I looked down and loved what I saw, her sweet pussy spread wide apart waiting for a hard cock to fill it. I pushed back in and had thoughts about her spread like that for Glenn. I think she may have known it, but it didn't matter. If she anything at that moment, then I didn't hear her, all I could think about was trying not to cum and make the pleasure last that much longer. In the end, it didn't matter;10 seconds; 30 seconds more, when it was time, it was time. Despite the urgency that I needed to cum, at the same time it seemed like slow motion as I felt my orgasm approaching. I once again became very aware of just how her pussy felt, just how her wet pussy lips seemed to cling to my shaft, just how I could hear that squishing sound as I pushed all the way into her.... In that moment, it was just too much and I think she squealed even before I realized I was cumming.

She laughed at how sweaty I was when we were done, indeed our bodies were covered with a sheen of sweat (mainly mine but no doubt hers too) especially the dampness between her breasts not to mention her pussy. We looked a mess!


With just 2 more classes to go this week and next, I asked Suzanna if she was going to go out with him again. She said after they had fucked that he'd asked whether they could get together next Friday and that she had she played hard to get and teased him that he just wanted to get her into bed again which he didn't disagree with. She said that she'd let him know in class this week if she wanted to go out again on Friday. She said it all with a big smile on her face while still lying naked in his bed so she thought he would get the idea that it was probably a yes even if she told me it was a 'maybe'.

I asked her if she was going to tell him the truth about us before class ended (or if they went out again) and she said, "Perhaps."

I asked her if she was going to continue to see him after class ended and she said that she doubted it. I didn't push to ask why but I am pretty sure he just doesn't turn her on enough and that she doesn't think he's Mr. Right. Then again, if she goes out and has sex with him twice more then maybe she might just keep him around .... at least that's how I'm thinking.


Damn, yet another book filled. Time to find a new.