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@[6340JoJo] please bear with the number of posts. i need to get this off my chest while it's still fresh in my memory. also to help me process. it began with a friday night dinner at my place. then we drove to the nearby park because she felt like a moonlit stroll.

@[6340JoJo] we found a bench and sat down. she held my arm as we chatted about friends, ****** and work. then she turned the topic towards how was my life in chastity. i hesitated. but i remember what you said about honest communication. so i told her how i felt hurt with the way she had been treating me. from slapping my face, not being able to touch her, making fun of me in front of her friends, openly flirting and dating other black men, and emasculating me. etc.

@[6340JoJo] she pulled her hands away from my arm and reached out to hold and squeeze my hand. 'was i too cruel? i'm sorry you feel that way.' i squeezed her back and asked 'but why are you being so mean?'

@[6340JoJo] 'i was your sub for 2 years. it's hard for me to just let that go. but at the same time, i love what we have now. i didn't realise i would enjoy it so much. and i don't want to lose it. i was mean because... because i still think of myself as your sub and i only behaved the way i did to get rid of those feelings.'

@[6340JoJo] i replied, 'is that really it? don't you care about me?' she said, 'yes. that's the truth. and i can't change how i feel. please, please, please don't be upset. the sex i'm getting now is... fucking amazing. your penis is small. i've tried my best to not let it bother me. but my pussy wants more. but that's just sex. and i do care! i need your presence in my life. your emotional support means everything.'

@[6340JoJo] my mind was racing. i asked 'but what about taking care of how i feel? what if i fail to accept this?' she paused and looked at me, 'i'll do better to watch your feelings. but if... but if you really can't. then we'll have to let each other go. move on...'

@[6340JoJo] i said, 'what? how could you?' she replied, 'stop saying that. you don't understand my feelings either. what i'm going through. but i swear, i could never forget you. you're the kindest lover, and boyfriend i ever had. and even though you never truly satisfied my desires and expectations... i was... i was... genuinely happy to be your sub.' and she smiled with tears in her eyes.

@[6340JoJo] i just sat there. dumbfounded. a mix of conflicted emotions. i didn't know what to say. my lust was gone. we just sat in silence next to each other. the minutes passed. my head was awash in so much noise. then she curled up and rested her head on my lap. and in that subtle moment, everything became clear. i leaned in, kissed her cheek and held her tightly. then, i let go and said, 'okay.'

@[6340JoJo] 'okay? what does that mean?', she sniffed. i stood up, 'it means, i'll be your sweet servant boy. your wish is my command.'

@[6340JoJo] and just like that, her face brightened up. 'you mean it? Master?' and then i started to swell in my cage. 'stop teasing me please. you win.' she grinned. 'i thought you missed hearing that.'

@[6340JoJo] we made our way back to the car. it was late. and the park was empty. i opened the car door for her. she looked so beautiful. everything about her was perfect. from her blonde hair to black high heels. my trophy gf. and i, her servant boy. an urge came over me. i got on my hands and knees and kissed her feet.