eligible_cuck
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Just a brief intro: I'm a 58 yr old single pale cuckold wannabe. I've been using, err reading darkwanderers stories for decades, and remember jerking off to them many times. However I just signed up. I've also, relatively recently had a stroke, so some things are now subdued. Or is that subdude? 
Yes, in my earlier years I used to use that as a monicker to sign up to ye olden IRC, and chat to a lot of horny folks.
Ok, so this is a thread about story writing, or rather request for stories.
So I want to finally settle down. I've played the field before. I've had many girlfriends. Some older than me, some younger. Some in their early 20's when I was in my 50's. The older ones were a mathematician who was 4 years my senior. Another one was again 4 years my senior, but she dropped out of MIT (after being recruited because she was a 15 year old genius). She was living with her former boss, who was ~ 33 years her senior. And when I left her, she flew down and visited me and stayed with me for a month.
The 23 year old was a biologist from USA too, and whilst she had some sort of master she wanted a partner, so she was exploring me back then. We actually met on Failbook, so that would have been around ~ 2009/2010? So just under 50 I would have been and she was 23.
The 22 year old was from a borderline Eastern European/Middle Eastern nation. She was doing a double degree in science and finance, and she also picked me out on failbook. Ok, facebook, but I loathe them, so Failbook I will call them. I went over and visited her, bought her presents and all, but I was really interested in the 54 year old mathematician back then, so umm, I'm partly guilty of kinda abandoning the 22 year old. Also politics, but I don't want to drag this out too much.
I've of course had other relationships, including with a TV Presenter. She was 33 when I was in my late 40's, early 50's. She was also the ******** of a small time politician, and herself a drop dead gorgeous part-time dominatrix. I like them like that. Super confident capable women. She also had a Greek boyfriend who was extremely jealous of me, so even though she tried to not include him, he'd end up in the mix somehow. Anyway, eventually someone else came up and I gave her the miss.
There were of course others, however what I now figured was common and important between the two 22 and 23 year olds was that both were lacking a biological father in the picture. That is they were both Electra Complex candidates. You may have to look that up. So ones relationship with her mother wasn't that bad after all, and the other one, funnily enough I never heard about her mother. Hmm,...
So I'm no psychologist, but Electra Complex girls, brought up in the absence of a father figure apparently try to fill that gap by having many close relationships with older men. Ah ha! Yes, now you're getting it. And that's how they found me too I guess.
But like I said, I never really considered it back then because I was more interested in the other women I had relationships with. Including the two US ones, and the mathematician from overseas. Oh and the TV presenter. Though she used to get me upset with her Greek boyfriend, she too was a tall, thin, pale, and very intelligent and sexy young lady.
And whilst I have a few friends now who would probably marry me, they cannot give me kids. So I'm not going to lead them up the garden path, so to speak. I basically want to leave behind a legacy when I am gone. Which should be 5 to 10 years from now.
I am not institutionalised yet, but may get there within the next 2 to 5 years. So further reason to have someone forming a ****** with me, to take over the reins, so to speak.
Now, I want a young lady to have kids with. So that brings her age range down to between 20 and 40. And I can't afford to dilly dally with the offspring so again that brings down the range to between 20 and 30.
I would like her to be relatively brilliant. As I am, or was before the stroke. That is either have a degree in physics or mathematics or medicine (with interest or intent to further specialise in neurology). Physics preferred but the other two fields are also science and mathematics intensive. I have thought about biology, zoology, etc, but just not enough physics or mathematics in those. And whilst there is some mathematics in medicine, I'm really interested in someone with a degree in that if they're capable and interested in would further specialise in neurology. Basically, so that maybe they can help me with my brain problem, but I realise it is wishful thinking, and a degree in physics and mathematics is preferred. Btw, I am reading up on stem cell research, but buckleys!
Ok, so Electra Complex, extremely brilliant, fecund [fertile], and drop dead sexy!
I am only ~ 166 cm tall. I am pale pinkish with plenty of chest hair and body hair, and average endowment ["average" could mean different things to different people so look up https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1111/bju.13010 or https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_penis_size].
So I came and registered on this website, and have read IR stories for decades, but I am still a scientist, and know the difference between facts and fantasy.
