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I am meeting three other women in California next week to play golf. Without our husband’s. We get together every year. And I am weak - with anticipation at a chance to say no to white boys and yes to black men. Tingling with anticipation. My toys are preparing me. Now I just hope I have the courage....

Don't worry about being courageous hon, simply put yourself in proximity to a black guy while looking your best if possible (or several guys), and then make eye contact, smile, be friendly and approachable. Even flirt a little if you feel a touch empowered to in the heat of the moment, I'm sure you still remember how to flirt girl. But mostly let him make all the big moves, that's basically their job anyways, all you need to do is simply be present and accepting of his advances.

And for the love of Black Cock keep us posted.

I know that if I follow JoJo’s much appreciated advice that I will be burning up with heat and melting!! I may not be able to say much. Heart beating, trembling a little, breathless, mouth dry. Feeling like a teen again when the captain of the football team asked me to dance.