LOSING IT ALL By TLMat
My name is Kathy Brown, and I'm a nurse. This is the story of how I lost my husband because of my own stupidity and the fact that I let events and people put me in a position where I couldn't control myself. Let me describe myself, I'm five feet ten inches tall, I have auburn hair and green eyes and I'm twenty- seven years old. I have a great set of thirty-six C-cup tits and an ass that always draws stares. I weigh about one hundred and thirty pounds. I've been married to my husband Ben for a little over five years. Ben is a pretty big guy, six feet four inches tall and about two hundred thirty pounds. He has blond hair, blue eyes and a nice nine inch cock.
Ben owns his own company, he does landscaping and construction. We met in collage, he was a year ahead of me, and we dated for about eighteen months before Ben popped the question. Ben had already graduated with a BA in business and I still had a year to go for my nursing certificate. As soon as I graduated we made plans to get married. After graduation I got a job at the local hospital in the maternity ward. It's a great job and I loved it, bringing all those babies into the world.
When Ben first started his company things were a little slow, there were times he was home during the week and our schedules matched and we'd have some great marathon sex. We wanted to wait until his business was established before we started a ****** so I was on birth control pills. We wanted enough money put away so that we could buy a house plus have enough to fix it up if it needed it.
During the first year of our marriage my salary kept the bills paid. Then Ben's business started to take off, he started working later and sometimes on weekends to finish important jobs. We always made time for each other though. After almost two years Ben was finally able to hire more guys to help run jobs. His business was off the ground and doing well. During this time I was still working the maternity ward.
After two years in the maternity unit a friend of mine, Nancy that worked as an ER nurse convinced me to give it a try. She knew Ben and I were still saving for a house and she said the extra money I'd earn in the ER would help us realize our dream sooner. I gave it some real thought and discussed it with Ben because of the crazy shifts I'd have to work, three twelve hour days on and four off, then four twelve hour days and three off. Between us we thought it would be a good idea because of the extra money I'd be bringing in, even though we knew our schedules wouldn't coincide that often.
A week after our discussion I switched to the ER. I ended up on the graveyard shift; eight at night to eight in the morning. I was put on nights to start because there usually isn't allot happening during that shift. Every once in awhile we'd get a car accident with some major trauma that really tested me. I was handling the stress of it pretty well in the beginning. But the more tragedy that I saw the more the stress got to me, that and the twelve hour days.
After two months on the job my friend Nancy came onto the night shift, she was on days in the ER but wanted a transfer because it was a little quieter at night. Nancy is married to Doug and they have a great marriage, or so I thought. One night after a real bad accident that involved a car full of teens where one of them died on the table I was in bad shape emotionally. Nancy comforted me and helped me through it. When we caught a break she suggested that I take a break in one of the rooms reserved for the overnight staff. I went and lay down, after awhile I felt better and headed back out to the ER.
When our shift was over and Nancy and I were changing to go home she told me that sex was a great stress reliever and kind of giggled. The endorphins released during orgasm help release pent up stress and help relax you. She told me to go home and jump Bens bones and that I'd feel better afterwards. I asked her how she knew and she said she read it in the American Medical Association Journal and that she'd tried it and swore it worked.
Seeing as how it was a Saturday and I knew Ben would be rolling out of bed about the time I got home I decided to take her advice. Sure enough when I walked into our condo I could hear the shower running. I stripped out of my clothes on the way to the bathroom leaving a trail behind me. I startled him when I threw back the shower curtain and climbed in with him. He got the biggest shit eating grin on his face when I grabbed hold of his dick and said I needed some.
He was only too happy to oblige, he took the soap to me and teased the hell out me by washing every inch of my body. When I'd had enough of his teasing I grabbed hold of his hard-on and dragged him out of the shower still soaking wet and to the bed where I attacked him and gave him what for.
I was already wet and ready so I pushed him on his back and slid his cock into my pussy. As soon as he bottomed out I went crazy on it and rode him hard and fast. I started cumming about sixty seconds after I started riding him and man did it feel great. I could feel my pussy squeezing his cock, milking it for all that stored up cum in his balls. I don't know how many times I came or how long we were doing it but it came to an end when Ben announced that he couldn't hold back any longer and started filling my pussy with his sperm. We stayed in bed all day and made love, and Nancy was right I felt a whole lot better after having that first orgasm.
So it kind of became a regular thing after that, if I had a stressful night I'd go home and jump my husband. Things started changing when Ben wasn't home when I got there because he had to work, I'd spend all day stressed out until he got home. The other thing is Ben isn't the kind of guy to sit behind a desk all day; he gets out there and works side by side with his guys, so he sometimes comes home tired. And that wasn't good for me either; he'd hit the pillow and be out like a light leaving me with no stress relief except my hand rubbing my clit until I came.