I want, or desire her to be ~ 180 cm's or taller, slim to skinny, looong legs, narrow arse, faultless pale skin, and a brain to burn holes thru intractable generational problems. I know such women exist. As do men. I've had the pleasure of meeting a few of them.
And to me it will be okay if she's significantly taller than me as then other taller men will look at her, in her 20's [or younger] and me in my late 50's early 60's and shorter, and they will not hesitate to go for her thinking that surely we cannot be a match!
I used to experience that with Mona, when she was 22 and I was 27 (age gap wasn't significant then), but she was significantly taller than me. And the guys passing us almost nearly ignored me as they made passes at her. Fortunately she also possessed a black belt in Tae Kwando so she didn't feel threatened by them either. She was a soccer player for one of the states teams then, and although she had a hard face, her body was stunning! Unfortunately, aside from the sex, there wasn't much else going between us. I mean, after a brief meet in Canberra, within about a week she packed up everything she had and moved in with me in Melbourne. I was still studying and I really didn't want the distraction [plus I had other gf's], but she started applying for jobs and what not. After about a month I asked her to leave [she didn't find a job]. I mean, the sex was fantastic, but we didn't really have much else in common. She was religious, I'm an atheist. She was a smoker, I don't. She was a drinker, I'm a teetotaller, etc. Her older sister was hot too, and she used to get jealous at that as well. Anyway, where was I?
Yes, so I remember her wearing a t-shirt, and shorts, and myself I can't remember but probably same, and when a group of guys used to pass us by the comments would come thick and loud. But she made me feel relaxed.
So basically I need the young lady to have kids with, and I want her to study mathematics, physics, or medicine.
Meaning she has to be a high school graduate, or just about to graduate. And be good enough in her high school / uni-entrance marks to get into physics, mathematics, or medicine. And she has to have had a biological father absent from her developing years. And I do like my women tall, skinny, narrow arse, looong legs, real pale skin. Breasts and hair, doesn't matter that much to me. I'm a lover of cunnilingus. Did I mention atheist? That is crucial, and of course, non-substance abuser. Eg no smokes, no alcohol, no drugs!
I have property here as well as overseas. I can afford her course costs as well. I suspect it will cost between 150k to 250k, but also based on her intelligence, she will probably be winning scholarships too.
I want three kids; a girl, a boy, and another girl from my loins. She can have lovers from the get go! And if she thinks she can handle it, she can also have their children too. I will provide for them all. But bear in mind that 5 to 10 years from now I will be gone. She and the kids will inherit it all. My three kids first though!
Now story writers:
I love 'interracial', she may not. She might actually be in to ******. The reason I mentioned that was I got serious interests from a woman on imagefap who was going to intro me to another young lady. But she was seriously into both ****** and femdom. Now, before you get your knickers in a knot, we're talking about 'of age' ****** here. And the other thing is, a) I will not be providing any financial assistance to any bio- or otherwise father, brother, uncle of hers. So if they want to introduce themselves to me, that is fine, but don't expect anything from me. I mean, you're welcome to pay your way here and see her, if that is what she wants, but my money goes to my future wife. Not to you! b) ****** of varying degrees is legal in most countries with some variations. I'm talking about consensual of age ******. Not pedophilia. And in most nations they don't care who fucks who, providing it is consensual, and no kids are born of the union. That is father ******** ******. Or step father ******** ******. But ****** also could be uncle - cousin ******, brother sister ******, etc. Some nations ban anything that smells like ******, whereas others permit first cousins to have marriages, fucking and kids.
The other more likely scenario is she may have other boyfriends, including older men, or younger men, or a different man/men every week, etc. They're fine too, but again, I will not be paying for any of them.
I would like her to be into darker skinned, slim or fit, taller big dicked men. As I like them too. But I cannot of course guarantee that, because it is up to her who she beds. And I will respect that. Just as so long as the first three kids are from my loins.
Now, I will probably continue to play around. Though just like before I will refrain from creating rugrats with women I am not married with. And if push comes to shove, and she says 'No, I cannot play around!' then I will refrain. Even though she will still be free to, and can, and hopefully will play around, because I'm a pervert like that.
