So even though I was quite underwhelming in the endowment department, and though I had been used and humiliated on numerous occasions when I was younger, when I turned 18 and became a construction worker I decided that I would be the ultimate man's man. I already had a full beard and was muscled up pretty well, so I was able to pass as mid-20s with no problem. Working away from home I would head to the bars with my older co-workers and never was carded. Because of my previous experiences, I pretty much had two choices, either give in to the thrill of what I got from being dominated and disgraced by older females and males or go all in and try to out drink and then fuck every woman I could. I chose the latter.

When you have 3.5 inches hard and the girth of a quarter alcohol becomes your best friend. Being able to drink more than your conquest means that even though she doesn't feel it (and neither can you) when you can fuck her for hours without cumming she's going to help your reputation. When you can eat her pussy and bring her to climax multiple times then you become somewhat of a prize. The key is not to go back for round two because she's probably not going to drink so much the next time. This M.O. worked for about two years until I met a petite strawberry blonde who was too beautiful to only bang once.

Sherry, at 5'1", 105 lbs, 34C-22-33, was every man's dream, and being an absolute wildcat in bed made her the perfect woman. I fell hard for her because she didn't just let me have it she played with me, and teased me for weeks, and by the time I finally got those panties off I had fallen in love. The night it happened we were playing cards at her mom's house and didn't have any alcohol which didn't matter as I wasn't expecting anything. After a couple of hours, her stepdad brought out a joint and passed it around. After enjoying a few hits and a couple more hands of poker, Sherry asked, "Would you like to go down to the creek, it's a few miles down the road?"

"Of course," living in a rural community I had a pickup (You always have a bed with you) so we ended up backing down to the creek listening to the water flowing and one thing led to another. Knowing that we had no alcohol to desensitize either of us and well aware that the pot was making us both even more sensitive I ate her pussy better than any porn star (male or female) could. Four orgasms later she finally undid my jeans and pulled them down my 3.5 inches was rock hard so there was no need for her to go down on me Instead I climbed on top and plunged it into the tightest, hottest, most velvety piece of heaven that I ever encountered and fucked her like crazy, but a mere few minutes later when she said, "Oh yes, fuck me with that little dick," I exploded.

Afterward, I was so humiliated and knew it was over, I lay back and tried to snuggle her but I felt awkward. This was when she took the reigns and climbed on top of my face, 'Oh my God, I just filled her with the biggest load I had ever shot,' when she rubbed her cunt back and forth smearing my cum all over my face, and then said, "As long as you can use that tongue as you did earlier, I can live with that little dick," filled with humiliation I inhaled our scents and enamored by the mixture opened my mouth. As soon as the fluids dripped into my mouth I was unable to control my tongue and went to work ferociously, not because I was tasting my cum for the first time, but because I was tasting man cum again. The difference was this time the greatest pussy on earth was on my face and was having another orgasm as she began excreting her juice and mine into my eager mouth. As she started screaming, "Eat that cum out of my pussy," my soft 1" dick started to hurt as semen started pouring out again, 'WTF! I'm not hard, not being touched or enticed in any way.'

When she was finished with her 6th orgasm she lay down beside me and snuggled into my arms. I hoped that she had not noticed that I had been expelled a second time because it was dark and she had not touched me. Then she said, "I want to be the reason that little thing cums without being touched from now on, and as long as you can work that tongue, I will be," right then I knew that we would marry, what I didn't know was that more was in store for me, soon.

Chapter two

The next few months were better than I could have imagined. I would leave home in the middle of the night on Sunday night and work all week. Even when I hit the bars with my buddies I (shockingly) would be the sober driver and the banging any slut I could find was gone. On Friday after work I would head straight to Sherry's house for the next 48 hours I would fuck her like crazy and eat pussy until we were both out of our minds, then it would start all over again.

When some of my co-workers finally met Sherry they could see why I calmed my ass down. But a couple of them pointed out that a hot little gal like that might be getting it throughout the week while I was gone. Perhaps naively, I assured them that wasn't an issue. Then one Sunday night as I was preparing to go back to work she mentioned that her mom and stepdad's "friend" had rented a houseboat for the week and they were going to spend the next week, starting on Monday on the boat. This didn't sit well with me as I had learned over the last few weeks that Sherry's mom was hooked on pain pills and their friend "Buzz" was a known drug dealer and happened to be an ex-boyfriend of one of my former conquests. This former conquest also happened to be one of the two women I had fucked before Sherry that had mentioned my lack of size. She had commented during our escapade that her previous boyfriend had been extremely well and she apologized for being stretched out of normal size, Mary's previous boyfriend was Buzz.

