Showing My Commitment

I have always found black men sexy and have held fantasies about them since about the time I was twelve. Once I was able to get access to porn through the internet by clandestinely removing the computer in my bedroom from the porn filter at the age of 14 I would jill myself off by rubbing my clit and fingering my pussy to a steady diet of hot white women being fucked by black men and their massive cocks on a daily basis. This started off with some pretty vanilla girl-on-boy stuff with blacked.com as a favorite but over time I started to crave more extreme stuff with gang bangs, choking, blow bangs, and hard deep throat where the girls were treated like the sluts they were by black men (and sometimes women) like blackpayback.com. I began to realize that I had a very broad submissive streak.

As I got older and started to date, I would date white boys because that was expected by friends and ****** and, frankly there were no easily accessible black boys or men to experiment with. Because of my looks and intelligence, I was courted by the best-looking guys but because I was not that interested, I would not put out, this was to get me the reputation as a bit of a prude. The furthest I got was a hand job and some clumsy heavy petting with the captain of the rugby team in the back of his father's car with him trying to jam his tongue all the way down to my tonsils whilst playing with my tits all too gently and me fondling a 10cm cock that shot a weak, watery load that dribbled down the shaft to form a puddle in his lap. A far less than satisfactory outcome for me but it allowed me to keep up appearances whilst hiding my "darker" fantasies.

After every date, I would come home and shower to clean myself and then retire to my bedroom to watch hardcore interracial porn seeing the conversion and extreme pleasure that Big Black Cocks would give to white sluts of all ages. As I lay there watching and playing, I would remember that the women were somebody’s ********, wife, mother, aunt, and even grandmothers. This would help get me off thinking how they might be discovered by friends or ****** as they gave themselves to thuggish black men to be used and abused from this, I developed an exhibitionist streak. It was also at this point that I made a decision that the first cock I sucked or fucked would be a black cock and, as with many girls, I wanted that time to be "special".

When I moved out of my parents’ house leaving my mother, father, little sister, and brother behind I was able to move to a location that had more black men but they usually kept to their own groups and hangouts and, whilst they were more of them, they seemed just as inaccessible to me. Having to share a dorm room with another girl - a slightly chubby, nerdy, brunette with huge tits and massively hairy bush who never seemed to get a date or go out in any way heavily curtailed my porn and masturbation habit and I was constantly horny.

It all came to a head at a house party that my white boyfriend took me to one spring evening. There was a lot of alcohol and he had overindulged as usual and we had walked out the back of the house for him to vomit in a garden bed. In the back garden seated around a garden table smoking weed, drinking beer, and with a pile of white powder in bags stacked in the middle was a group of five or six black men. All of them were shirtless in the warm evening revealing well-muscled bodies all with tattoos even on their faces and necks. In my horny state, I could not help but stare and consider the possibilities. The noise of my boyfriend retching into a potted plant drew the attention of the group. "Hey, go do that somewhere else you pathetic white boy. We don't want the stench of your spew or the sight of your street pizza interfering with the vibe we got going." as I am noticed, "Wow, look at the hot redheaded bitch! She can smoke my pole any day! Come and join the party."

This gets the drunken asshole I use as a cover story notice and triggers a hostile angry response "No girl of mine is going to hang with that thug, nigger trash!" he pulls me back towards the back door roughly.

I pull away "You don't own me and I will hang out with whomever I want!"

This scene caused the group to stand up all over them over 180cm tall towering over both me but less so over my boyfriend. "How are you going to stop us if we want to take her from you white bread?" asks the biggest of them. He must be close to 200cm tall, broad across the chest with a shaved head, bright jewels in his ears, heavily tattooed, and a pierced left nipple. “What you going to do if I want to turn that girl with you into a snowbunny? I can see in her eyes that she wants it, don't you bitch?". My cunt is positively watering and my hard nipples are standing proud on my tits, the shape clearly visible through the thin fabric of my halter top and bra. Subconsciously I begin to gravitate toward the group.

My further enraged boyfriend yells at me "If you take one more step closer to them, we're through!".

"Good!" I replied, taking two very deliberate steps closer to them, "You were a crap boyfriend anyway, all you cared about is rugby and getting pissed. You can't give me what I want, none of you weak white boys can!" at this, he flies into a rage and rushes at me. The big guy (clearly the leader of the group) moved deceptively quickly blocking his path and coat hangers my angry, violent, ***** boyfriend causing him to drop to the ground groaning. This move is followed by a hard kick to his balls where you could hear the impact of the foot and a woosh of air coming from the target.

The leader bends over and said calmly to my now ex-boyfriend "If you ever, ever so much as look at snowbunny here again - let alone speak to or touch her - I will come and find you and what I will do to your balls will make that kick to the balls I gave you seem like a love tap. I will ensure that you will never be able to add your pathetic white boy genes to the global gene pool, do you get me?!" he adds "I will know if you do because snowbunny here will tell me and I get the feeling she would like to watch me do it to you. Now get out of here!" at this he stands up again and aims another kick at the balls.

After this brief, but erotically violent, interlude he returns to his seat and pats his lap whilst the rest of the group watches my ex-boyfriend limping back down the side of the house and out of view. I saddle up to him and sit in his lap, I can feel the outline of a very large cock through the fabric of his pants and my skirt. "Hi there, I am Marcus,"

"I'm Ingrid."

"No you're not, your name is snowbunny, say it!"

"Hi Marcus, I'm snowbunny, make me yours." He tips one of the baggies of powder between my tits and proceeds to snort it down deeply.

"Show me" he orders and I take off my halter top and bra before getting to my knees in front of him freeing his cock and beginning to lick it like a lollipop in front of his friends and whomever else comes into the backyard. This is the first black cock I have held and the first cock I have tasted.

I look up into his eyes "This is what I have wanted all my life, make me your black cock slut forever." I then attempt to jam as much of his cock down my throat as I can manage giving up the first of my three virgin holes, I take his hands place them on my head giving him a clear signal that I want him to use my mouth.

He tells me "If that is what you truly want you to need to make a public commitment to the Black New World Order, you need to sacrifice something of yourself. After this fantastic blow job you are giving I will not touch you until you have proven yourself to me." he pulls my head roughly off his cock and forces me to look at him. "Do you understand what I am asking you to do?"

I nod and reply "Yes, public commitment and sacrifice". I try to pull myself back on his cock but he stands and starts to jackhammer my open mouth using my face to get off. "I am going to cum soon, you better not spill a drop or there will be consequences." After a few more trusts he jams his cock in as far as it will go and cums directly down my throat before pulling back and finishing on my tongue. There is so much more cum and it is thicker than the one load I had seen previously, it is tasty and I hope that this is not the last I will experience. "OK snowbunny, we're through for now until you do as I have ordered. Go home, here is how you can contact me." He hands me a business card with his details on it, there is a piece of artwork that looks like playing cards but I cannot see it in the gloom. "Crew, snowbunny is off limits until she shows her commitment, understood?" reluctant mumbles come from around the table.

I leave following the same path as the loser. As I pass the garbage bins, I hear a groan from the shadows and see his prostrate form I pause for a second considering my options, and opt to kick him in the balls again with my pointy high heels.