To a black man 24/7/365. And just because it's a it's a thing with me in my head he has to be a chubby / overweight black man. Younger man MILF lover would be probably ideal but even older man but here's the thing -- if I could quit thinking about this or seeking this I probably would but I can't. I don't want this I NEED THIS TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP THINK BNWO. Think make me your Bitch