At this point, I had met Buzz a couple of times at Sherry's house. Though he was dealing pills to her mother and very obviously fucking her mother he happened to be very interested in Sherry. Even with him being twice her age I knew his reputation and knew that he was known for getting what he wanted. Sherry and I had our first fight this evening it ended with me telling her that if she went on the houseboat trip that was done. She said, "If you can't handle me making my own decisions and cannot trust me to do so, then we might as well end it."

Come Friday night when I arrived in town I headed to Sherry's house. Back then there weren't cell phones and her ****** didn't have a home phone so I wasn't able to talk to her during the week. When I was knocking on her door, the neighbor stepped out and told me they were on vacation and he was keeping an eye on the place. Then asked if Sherry hadn't told me that they were spending the week on a houseboat. to which I replied, "She told me that they planned to but I objected," in reply to this he started laughing and went back inside.

It was over and considering this was a dry county I headed for the Stateline to get some whiskey. This was circa 1990 so drinking and driving was not the big deal it became a few years later, in fact drinking and riding around in the country was a common thing on the weekends. After getting a bottle and cruising the town to my surprise Mary flagged me down wanting to ride around with me so we headed for the country. After a few drinks, she pointed out that she had heard my girlfriend was hanging out with Buzz this week, I was seething, she then said that she would like another chance to rock my world and that she didn't understand why guys wanted little 18-year-old girls when they could have a full grown woman, she was 30 and knew what she was doing. She again pointed out that she was stretched out our first time and wanted another chance to which I replied, "Fuck it, let's go."

Back to her apartment, we were all over each other to the point that when she opened the door we stumbled over the threshold and fell into the living room. I had already unhooked her bra before she had even dug out her key and she had managed to undo my jeans as she was navigating the key into the door. Therefore when we hit the floor her tits (with a little help from my hands) bounced out of her low-cut top. With a swift sideways kick, I managed to slam the door shut and because she had already undone the button and zipper of my Levi's (thankfully I wasn't wearing my 501 Butterflies) she immediately went down and started pulling them down. She then engulfed my manhood and I started to moan. I had enjoyed numerous blowjobs but because Sherry didn't get into them I had not had but a couple of them (very short in duration) in the last 5 months and was loving it. Mary then told me to get on the couch as she couldn't wait any longer. Never being one who wanted to make a lady feel that silvery is dead and certainly not one to make a slut feel unwanted I immediately complied. She then went back to work on her dick with a ferociousness that I had never seen from any woman. Just as I was beginning to feel some redemption and was about to explode she pulled off and told me that she wanted another chance with her pussy and with one swift motion she was on top of me sitting down on my dick. I had not even realized that she had taken off her blue jean shorts, much less her panties. Then she started slowly riding up and down, she was so wet, she kept having to reach down between her legs and grab my cock and hold it while she slid back down onto it until she started taking shorter, much shorter strokes, and started talking, "I knew you weren't huge, but I didn't realize how small it was until I was sucking it."

'OMG'

"Buzz hasn't fucked me in a while so my pussy should be a lot smaller."

"Really?"

"I'm sorry if you don't feel it, but I can't feel your little dick either."

'WTF?'

"You know Buzz is going to fuck your little bitch don't you?"

"No!"

"Maybe you need some of Buzz?"

"What?"