I also like playing with the occasional cock, and sucking some of them, and maybe even receiving golden showers etc. But again, if she says no, I will refrain. She will always be free to do so, because I'm a pervert like that.
US Race gibberish
I don't like US dichotomous 'race' terminology. Eg I do not like people being labelled as black and white, when in fact there is absolutely neither of those, ever. There is of course a million skin tones, including dark, brown, pales, etc., between the black and whites, but NO absolutely blacks and no absolutely whites. And there is of course big dicked and small dicked guys. Both of dark skin, and pale skin. And yes of course, culture makes a big difference. Eg I live with 4 Nigerian young men, and one Iranian. 3 of the Nigerian men are married (with other Nigerian women). They range in age from 29 thru to 45. The single one is 35 and has a 20 yr old Nigerian gf, and he's looking for another one. I'm sure he will find one too. Now the downside is they're all religious. And by religious I mean going to church every Sunday [meh!], but also chanting in their rooms at like between 1 and 4 AM. I mean, wtf!?
Anyway, so religious men will be off limits. Those who believe in a god, or so, are fine, but those who wave a bible about and chant in the early morning hours, nope, not interested!
So we talked about skin tone, culture, and dick size. And I did state that skin tone has no relevance to penis size, though men of any ethnicity/skin tone can have a small penis or an average penis, or a large penis. Though odds are they'd be average. And women are less sizists than men are. I mean, sure some women go for a mans package for sure. But that's some women. Most women care less about length than they do about thickness and even with thickness they care less about it than men who are size queens. Sure there will always be women who are size queens, but on average women consider the broader package of the man. Not just his penis.
I remember when I was younger I worked at a Cancer Institute. I used to shower some men who were on chemotherapy. They were pretty much drugged up with it, so if I wasn't there they could have fallen over. But I remember seeing one guy, tall, big feet, big hands, and tiny penis. In fact he had a testicle missing. The others didn't register in my memory. Except for one other guy. He was sort of Melanesian, short, shorter than me even, and slim. He had a dick that hung down to almost his knee cap. And he wasn't even erect. The other thing I saw was prolapsed vagina's. Because they were middle aged women with some type of cancer, their vagina was hanging out. And some of them looked bigger than your average guys penis.
Let me know if you feel like writing this story. I will be happy further help, and even happier if potential young pale ladies can find me after reading your story.
Yes, in my earlier years I used to use that as a monicker to sign up to ye olden IRC, and chat to a lot of horny folks. Ok, so this is a thread about story writing, or rather request for stories.
So I want to finally settle down. I've played the field before. I've had many girlfriends. Some older than me, some younger. Some in their early 20's when I was in my 50's. The older ones were a mathematician who was 4 years my senior. Another one was again 4 years my senior, but she dropped out of MIT (after being recruited because she was a 15 year old genius). She was living with her former boss, who was ~ 33 years her senior. And when I left her, she flew down and visited me and stayed with me for a month.
The 23 year old was a biologist from USA too, and whilst she had some sort of master she wanted a partner, so she was exploring me back then. We actually met on Failbook, so that would have been around ~ 2009/2010? So just under 50 I would have been and she was 23.
The 22 year old was from a borderline Eastern European/Middle Eastern nation. She was doing a double degree in science and finance, and she also picked me out on failbook. Ok, facebook, but I loathe them, so Failbook I will call them. I went over and visited her, bought her presents and all, but I was really interested in the 54 year old mathematician back then, so umm, I'm partly guilty of kinda abandoning the 22 year old. Also politics, but I don't want to drag this out too much.
I've of course had other relationships, including with a TV Presenter. She was 33 when I was in my late 40's, early 50's. She was also the ******** of a small time politician, and herself a drop dead gorgeous part-time dominatrix. I like them like that. Super confident capable women. She also had a Greek boyfriend who was extremely jealous of me, so even though she tried to not include him, he'd end up in the mix somehow. Anyway, eventually someone else came up and I gave her the miss.
There were of course others, however what I now figured was common and important between the two 22 and 23 year olds was that both were lacking a biological father in the picture. That is they were both Electra Complex candidates. You may have to look that up. So ones relationship with her mother wasn't that bad after all, and the other one, funnily enough I never heard about her mother. Hmm,...
