Although I have long since realized that I am a complete failure sexually (I am a very smalldicked stutterer) and that I am only pitied, mocked or arrogantly rejected by women...
...I still get incredibly upset when I see how black immigrants can conquer the most beautiful blondes, only with their charm and their muscular, male-potent bodies.
And my heart beats the most when I see a sexy woman on the street with her black lover and a little mixed-race child, and she may also be pregnant with a second child!! ......while I am obviously invisible to the female sex and lonely!
Sometimes I think of castration so that I don't have to be so upset about my poor loser role!!
What do you think?
...I still get incredibly upset when I see how black immigrants can conquer the most beautiful blondes, only with their charm and their muscular, male-potent bodies.
And my heart beats the most when I see a sexy woman on the street with her black lover and a little mixed-race child, and she may also be pregnant with a second child!! ......while I am obviously invisible to the female sex and lonely!
Sometimes I think of castration so that I don't have to be so upset about my poor loser role!!
What do you think?