Then she got up and turned around sliding her ass up my chest to my mouth. I could feel her hot pussy as its juices slimmed up me and then she told me to do what I was famous for. Instinctively, I started to tongue her pussy as she grabbed my manhood with two fingers and her thumb and started to slowly jack me off, "You have the tiniest thing I have ever seen," her other hand had been fidgeting with something under the couch cushions and now she stuck it underneath me as my mind raced. 'What the hell is going on?' Then I felt her hot tongue on my head, flicking back and forth when suddenly she stopped and blurted out, "Here's a buzz for you," and I felt something hard, cold and what felt like plastic pressing against my bunghole. Before I could think, much less speak, I felt something invading my ass and it wasn't lubricated. It was not large, but big enough that my ass begin to burn, and then she twisted it and the vibrator came to life. I started to cum like a fucking maniac as she again went down on my pitiful little hard-on and started swallowing my seed. After a couple of quick blasts, she pulls off and slowly starts milking me with her hand, "Your cum is very bitter and watery, doesn't even taste like a real man's cum," I couldn't say anything, I was so fucking humiliated and kept squirting, "You like it in your ass, I bet you like it in your mouth even more," I couldn't stop cumming and then I heard a knock on the door.

Chapter Three

So here I am lying on Mary's couch a vibrator stuck up my ass my prostrate feeling like it's being ravaged by an F-5 tornado my entire body shaking like I'm in a 9.0 magnitude earthquake, every nerve tingling like I had stuck my cock in a light socket, cum oozing out of it and in the midst of all this a someone was knocking on the door, "Come in," yelled Mary.

"What?"

The door opened, 'Damn that kicking the door closed shit, we hadn't locked it!' In walks, Mary's next-door neighbors made a horrific situation ten times worse, unbeknownst to me, Mary's neighbors happened to be Sherry's 1st cousin and her live-in boyfriend, Tina and Dale didn't immediately recognize me but both burst out laughing! Mary, having nothing to be ashamed of stood up and casually started picking up her clothes strewn around the living room. Then as I was trying to cover my nakedness with one hand while reaching out for my clothes Mary took off for the bathroom! 'Holy shit, I have nothing to cover myself with!' I jump up and darted after Mary the vibrator squirted from my ass as Tina and Dale continue howling with laughter!

My knee hit the arm of the couch and my legs buckled at that point I fell to the floor and barely managed to roll over onto my back. The humiliation of it all overwhelmed me. Mary came out of the bathroom putting a robe on as Tina stepped toward me and said, "No need to try to hide it, you can barely see it," then doubled over in laughter with tears burning my eyes as the shame flooded over me.

"Is that Sherry's boyfriend," asked Dale.

Tina managed to slow her howls and wiped her eyes enough to get a better look at me, "Ryan, oh fuck it is," and burst into another round.

Dale said, "I guess it's her girlfriend instead," kicked the still-humming vibrator toward me, and commented, "You dropped your dick," as all three laughed hysterically I was defeated and rolled onto my side and begin to cry harder. Mary began to feel sorry for me and reached down to help me to my feet. Then she led me to the bathroom and helped me clean up and stop crying. I was so confused and felt like I was in a trance. I was so embarrassed and yet she was so soothing as she slowly washed the cum off of me and helped me dress while talking softly the whole time as she calmed me.

"It's okay babe, some guys just can't help it, so what if you're a fag, with your tongue skills you will be fine, and with your tiny prick, you shouldn't be trying to fuck a girl anyway. You are a really sweet person, so you will make someone a perfect girlfriend whether it's a boy or girl they will appreciate you, on and on she spoke softly and calmly, "You have to accept it."

Tina walked in and began to giggle, "I need to pee," she said.

So now I had to leave the bathroom and ask Mary if I could hide in her bedroom until Tina and Dale left and were surprised when she said no. She then pointed out that I needed to go back and face Dale and wait for Tina so that I could tell them that I was gay and that I had accepted it. 'I was mortified, being gay was at that time the worst sin possible in the Bible belt. Besides, I wasn't willing to accept it yet, I mean I was *****, it was a huge mistake, I had been taken advantage of dammit!'

I built myself up and told her that I was leaving, I walked into the living room grabbed up my shoes, and headed for the door. I wasn't about to take the time to put them on for fear that I might make eye contact with someone. I pulled the door shut behind me and let out a huge sigh. I knew Sherry would hear about this but all I could think about is I had to get to my truck and get out of there.

As I reached the ground floor I heard a door open I wasn't about to stop or even look back and kept going as I started down the sidewalk I heard Mary yell at me from the balcony and something fell in front of me. I stopped and picked it up realizing it was my underwear, "You put my panties on bitchboy," Mary yelled and all three burst into another round of laughter. I hadn't put them on, she put them on me and I hadn't noticed. I kept my mouth shut and managed to get my door unlocked and proceeded to get the hell out of there!