So I'm no psychologist, but Electra Complex girls, brought up in the absence of a father figure apparently try to fill that gap by having many close relationships with older men. Ah ha! Yes, now you're getting it. And that's how they found me too I guess.
But like I said, I never really considered it back then because I was more interested in the other women I had relationships with. Including the two US ones, and the mathematician from overseas. Oh and the TV presenter. Though she used to get me upset with her Greek boyfriend, she too was a tall, thin, pale, and very intelligent and sexy young lady.
And whilst I have a few friends now who would probably marry me, they cannot give me kids. So I'm not going to lead them up the garden path, so to speak. I basically want to leave behind a legacy when I am gone. Which should be 5 to 10 years from now.
I am not institutionalised yet, but may get there within the next 2 to 5 years. So further reason to have someone forming a ****** with me, to take over the reins, so to speak.
Now, I want a young lady to have kids with. So that brings her age range down to between 20 and 40. And I can't afford to dilly dally with the offspring so again that brings down the range to between 20 and 30.
I would like her to be relatively brilliant. As I am, or was before the stroke. That is either have a degree in physics or mathematics or medicine (with interest or intent to further specialise in neurology). Physics preferred but the other two fields are also science and mathematics intensive. I have thought about biology, zoology, etc, but just not enough physics or mathematics in those. And whilst there is some mathematics in medicine, I'm really interested in someone with a degree in that if they're capable and interested in would further specialise in neurology. Basically, so that maybe they can help me with my brain problem, but I realise it is wishful thinking, and a degree in physics and mathematics is preferred. Btw, I am reading up on stem cell research, but buckleys!
Ok, so Electra Complex, extremely brilliant, fecund [fertile], and drop dead sexy!
I am only ~ 166 cm tall. I am pale pinkish with plenty of chest hair and body hair, and average endowment ["average" could mean different things to different people so look up https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1111/bju.13010 or https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_penis_size].
So I came and registered on this website, and have read IR stories for decades, but I am still a scientist, and know the difference between facts and fantasy.
I want, or desire her to be ~ 180 cm's or taller, slim to skinny, looong legs, narrow arse, faultless pale skin, and a brain to burn holes thru intractable generational problems. I know such women exist. As do men. I've had the pleasure of meeting a few of them.
And to me it will be okay if she's significantly taller than me as then other taller men will look at her, in her 20's [or younger] and me in my late 50's early 60's and shorter, and they will not hesitate to go for her thinking that surely we cannot be a match!
I used to experience that with Mona, when she was 22 and I was 27 (age gap wasn't significant then), but she was significantly taller than me. And the guys passing us almost nearly ignored me as they made passes at her. Fortunately she also possessed a black belt in Tae Kwando so she didn't feel threatened by them either. She was a soccer player for one of the states teams then, and although she had a hard face, her body was stunning! Unfortunately, aside from the sex, there wasn't much else going between us. I mean, after a brief meet in Canberra, within about a week she packed up everything she had and moved in with me in Melbourne. I was still studying and I really didn't want the distraction [plus I had other gf's], but she started applying for jobs and what not. After about a month I asked her to leave [she didn't find a job]. I mean, the sex was fantastic, but we didn't really have much else in common. She was religious, I'm an atheist. She was a smoker, I don't. She was a drinker, I'm a teetotaller, etc. Her older sister was hot too, and she used to get jealous at that as well. Anyway, where was I?
Yes, so I remember her wearing a t-shirt, and shorts, and myself I can't remember but probably same, and when a group of guys used to pass us by the comments would come thick and loud. But she made me feel relaxed.
So basically I need the young lady to have kids with, and I want her to study mathematics, physics, or medicine.
Meaning she has to be a high school graduate, or just about to graduate. And be good enough in her high school / uni-entrance marks to get into physics, mathematics, or medicine. And she has to have had a biological father absent from her developing years. And I do like my women tall, skinny, narrow arse, looong legs, real pale skin. Breasts and hair, doesn't matter that much to me. I'm a lover of cunnilingus. Did I mention atheist? That is crucial, and of course, non-substance abuser. Eg no smokes, no alcohol, no drugs!
I have property here as well as overseas. I can afford her course costs as well. I suspect it will cost between 150k to 250k, but also based on her intelligence, she will probably be winning scholarships too.