One night I went to work and I was cranky as hell because I hadn't gotten laid and things weren't going well in the ER, it was really busy and the stress was getting to me. When things calmed down I went to lay down in one of the staff rooms. I opened the door and turned on the lights and got the shock of my life. There was Nancy with her top open and her tits bared and her scrub pants on the floor. The head of the night shift Dr. Sands was between her legs pumping what looked like huge cock into her. When the lights went on they stopped for a minute, Dr. Sands looked back at me and asked if he was needed in the ER. I said no and he told me to turn the lights out on the way out of the room.
I turned and left the room shutting off the lights as I went out and closing the door behind me. I went to the next room down the hall only to find a couple of the ER nurse's, women mind you licking each others pussies. I thought the place had gone sex crazy. I finally found and empty room and had just laid down when Nancy came in.
She sat down in the chair looked at me and said," Kathy about what you just saw."
I looked back at her and asked," Nancy how could you cheat on Doug like that?"
"Look remember that stress relief method I told you about, well Doug hasn't been available to help me out so I had to find away to relieve the stress or get all bitchy, like you've been today. So when Doug and I can get together he's my main stress reliever; when we can't I grab one of the Doctors, they are only to happy to help out, besides they need stress relief just as much if not more than us, they feel it the worst when they lose a patient. Besides what Doug doesn't know won't hurt me or him." She said.
"But Dr. Sands, Nancy he's black aren't you worried about what the rest of the staff will think if they found out? And am I mistaken or was he not using protection while he was, aaahhhh, having sex with you." I asked.
"Christ Kathy, how many rooms did you try before you found one not being used, everyone does it once in awhile. Well everyone except you that is. And no he wasn't using protection; I like the feel of that huge cock bareback. I'm on birth control, and he's a Doctor for petes sake, they wouldn't let him work in a hospital if he had STD's or some other disease." She said.
"Dr. Sands asked me to talk to you and explain the situation, he doesn't want word of this to leak out to the managing board, we could all be out of jobs if they found out. None of us do it here on a regular basis, just when we need to relieve some stress, mostly we get together after work at someone else's place so there's no chance of any of the board finding out. Can all of us rely on you to keep quiet about what you saw?" She asked.
"Nancy I promise I won't say anything, as long as no one tries to get me into bed. I'll deal with the stress the way I have from the start, with Ben." I said.
She said," Don't worry, nobody forces anyone to do it, we do it by choice because we know that a stressed out Doctor or Nurse can make mistakes, mistakes that could cost a patient."
I had to agree with her logic up to a point, that being where they would cheat on their spouses or significant others for relief, and I held out for as long as I could before I succumbed to the need.
Three and a half years into our marriage we had saved enough to buy our dream house. It was a nice three bedroom house with a big yard for kids to play in. Ben suggested that he thought it was time we started a ******, I put him off on having a baby until we had a nice cash cushion back in the bank in case of emergencies. Again after some discussion my loving husband agreed with me.
He really threw himself into work to get the cushion we agreed on and I picked up some over time as well. Ben had a big job lined up, his biggest ever, he said if he got the job it would give us the money we needed but he was going to be tied up with the clients trying to get their business. That meant he would be working some long hours. I told him I was behind him one hundred percent.
Ben got the contract and started the work; our schedules just weren't getting us together for my much needed stress relief. I started getting really bitchy at work and though I know I wasn't making mistakes I was doubting myself, being very self critical. Then one night they brought a truck driver in, his rig had jack-knifed and the cab had rolled over throwing him out. He had massive injuries and we tried like hell but we lost him. I was frustrated and angry and it was all from the stress, and I hadn't had sex in about a week and a half because of Ben's and my schedule's.
Nancy saw what I was going through and looked me in the eye and said," Kathy, you need to pull yourself together hon. You're walking on egg shells here, you haven't made any mistakes yet but you will unless you do something."
"What do you suggest Nan, I'm open to anything at this point." I said on the verge of tears.
"Kath you know what I'm going to suggest, you should give it some serious thought. You'd be helping yourself and one of the Doctor's or a Nurse if you go that way, I know a few that would love a chance to taste your pussy, myself included" she said with a laugh.
I looked at her the shock evident on my face. "Your joking, right, to lighten my mood." I asked.
"No I'm not, to tell you the truth I like women too. Don't get me wrong nothing can replace a good hard cock but every once in awhile I like to get it on with a woman. C'mon lets you and me find a room, I'll relieve your stress for you, unless you'd prefer a man." She said.