Chapter four

The next week seemed like a blur, I feigned being sick until it was time to go back to work and then went through the motions on the job. When I got home on Friday evening my Mom told me that Sherry had called and wanted me to come see her as we needed to talk. Dread flooded over me, I thought of taking off and not looking back but things had been good between us until two weeks ago. On top of that, I truly loved her, on the other hand, I knew she had to have heard what happened. I decided to bite the bullet and face her, hell, I could always take off. So I headed the 30 miles to her house.

Once I pulled into the driveway it dawned on me that I hadn't thought this through. Should I blow the horn and wait for her to come out, what if her mother came out instead, should I get out and knock on the door, what if her 15-year-old sister opened it or her stepdad? Then to my relief, the door opened and Sherry came outside. She was looking down the entire way as came to my truck walked up to the driver's window and asked me to open the door. She didn't want to get in but she did want to be face to face. I complied got out of the truck and stared at the gravel, I had no idea what was going to happen, nor did I know what to say, "So you did come," she said to break the ice.

"Yes," I meekly respond, 'Dammit, that sounded pitiful.'

After a very long sigh, "I guess you screwed yourself last Friday, huh," and started giggling, "At least that's what everyone is saying! You were screwing yourself," my cheeks started to burn and I began to tingle all over, "So you're a closet fag," she asked,
"You're out with the biggest whore in town, but you are fucking yourself in the ass," her voice begins to rise.

'I wasn't doing that to myself, Sh-sh-shhhheee did it be-beeeeefoooore I kna-kna-knnnew what wwwwaasss happening, what the fuck was happening to me,' my mind screamed. I couldn't talk, I began stammering like an idiot!

"So why the fuck were you there with that whore in the first place," she asked as her voice was reaching a fever pitch and her usually sexy, smokey eyes begin to glare with rage!

"What, why was I there, seriously? Because you chose to go out partying on a houseboat with BUZZ when I told you not to! I warned you that if you did we were the..." I felt my face explode! I had never been bitch slapped like that before and was in no way expecting that petite little princess to have that much force behind her hand, I was seeing stars as she began to scream at me!

"You son-of-a-bitch! you were the one caught with a WHORE! You were the one with her vibrator up your ass! You were the one that was cumming with a toy dick in your ass and don't you ever, ever say shit to me about what I do, do you understand me bitch?"

I stood there with the truck door open, my feet on the gravel, ass on the seat looking down at the ground after being emasculated, bitch slapped, (oh by the way) and now listening to the giggles of her mom and little sister who had been looking out the window when Sherry started getting angry, and then stepped out on the porch when she rang my bell.

Sherry then told me to come inside and apologize to everyone. I tried to stand up but my knees turned to jelly. Twice in 8 days my knees had buckled when I was suffering from utter humiliation and I was rock hard. (Wait a minute, I have a hard-on?) Something was happening to me and I knew what it was I just didn't understand then.

At that moment, having slumped back down on the seat and having those thoughts flash through my mind the tears started to escape my eyes and were rolling slowly down my cheeks, and yes, I did have a hard-on, 'Where is this going? How/why am I allowing myself to be treated like this? I was a very well-built construction worker minus the fact that I had a small dick. Granted a little short at 5'8" in my work boots I am at the bottom end of the average range and 175lbs of rock-solid muscle, a full beard, hairy legs, hairy chest, and a mullet (hey it was just the beginning of the '90s and our little part of rural America was three years behind the big cities in everything, including fashion) I was a good-looking guy, hell I had banged more women than most men will ever dream about. Yet now, sitting here in front of the young woman that I love at the lowest point of my life crying like a baby. She reached her hand under my chin and seductively raised my head until I was looking into her eyes. They had softened and even looked watery, she suddenly kissed me, hard! Pressing her tongue between my lips and pushing me back across the seat she pulled away long enough to say, "Oh God, I love you, you are such a caring and sensitive man," before returning to kissing me. I had once again returned to heaven!

After a few minutes of making out, she suggested we go to the creek. It was still daylight but so what, we fucked a lot down there and we had never been there when I didn't eat her pussy, even the times we had fucked. (Of course those times I would eat her at least twice.) "We need to talk."

