betafinn969
Closet CD from Finland
Hi there everyone!
Like I mentioned I am 27 year old, I'm short and skinny whiteboi from Finland. I have been a closet cd now for 7 months. (long story why I started dressing)
My girlfriend left me over a year ago, and I have been pussyfree since then, and becoming a cd, has just made it more difficult to approach girls. Recently found out about BNWO, and it felt wrong to read about those things and watching white girls with BBC, but it is arousing. But I understand it even though it makes me feels weird and like my masculine side doesn't want things to be true. But here I am, found this site and just wanted to join this community. Read about things and ideas, comments of other people here.
Don't want to give you my real name, and I have never given myself a femme name either. I'm a struggling closet cd, but done it a lot more lately and have started to feel more weak, submissive. Hope I'm welcomed here. PS: Only had girlfriends and never done anything with a man, but feel a bit nervous but intrigued and interested to talk to a real Black man.
Like I mentioned I am 27 year old, I'm short and skinny whiteboi from Finland. I have been a closet cd now for 7 months. (long story why I started dressing)
My girlfriend left me over a year ago, and I have been pussyfree since then, and becoming a cd, has just made it more difficult to approach girls. Recently found out about BNWO, and it felt wrong to read about those things and watching white girls with BBC, but it is arousing. But I understand it even though it makes me feels weird and like my masculine side doesn't want things to be true. But here I am, found this site and just wanted to join this community. Read about things and ideas, comments of other people here.
Don't want to give you my real name, and I have never given myself a femme name either. I'm a struggling closet cd, but done it a lot more lately and have started to feel more weak, submissive. Hope I'm welcomed here. PS: Only had girlfriends and never done anything with a man, but feel a bit nervous but intrigued and interested to talk to a real Black man.