"NO,"I said," Being with a man would be cheating on Ben and I don't want to do that to him."
"Well then I guess you'll have to settle for me. Don't worry I don't bite, much." She said with an evil grin on her face.
She took my hand and led me to an empty room. When we got inside she came over to me and started kissing me. I resisted at first but after a few seconds I found myself returning her kisses. I'd never been with a woman before and it was turning me on; the thought that she wanted me. Her hands started roaming all over me, she started rubbing my ass and up my back into my hair, then she moved her hands to my breasts and started playing with them. She raised my arms over my head and took my top off then unhooked my bra and let my tits hang free. Once my top was off she started licking and sucking on my nipples. She was really getting me hot, so much so that I started kissing her back and feeling her tits. I was so into it I never felt her push my pants or panties to the floor. I only knew they were off when I felt Nancy's hand run through my pussy hair down to my wet slit.
She pulled away after our latest kiss ended and led me to the bed. She sat me down on the edge and stood in front of me and took her clothes off. When she was naked we lay down on the bed together and started our kissing and caressing each other again. Nancy broke our kiss and started kissing and licking her way down my body until she reached my pussy. They say that women eat pussy better than men; I didn't believe it until Nancy started eating me. She knew just what to do to bring me to orgasm, and I had several while she was licking me. I was laying there with my eyes closed enjoying the hell out of having my pussy licked when I felt Nancy shifting on the bed.
When I opened my eyes the first thing I saw was her pussy over my face and lowering toward my mouth, I felt and instant of panic thinking I shouldn't be doing this but she when she went back to eating my pussy I thought what the hell if she could do it to me the least I could do was give her some release as well. So I planted my mouth on her cunt and started mimicking what she was doing to me. I must have been doing something right because she started cumming almost immediately. It seemed we were doing each other for hours but only about forty-five minutes had passed. I must say that I felt a whole lot more relaxed, and I mentioned that fact to Nancy. She asked me how I felt about what we'd just done. I asked her what she meant, and she wanted to know if I was OK cheating on Ben like I just did. I told her I didn't think it was cheating exactly, me being with another woman. She pointed out to me that cheating doesn't necessarily have to be with a guy; nowadays cheating can be done with the same sex. She had me there, but if Ben couldn't take care of my needs then I was going to let Nancy do it, and I'd take care of hers.
Two weeks later Nancy and I went to her place after work, I knew Ben wouldn't be home and she said Doug was away on business. We went right into her bedroom got naked and got into bed and started right in on each other, we were going at hot and heavy when I felt something long and thick penetrating my pussy. I stopped eating her pussy for a second to ask what she was doing. She pulled a big cock shaped vibrator out of my pussy and showed me saying that she was introducing something new to our sexual encounters.
She asked," Did you like the feel of it as I pushed it into you?"
"OH yes, I want you to put it back please, it felt so gooooood."I said.
"Ok, I'll put it back and here you can use this one on me. Slide it in and fuck me with it while you lick my clit."She, said, as she handed me the other vibrator and plunged the one she had back in my pussy. I really wished it was Ben's cock sliding into me instead of a rubber one, but I figured I'd take what I could get.
Nancy and I had been getting together after work for awhile for stress relief, that's how I justified what I was doing, by calling it stress relief. One day after going at it for a couple of hours we were lying together caressing each other. When Nancy mentioned that she thought I'd like Mr. Chubby. She was setting me up and I didn't have a clue. She asked me if I'd like to try Mr. Chubby the next time we got together. I told her I love to try him, thinking that it was a new vibrator or something.
Two nights later we took a break and went into one of the staff rooms to relieve some stress. We didn't waste any time, I had my pants and panties off and was laying on the bed when Nancy stripped her pants and panties off and climbed on the bed into a sixty-nine position. She was licking my pussy good and using two fingers in my hole, I was juicing pretty good.
She pulled her mouth off my pussy and asked me," Kat would you like to try Mr. Chubby?"
I moaned," OH yea Nan, I'd love to try Mr. Chubby, give it to me."
She asked," Are you sure you want to try him? He's pretty big."
"Yes I want to try him, damn stop teasing me and let me have him." I said.
"Ok, but I have to make sure your good and wet first." She said.
She went back to licking my pussy. After about a minute she kind of sat up a little and pulled my legs up and held them in the air.
She said," I hope you're ready for him because here he comes."
That's when I felt something big sliding into my pussy and when I say that it felt like it just wouldn't stop I mean it. If I had my wits about me I would have realized that Nancy couldn't be holding my legs in the air and using a vibrator on me at the same time. I only realized it was a mans cock in me when I felt the fronts of his thighs on the backs of mine, by then it was to late, he had his enormous cock buried in me down to his balls.