"Of course, whatever you want I think."

When I backed down into the edge of the creek I asked if she wanted to get in the back and lay down. It wasn't quite dark, but the sun had already set behind the mountain and the horizon was beautiful, Women love that shit right?

"I said to talk."

"No, you said we need to talk," I said with a smirk.

"Ok, then you shut up and I'll talk."

"You need to understand that I will not put up with you being with another woman, EVER! I won't put up with you being with a man either! Well, unless I decide I want you to... but either way, I will forgive you for fucking up and going to see that whore. Buzz told me how big her pussy is and that you had fucked her before, what the hell were you thinking?"

"I don't know?"

"What do you mean Buzz told you, when did you find out and why was he telling you about Mary and me having been with her? In fact, how did he know any of that and who does he think he fucking is talking to you like that,"... and stars again! My head twisted around from the force of impact and the burning invaded my skin as every muscle in the left side of my face. Then the right side exploded from the impact of her backhand! Stunned I broke out in tears and a diatribe of incoherent rambling, I had no clue what I was trying to say, and sure as hell didn't know what was coming out my mouth. Sherry grabbed my hair and pulled me to her breasts, the most perfect breasts on earth. Even with a T-shirt and bra between her huge nipples and my mouth I turned to butter and was trying my damnedest to to lick them.

"Babe, I told you don't ever talk shit to me about what I do. I love you and I'm going to forgive you. Yes, we broke up because you put your foot down and I don't, and won't put up with that, do you understand me?"

As she grabbed the hem of her shirt and pulled it down, now seeing that she didn't have a bra on, I mumbled, "Yes," as my lips engulfed her nipple and I began to ravage her with my tongue. I pulled her T-shirt up in the front and started working my way down. When I reached for the button on her jeans she stopped my hand.

"You want to eat my pussy, babe?"

"Hell yes babe, please..."

"Then here's the deal, "She said vibrantly, "We are going to go back to my house and you are going to apologize to everyone there and you are going to listen to everything they have to say without saying a word then we will come back here and you can have my pussy, okay?"

"Of course, anything you want."

Reluctantly, I sat up and turned the key. What the hell, I would do anything to feel as good as I do when I am worshipping her body. As we rounded the curve and her house came into sight my heart almost stopped. There in her driveway was another vehicle and that car belonged to Buzz. "Pull in babe, I guess you get to apologize to Buzz too, and remember you promised to listen to what everyone had to say without opening your mouth, I'm not sure you going to like what Buzz says."

Chapter Five

As I pulled into the driveway, my anxiety took over and I immediately felt sick after turning off the truck, Sherry said, "Let's go, babe," 'Dam, she seemed so bubbly now.' I expressed my terror to her, and she leaned over and told me. "I love you, we will get through this together. When it's over we are going back down the hill to our spot and I am going to reward you," I was melting again. She professed her love and even said that she regretted being so rough with me. She was willing to answer my questions if I hadn't used an angry tone with her, she wouldn't have had to slap me. Without thinking, I blurted out that I was sorry and begged her to please allow me to make it up to her. She kissed me before saying, "Then let's go."

I followed her inside where everyone was sitting in the living room waiting. Sherry announced that I was ready to apologize to everyone, "He's going to apologize for ruining our vacation when because of him Tina came to the marina and told us what happened it was not only an embarrassment to me, but to every one of you!"

"Tiny," (that was her stepdad's nickname) "he's going to apologize to you for causing you to have to listen while my cousin told my mother that her ********'s fiance (fiance, we are getting married?) was naked with a vibrator up his ass, right in front of her."

"Mom, he's going to apologize to you for embarrassing you because your ********, Amy, only 15 was standing there while Tina told all of us how his little dick was soft and he was oozing cum from the vibrator in his ass."

"Amy, he will apologize to you for getting caught acting like a queer, because half the town knows about it."

"Buzz, he will apologize to you for sticking his dick in your ex-girlfriend. He will thank you for taking care of us and providing us with a great vacation until he ruined it."

"Each of you can say what's on your mind and he will not say a word, right babe?"

"Yes."

"Then he can apologize to me."