I want three kids; a girl, a boy, and another girl from my loins. She can have lovers from the get go! And if she thinks she can handle it, she can also have their children too. I will provide for them all. But bear in mind that 5 to 10 years from now I will be gone. She and the kids will inherit it all. My three kids first though!
Now story writers:
I love 'interracial', she may not. She might actually be in to ******. The reason I mentioned that was I got serious interests from a woman on imagefap who was going to intro me to another young lady. But she was seriously into both ****** and femdom. Now, before you get your knickers in a knot, we're talking about 'of age' ****** here. And the other thing is, a) I will not be providing any financial assistance to any bio- or otherwise father, brother, uncle of hers. So if they want to introduce themselves to me, that is fine, but don't expect anything from me. I mean, you're welcome to pay your way here and see her, if that is what she wants, but my money goes to my future wife. Not to you! b) ****** of varying degrees is legal in most countries with some variations. I'm talking about consensual of age ******. Not pedophilia. And in most nations they don't care who fucks who, providing it is consensual, and no kids are born of the union. That is father ******** ******. Or step father ******** ******. But ****** also could be uncle - cousin ******, brother sister ******, etc. Some nations ban anything that smells like ******, whereas others permit first cousins to have marriages, fucking and kids.
The other more likely scenario is she may have other boyfriends, including older men, or younger men, or a different man/men every week, etc. They're fine too, but again, I will not be paying for any of them.
I would like her to be into darker skinned, slim or fit, taller big dicked men. As I like them too. But I cannot of course guarantee that, because it is up to her who she beds. And I will respect that. Just as so long as the first three kids are from my loins.
Now, I will probably continue to play around. Though just like before I will refrain from creating rugrats with women I am not married with. And if push comes to shove, and she says 'No, I cannot play around!' then I will refrain. Even though she will still be free to, and can, and hopefully will play around, because I'm a pervert like that.
I also like playing with the occasional cock, and sucking some of them, and maybe even receiving golden showers etc. But again, if she says no, I will refrain. She will always be free to do so, because I'm a pervert like that.
US Race gibberish
I don't like US dichotomous 'race' terminology. Eg I do not like people being labelled as black and white, when in fact there is absolutely neither of those, ever. There is of course a million skin tones, including dark, brown, pales, etc., between the black and whites, but NO absolutely blacks and no absolutely whites. And there is of course big dicked and small dicked guys. Both of dark skin, and pale skin. And yes of course, culture makes a big difference. Eg I live with 4 Nigerian young men, and one Iranian. 3 of the Nigerian men are married (with other Nigerian women). They range in age from 29 thru to 45. The single one is 35 and has a 20 yr old Nigerian gf, and he's looking for another one. I'm sure he will find one too. Now the downside is they're all religious. And by religious I mean going to church every Sunday [meh!], but also chanting in their rooms at like between 1 and 4 AM. I mean, wtf!?
Anyway, so religious men will be off limits. Those who believe in a god, or so, are fine, but those who wave a bible about and chant in the early morning hours, nope, not interested!
So we talked about skin tone, culture, and dick size. And I did state that skin tone has no relevance to penis size, though men of any ethnicity/skin tone can have a small penis or an average penis, or a large penis. Though odds are they'd be average. And women are less sizists than men are. I mean, sure some women go for a mans package for sure. But that's some women. Most women care less about length than they do about thickness and even with thickness they care less about it than men who are size queens. Sure there will always be women who are size queens, but on average women consider the broader package of the man. Not just his penis.
I remember when I was younger I worked at a Cancer Institute. I used to shower some men who were on chemotherapy. They were pretty much drugged up with it, so if I wasn't there they could have fallen over. But I remember seeing one guy, tall, big feet, big hands, and tiny penis. In fact he had a testicle missing. The others didn't register in my memory. Except for one other guy. He was sort of Melanesian, short, shorter than me even, and slim. He had a dick that hung down to almost his knee cap. And he wasn't even erect. The other thing I saw was prolapsed vagina's. Because they were middle aged women with some type of cancer, their vagina was hanging out. And some of them looked bigger than your average guys penis.
Let me know if you feel like writing this story. I will be happy further help, and even happier if potential young pale ladies can find me after reading your story.