I thought that my husband had a big cock, but the one in my pussy was stretching me out more than his. When he started pumping it into me I lost all control, I turned into a wild woman, I fucked that cock back for all I was worth. I was cumming non-stop. After about ten minutes of getting totally fucked I felt the person fucking me tense up and start shooting his load in my pussy. I still didn't know who it was that was fucking me because Nancy was still sitting on my face so I could eat her pussy. Which I did with allot more enthusiasm.
After person fucking me emptied himself into me Nancy finally got off my face so I could see who was screwing me. It was Dr. Sands and he still had his cock buried deep in my pussy. I still hadn't gotten hold of myself and the feel of that big cock still in me had me moving my ass trying to get him to start fucking me some more.
Nancy said,"Dr. I do believe that this nurse needs further assistance."
"I do believe your right. Nurse Kathy do you require further assistance from me?" He asked.
"GOD YES, FUCK ME WITH THAT BIG COCK. I WANT MORE, GIVE ME MORE."I all but yelled.
He started fucking me slowly, he pulled it almost all the way out then started slowly pushing it back into me. After about five minutes of that he started picking up his pace. The whole time my ass was coming off the bed meeting his every thrust. Nancy was still in the room watching the show and enjoying every minute of it, she thought it was so sexy watching me.
When Dr. Sands shot his second load into me I had another huge orgasm. When he finally pulled out of me my pussy felt very empty. Nancy wasted no time she knelt down in front of him and started cleaning our combined juices off his cock. When she was done Dr. Sands pulled on his scrub pants thanked us and left. Nancy came over and climbed between my legs and started eating the cum out of my pussy.
When we were finished and pulling our clothes back on she asked me what I thought of Mr. Chubby. I should have been pissed at her for setting me up but I wasn't, without even realizing it I'd let Nancy turn me into a cock crazy slut. I told her I loved it and hoped I'd be able to have another go at it. She told me that Dr. Sands really wanted to screw me bad that's why she set me up. I asked her where the Mr. Chubby name came from, or did she make it up. She said that one of Dr. Sand's girl friends named it and that's what he calls it now.
I told her I was glad she set me up and that his cock felt fantastic. From that point on I started leading a double life, good wife at home and slut at work. Like I said we didn't do it at the Hospital very often, we'd usually go back to Nancy's place or to Dr. Sands place, who I found out was single and lived alone.
To show you how fucked my thinking was I thought I could keep my home sex life and work sex life separate. I could have my husband when I was home and anyone I wanted when I was at work. It didn't turn out that way.
It was on a Saturday about eight months after my first time with Mr. Chubby. Ben came in with a tray of toast, coffee and juice. We had breakfast in bed and then made love for a most of the day. When we got up to eat dinner he said he had a surprise for me. I asked him what the surprise was and he showed me our finance ledger and said that we had more than the cushion we had agreed to before starting our ******. Well he had me and I went of the pill.
At work I had to make all my new found admirers wear condoms. That reduced my popularity with some who didn't want to use a condom, but oh well to bad for them I thought. Dr. Sands and Mr. Chubby didn't seem to mind, and neither did Nancy, the three of us would get together a couple times a week after work. He enjoyed watching Nancy and I doing each other then he'd take turns fucking us.
One day about six weeks after I'd gone off birth control Ben suggested that I should go back to the maternity ward. I asked him why and he said that we didn't need the extra money anymore and that we'd be able to spend more time trying to get me pregnant and once I was pregnant the stress of the ER wouldn't be good for me and the baby. Again he had me there, what could I say sorry honey but the extra sex I'm getting at work is what's keeping me in the ER. So I went to work and requested a transfer back to maternity. I told Nancy and she was kind of bummed out that I wasn't going to be around because she wanted our relationship to continue.
I told her we could still get together once in awhile but that Ben and I really wanted to start a ******. She smiled gave me a hug and said we'd better still get together because I was her best friend.
Two nights before I was to go back to maternity I decided I wanted Mr. Chubby one last time. I got Dr. Sands into an empty room and pulled his scrub pants down and dove at his cock. I was giving him some serious head when he pulled me off laid me on the bed and got into sixty-nine so he could get my pussy ready for Mr. Chubby. After munching my pussy for about five minutes he turned around and got ready to fuck me. He slid a condom over his cock and then put it at the entrance to my pussy.