Oh shit, she had layed out exactly what I was to say. She hadn't said that I had to say certain things, especially these things. Only that I had to apologize. now after that little spill, I didn't have a choice. I looked at Tiny, "I'm sorry that you had to witness your wife being told by her niece, that she saw me with a vibrator up..." Ohh God this was bad, "With a vibrator... up my ass," Oh, I was burning up, "Susan, I am extremely sorry that you had to hear about this with Amy right there and..."

"Apologize for what she had to hear," Sherry interrupted.

'Goddamn this is bad.' "Susan, I am sorry you had to listen, to hear. To, ohh, I'm sorry, please forgive me, I am sorry you had to listen to Tina tell everyone that I am..." I couldn't believe what I was saying, the things I was admitting to, I was on fire! After a very long pause and a very long breath, I continued, "I did have a vibrator in my ass and everything Tina said is true, I'm sorry." I was starting to cry, this was awful, defeated, my mind shut down, and I couldn't speak.

"Ahem," Amy, the smirky little bitch, "I'm next."

I took a big gulp and managed to squeak out, "Amy, I'm sorry that I was caught acting a..."

"Acting," Amy interjected, "Sherry, did Tina say he was acting?"

"You know what to say, Ryan." I dropped my head a beaten man and continued, "I was caught being a queer. I don't know what to say, I'm pathetic," I couldn't control myself any longer I had been saying what Sherry wanted me to say and I couldn't think, much less try to buck up against it.

"Now Buzz."

"Argh!" I didn't know if I could take it and yet I found myself turning toward him and then I heard someone say, "Buzz, I apologize for thinking I could fuck Mary, thank you for taking care of everyone and I'm sorry for ruining things."

"Good," Sherry exclaimed, "Now everyone else can have their say."

Susan started, "Out with Mary, with that little thing you have, do you know how big Buzz's cock is? I have no idea why Sherry has kept you around, especially now."

Amy chimed in, "That everyone needs a lapdog. A dog to lap up afterward, right Tiny?"

Tiny looked down and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I wasn't the only one here that was being degraded. No wonder he never spoke when Susan mentioned Buzz's cock, "Sometimes you have to accept things the way they are and understand where your place is," he said.

"That's right," Buzz chimed in, " I know you didn't hit bottom with Mary but did you even hit the sides," he started laughing, "Did you think she could feel it this time? I couldn't believe it when Tina told us how little you are, but then Mary confirmed it, so answer me, boy," (boy, this bastard just called me a BOY!) "Could she feel it?"

"No, she couldn't," I was on fire again.

"Do think that Sherry can feel it?"

"I don't. I don't know."

"Well little man, when she needs a real fucking then let me know and I will take care of her pussy for her, got it?"

"Okay," I responded.

"You address me as sir, boy!"

"Yes sir."

Sherry stood up in front of me, "Now it's my turn, what do you have to say to me?"

"I'm sorry that I ruined your fun, babe, and I will make sure that never happens again."

Sherry looked at me and her eyes began to get that look again, I had no idea what I should say. She slowly looked around at everyone else before her glare settled back on me, "That's all you can say to me? (Sorry I ruined your fun?) How about (Sorry my dick is so little?) or (I'm sorry I'm a faggot.)

"How about apologizing to me for letting everyone know that my dick is fucking little, huh?"

Sherry glared at me and without warning she kicked me in the balls! I crumpled to the floor in excruciating pain. 'Why was she doing this? Why is she wanting to hurt me?' Sherry bent down and told me to say, say what she expected.

I started to cry again and Sherry softened, she put her arms around me and said ever so gently in my ear, "Oh babe, say it. Like Tiny said accept it, say what has to be said so we can get out of here, you want your reward don't you?"

I started babbling, "I'm sorry dear, I never meant to shame you or myself. I didn't mean to be a fag or get caught. I should have known better than to hook up with Mary again and I never dreamed I would get caught like that, I'm so ashamed, please, please forgive me."

Sherry smiled and stood up, she reached down helped me to my feet, and led me outside to the truck. As we were backing out of the driveway Sherry broke the silence, "Well, I said I would answer your questions. I guess the first answer is yes, I did fuck Buzz but we were broken up remember? I love you and we need to decide on a wedding date, babe."