It's evolved from watching ****** porn as a young child with abandonment issues, to having been left for a black guy at 13 years old and sent pictures of my ex sucking him off ( he was 16 and it was huge).
Then, without seeking it out, around 16-17 years old, I saw my first mom/son BBC cuck movie, with her little limp worm cock pathetic ytboi son jerking to her getting railed.
It wasn't a huge deal then, but BBC started appearing in my searches from then on.
I ended up getting in a bad breakup, and it wasn't as quick (6-7 months after), and no pics
. But the girl of my dreams also, started smoking that black pole. I never saw his out, but he had a bulge that makes me think he was packing at least 8".
Anyway, I ended up dating a married lesbian couple at 20, got kicked our, became homeless. Got hooked on meth, started living in a hotel and jerking endlessly.
My gooning went everywhere, and I never admitted fully to myself until about 2 years ago but I got truly hooked on BNWO hypno. At first, I'd 'finish' to mom/son & big tits to make myself not feel gay, but every now and then I'd slip and bust while staring at a black godcock.
I've been off meth for 3 years now (I'm 29). Buy my urge to meet a hung black stud, jerk him, and over time train my throat to be like a flashlight so he can fill my mouth, stomach & lungs with that black seed
Then, I want to get my gf in on it. We've been together for almost 2 years, and recently I "accidentally " left one of my favorite BNWO sites up. We had a talk about it, so she knows. Gonna ease her into it.
Then, without seeking it out, around 16-17 years old, I saw my first mom/son BBC cuck movie, with her little limp worm cock pathetic ytboi son jerking to her getting railed.
It wasn't a huge deal then, but BBC started appearing in my searches from then on.
I ended up getting in a bad breakup, and it wasn't as quick (6-7 months after), and no pics
. But the girl of my dreams also, started smoking that black pole. I never saw his out, but he had a bulge that makes me think he was packing at least 8". Anyway, I ended up dating a married lesbian couple at 20, got kicked our, became homeless. Got hooked on meth, started living in a hotel and jerking endlessly.
My gooning went everywhere, and I never admitted fully to myself until about 2 years ago but I got truly hooked on BNWO hypno. At first, I'd 'finish' to mom/son & big tits to make myself not feel gay, but every now and then I'd slip and bust while staring at a black godcock.
I've been off meth for 3 years now (I'm 29). Buy my urge to meet a hung black stud, jerk him, and over time train my throat to be like a flashlight so he can fill my mouth, stomach & lungs with that black seed
Then, I want to get my gf in on it. We've been together for almost 2 years, and recently I "accidentally " left one of my favorite BNWO sites up. We had a talk about it, so she knows. Gonna ease her into it.