He pushed into me and it must have been at that point that the condom broke; neither of us realized it at the time. He started off slow and we'd been fucking for a few minutes when his pager went off. He checked it and it said that there was a heart attack victim coming in ETA five minutes. If he'd stopped right there everything would have been fine but I hadn't cum yet and I was close so I convinced him to keep going until we both came. He really pounded my pussy so we could finish before the ambulance arrived. He tensed up and I knew he was getting ready to cum, knowing that pushed me over the edge and I started cumming. Once I started he started not knowing that he was filling me with his seed. When we were done he quickly got up pulled off the condom without checking it dropped it in the waste barrel and headed to the ER. After pulling on my panties and pants I was out the door behind him. The patient that came in wasn't having a heart attack; it was a bad case of indigestion.
The weekend after my last ER shift Ben rented us a cabin at the beach where we diligently worked to start our ******. That following Monday I went back to my old routine in the maternity ward, back to five eight hour days with weekends off. My old friends welcomed me back and said they missed me. I was still getting together with Nancy when our schedules permitted, Ben thought it was nice that I had such a good friend and didn't want me to drift apart from her.
Seven weeks after leaving the ER I wasn't feeling well so I took a home pregnancy test. It came back positive. When I told Ben he picked me up and spun me around, he was as happy as a kid at Christmas time. Nancy was happy for me to; she asked if she could be the godmother, I told her absolutely.
During my pregnancy Nancy and I were still getting together at her place when Doug wasn't around and a quite a few times over at Dr. Sands place as well. Seeing as how I was pregnant he didn't have to wear a condom anymore which is the way I found I liked it.
Nine later I went into labor in the middle of my shift. They called Ben at work and he rushed to be at my side. It took ten hours before I was fully dilated and ready to push. They brought me into the birthing room and got me ready. My GYN Dr. Leslie Grant was in position and told me to start pushing. Ben was at my head coaching me along telling me to breath and when to bear down. When the head came out everyone kind of went silent. Ben and I didn't notice anything we were so caught up in what we were doing.
Dr. Grant told me to give one more big push and the baby would be out. I pushed really hard and all of a sudden felt such a relief of pressure that I collapsed back smiling at my husband. He was smiling back at me telling me what a great job I did. Now I've been in birthing rooms for quite awhile and have helped in my share of deliveries and usually the Doctor will put the baby on the mother stomach right after birth and announce what the sex is. My friends in the room that day didn't do that, they announced that I'd had a baby boy and took him right away. That's only done when there is a problem. I said as much to Dr. Grant. She said there was nothing wrong with the baby, that they were just going to clean him up for me.
I didn't believe her and insisted that they bring the baby over so Ben and I could see him. I'll give my friends credit they tried to keep Ben from seeing the baby until I got to see him first. They even told him he could leave that the only thing left was to deliver the after birth and he didn't need to be there for that. He stayed by my side and said he wanted to see our baby. We were both adamant we wanted to see the baby and we wanted to see him right then.
They brought him over all wrapped up in a blue blanket with the top kind of covering his face. When the nurse gave him to me and I pulled back the blanket the first thing I noticed was the dark skin and the dark curly hair. I gasped and looked up at Ben, he looked at me then at the baby then back to me. He was speechless and I couldn't blame him because there lying in my arms was a little black baby. Ben looked at me one more time the turned and started to leave the room. One of the other nurses was filling out the birth certificate, she asked the fathers name and he said you'll have to ask her because it's not me.
He went home to our dream house packed and left. I tried several times to call and apologize but he wouldn't return any of my calls Ben sold his business and moved to the other side of the country. The divorce was quick, he gave me the house and a cash settlement which I accepted, but I'd lost the love of my life.
When Dr. Sands found out that I'd had a black baby he assumed that it was his and came and apologized, he wondered if I would like to get together with him and be a ******, he said that he'd had a crush on me since the day I'd started in the ER and he was wondering if I would be willing to let him be in our lives.
I agreed and let him move into my house, we have been together for a year, he keeps talking marriage and maybe another child but I keep saying no, I don't love him like I did Ben. I do get a steady diet of Mr. Chubby which I do like though. Nancy comes by when Doug is out of town and we all have a good time.
I guess I still haven't learned my lesson after losing it all because I'm still acting like a slut. Oh well the baby wants to be fed and Mr. Chubby is waiting for me when I'm done with his feeding.
THE END
My name is Kathy Brown, and I'm a nurse. This is the story of how I lost my husband because of my own stupidity and the fact that I let events and people put me in a position where I couldn't control myself. Let me describe myself, I'm five feet ten inches tall, I have auburn hair and green eyes and I'm twenty- seven years old. I have a great set of thirty-six C-cup tits and an ass that always draws stares. I weigh about one hundred and thirty pounds. I've been married to my husband Ben for a little over five years. Ben is a pretty big guy, six feet four inches tall and about two hundred thirty pounds. He has blond hair, blue eyes and a nice nine inch cock.
Ben owns his own company, he does landscaping and construction. We met in collage, he was a year ahead of me, and we dated for about eighteen months before Ben popped the question. Ben had already graduated with a BA in business and I still had a year to go for my nursing certificate. As soon as I graduated we made plans to get married. After graduation I got a job at the local hospital in the maternity ward. It's a great job and I loved it, bringing all those babies into the world.
When Ben first started his company things were a little slow, there were times he was home during the week and our schedules matched and we'd have some great marathon sex. We wanted to wait until his business was established before we started a ****** so I was on birth control pills. We wanted enough money put away so that we could buy a house plus have enough to fix it up if it needed it.
During the first year of our marriage my salary kept the bills paid. Then Ben's business started to take off, he started working later and sometimes on weekends to finish important jobs. We always made time for each other though. After almost two years Ben was finally able to hire more guys to help run jobs. His business was off the ground and doing well. During this time I was still working the maternity ward.
After two years in the maternity unit a friend of mine, Nancy that worked as an ER nurse convinced me to give it a try. She knew Ben and I were still saving for a house and she said the extra money I'd earn in the ER would help us realize our dream sooner. I gave it some real thought and discussed it with Ben because of the crazy shifts I'd have to work, three twelve hour days on and four off, then four twelve hour days and three off. Between us we thought it would be a good idea because of the extra money I'd be bringing in, even though we knew our schedules wouldn't coincide that often.
A week after our discussion I switched to the ER. I ended up on the graveyard shift; eight at night to eight in the morning. I was put on nights to start because there usually isn't allot happening during that shift. Every once in awhile we'd get a car accident with some major trauma that really tested me. I was handling the stress of it pretty well in the beginning. But the more tragedy that I saw the more the stress got to me, that and the twelve hour days.
After two months on the job my friend Nancy came onto the night shift, she was on days in the ER but wanted a transfer because it was a little quieter at night. Nancy is married to Doug and they have a great marriage, or so I thought. One night after a real bad accident that involved a car full of teens where one of them died on the table I was in bad shape emotionally. Nancy comforted me and helped me through it. When we caught a break she suggested that I take a break in one of the rooms reserved for the overnight staff. I went and lay down, after awhile I felt better and headed back out to the ER.
When our shift was over and Nancy and I were changing to go home she told me that sex was a great stress reliever and kind of giggled. The endorphins released during orgasm help release pent up stress and help relax you. She told me to go home and jump Bens bones and that I'd feel better afterwards. I asked her how she knew and she said she read it in the American Medical Association Journal and that she'd tried it and swore it worked.
Seeing as how it was a Saturday and I knew Ben would be rolling out of bed about the time I got home I decided to take her advice. Sure enough when I walked into our condo I could hear the shower running. I stripped out of my clothes on the way to the bathroom leaving a trail behind me. I startled him when I threw back the shower curtain and climbed in with him. He got the biggest shit eating grin on his face when I grabbed hold of his dick and said I needed some.
He was only too happy to oblige, he took the soap to me and teased the hell out me by washing every inch of my body. When I'd had enough of his teasing I grabbed hold of his hard-on and dragged him out of the shower still soaking wet and to the bed where I attacked him and gave him what for.
I was already wet and ready so I pushed him on his back and slid his cock into my pussy. As soon as he bottomed out I went crazy on it and rode him hard and fast. I started cumming about sixty seconds after I started riding him and man did it feel great. I could feel my pussy squeezing his cock, milking it for all that stored up cum in his balls. I don't know how many times I came or how long we were doing it but it came to an end when Ben announced that he couldn't hold back any longer and started filling my pussy with his sperm. We stayed in bed all day and made love, and Nancy was right I felt a whole lot better after having that first orgasm.
So it kind of became a regular thing after that, if I had a stressful night I'd go home and jump my husband. Things started changing when Ben wasn't home when I got there because he had to work, I'd spend all day stressed out until he got home. The other thing is Ben isn't the kind of guy to sit behind a desk all day; he gets out there and works side by side with his guys, so he sometimes comes home tired. And that wasn't good for me either; he'd hit the pillow and be out like a light leaving me with no stress relief except my hand rubbing my clit until I came.
One night I went to work and I was cranky as hell because I hadn't gotten laid and things weren't going well in the ER, it was really busy and the stress was getting to me. When things calmed down I went to lay down in one of the staff rooms. I opened the door and turned on the lights and got the shock of my life. There was Nancy with her top open and her tits bared and her scrub pants on the floor. The head of the night shift Dr. Sands was between her legs pumping what looked like huge cock into her. When the lights went on they stopped for a minute, Dr. Sands looked back at me and asked if he was needed in the ER. I said no and he told me to turn the lights out on the way out of the room.
I turned and left the room shutting off the lights as I went out and closing the door behind me. I went to the next room down the hall only to find a couple of the ER nurse's, women mind you licking each others pussies. I thought the place had gone sex crazy. I finally found and empty room and had just laid down when Nancy came in.
She sat down in the chair looked at me and said," Kathy about what you just saw."
I looked back at her and asked," Nancy how could you cheat on Doug like that?"
"Look remember that stress relief method I told you about, well Doug hasn't been available to help me out so I had to find away to relieve the stress or get all bitchy, like you've been today. So when Doug and I can get together he's my main stress reliever; when we can't I grab one of the Doctors, they are only to happy to help out, besides they need stress relief just as much if not more than us, they feel it the worst when they lose a patient. Besides what Doug doesn't know won't hurt me or him." She said.
"But Dr. Sands, Nancy he's black aren't you worried about what the rest of the staff will think if they found out? And am I mistaken or was he not using protection while he was, aaahhhh, having sex with you." I asked.
"Christ Kathy, how many rooms did you try before you found one not being used, everyone does it once in awhile. Well everyone except you that is. And no he wasn't using protection; I like the feel of that huge cock bareback. I'm on birth control, and he's a Doctor for petes sake, they wouldn't let him work in a hospital if he had STD's or some other disease." She said.
"Dr. Sands asked me to talk to you and explain the situation, he doesn't want word of this to leak out to the managing board, we could all be out of jobs if they found out. None of us do it here on a regular basis, just when we need to relieve some stress, mostly we get together after work at someone else's place so there's no chance of any of the board finding out. Can all of us rely on you to keep quiet about what you saw?" She asked.
"Nancy I promise I won't say anything, as long as no one tries to get me into bed. I'll deal with the stress the way I have from the start, with Ben." I said.
She said," Don't worry, nobody forces anyone to do it, we do it by choice because we know that a stressed out Doctor or Nurse can make mistakes, mistakes that could cost a patient."
I had to agree with her logic up to a point, that being where they would cheat on their spouses or significant others for relief, and I held out for as long as I could before I succumbed to the need.
Three and a half years into our marriage we had saved enough to buy our dream house. It was a nice three bedroom house with a big yard for kids to play in. Ben suggested that he thought it was time we started a ******, I put him off on having a baby until we had a nice cash cushion back in the bank in case of emergencies. Again after some discussion my loving husband agreed with me.
He really threw himself into work to get the cushion we agreed on and I picked up some over time as well. Ben had a big job lined up, his biggest ever, he said if he got the job it would give us the money we needed but he was going to be tied up with the clients trying to get their business. That meant he would be working some long hours. I told him I was behind him one hundred percent.
Ben got the contract and started the work; our schedules just weren't getting us together for my much needed stress relief. I started getting really bitchy at work and though I know I wasn't making mistakes I was doubting myself, being very self critical. Then one night they brought a truck driver in, his rig had jack-knifed and the cab had rolled over throwing him out. He had massive injuries and we tried like hell but we lost him. I was frustrated and angry and it was all from the stress, and I hadn't had sex in about a week and a half because of Ben's and my schedule's.
Nancy saw what I was going through and looked me in the eye and said," Kathy, you need to pull yourself together hon. You're walking on egg shells here, you haven't made any mistakes yet but you will unless you do something."
"What do you suggest Nan, I'm open to anything at this point." I said on the verge of tears.
"Kath you know what I'm going to suggest, you should give it some serious thought. You'd be helping yourself and one of the Doctor's or a Nurse if you go that way, I know a few that would love a chance to taste your pussy, myself included" she said with a laugh.
I looked at her the shock evident on my face. "Your joking, right, to lighten my mood." I asked.
"No I'm not, to tell you the truth I like women too. Don't get me wrong nothing can replace a good hard cock but every once in awhile I like to get it on with a woman. C'mon lets you and me find a room, I'll relieve your stress for you, unless you'd prefer a man." She said.
"NO,"I said," Being with a man would be cheating on Ben and I don't want to do that to him."
"Well then I guess you'll have to settle for me. Don't worry I don't bite, much." She said with an evil grin on her face.
She took my hand and led me to an empty room. When we got inside she came over to me and started kissing me. I resisted at first but after a few seconds I found myself returning her kisses. I'd never been with a woman before and it was turning me on; the thought that she wanted me. Her hands started roaming all over me, she started rubbing my ass and up my back into my hair, then she moved her hands to my breasts and started playing with them. She raised my arms over my head and took my top off then unhooked my bra and let my tits hang free. Once my top was off she started licking and sucking on my nipples. She was really getting me hot, so much so that I started kissing her back and feeling her tits. I was so into it I never felt her push my pants or panties to the floor. I only knew they were off when I felt Nancy's hand run through my pussy hair down to my wet slit.
She pulled away after our latest kiss ended and led me to the bed. She sat me down on the edge and stood in front of me and took her clothes off. When she was naked we lay down on the bed together and started our kissing and caressing each other again. Nancy broke our kiss and started kissing and licking her way down my body until she reached my pussy. They say that women eat pussy better than men; I didn't believe it until Nancy started eating me. She knew just what to do to bring me to orgasm, and I had several while she was licking me. I was laying there with my eyes closed enjoying the hell out of having my pussy licked when I felt Nancy shifting on the bed.
When I opened my eyes the first thing I saw was her pussy over my face and lowering toward my mouth, I felt and instant of panic thinking I shouldn't be doing this but she when she went back to eating my pussy I thought what the hell if she could do it to me the least I could do was give her some release as well. So I planted my mouth on her cunt and started mimicking what she was doing to me. I must have been doing something right because she started cumming almost immediately. It seemed we were doing each other for hours but only about forty-five minutes had passed. I must say that I felt a whole lot more relaxed, and I mentioned that fact to Nancy. She asked me how I felt about what we'd just done. I asked her what she meant, and she wanted to know if I was OK cheating on Ben like I just did. I told her I didn't think it was cheating exactly, me being with another woman. She pointed out to me that cheating doesn't necessarily have to be with a guy; nowadays cheating can be done with the same sex. She had me there, but if Ben couldn't take care of my needs then I was going to let Nancy do it, and I'd take care of hers.
Two weeks later Nancy and I went to her place after work, I knew Ben wouldn't be home and she said Doug was away on business. We went right into her bedroom got naked and got into bed and started right in on each other, we were going at hot and heavy when I felt something long and thick penetrating my pussy. I stopped eating her pussy for a second to ask what she was doing. She pulled a big cock shaped vibrator out of my pussy and showed me saying that she was introducing something new to our sexual encounters.
She asked," Did you like the feel of it as I pushed it into you?"
"OH yes, I want you to put it back please, it felt so gooooood."I said.
"Ok, I'll put it back and here you can use this one on me. Slide it in and fuck me with it while you lick my clit."She, said, as she handed me the other vibrator and plunged the one she had back in my pussy. I really wished it was Ben's cock sliding into me instead of a rubber one, but I figured I'd take what I could get.
Nancy and I had been getting together after work for awhile for stress relief, that's how I justified what I was doing, by calling it stress relief. One day after going at it for a couple of hours we were lying together caressing each other. When Nancy mentioned that she thought I'd like Mr. Chubby. She was setting me up and I didn't have a clue. She asked me if I'd like to try Mr. Chubby the next time we got together. I told her I love to try him, thinking that it was a new vibrator or something.
Two nights later we took a break and went into one of the staff rooms to relieve some stress. We didn't waste any time, I had my pants and panties off and was laying on the bed when Nancy stripped her pants and panties off and climbed on the bed into a sixty-nine position. She was licking my pussy good and using two fingers in my hole, I was juicing pretty good.
She pulled her mouth off my pussy and asked me," Kat would you like to try Mr. Chubby?"
I moaned," OH yea Nan, I'd love to try Mr. Chubby, give it to me."
She asked," Are you sure you want to try him? He's pretty big."
"Yes I want to try him, damn stop teasing me and let me have him." I said.
"Ok, but I have to make sure your good and wet first." She said.
She went back to licking my pussy. After about a minute she kind of sat up a little and pulled my legs up and held them in the air.
She said," I hope you're ready for him because here he comes."
That's when I felt something big sliding into my pussy and when I say that it felt like it just wouldn't stop I mean it. If I had my wits about me I would have realized that Nancy couldn't be holding my legs in the air and using a vibrator on me at the same time. I only realized it was a mans cock in me when I felt the fronts of his thighs on the backs of mine, by then it was to late, he had his enormous cock buried in me down to his balls.
I thought that my husband had a big cock, but the one in my pussy was stretching me out more than his. When he started pumping it into me I lost all control, I turned into a wild woman, I fucked that cock back for all I was worth. I was cumming non-stop. After about ten minutes of getting totally fucked I felt the person fucking me tense up and start shooting his load in my pussy. I still didn't know who it was that was fucking me because Nancy was still sitting on my face so I could eat her pussy. Which I did with allot more enthusiasm.
After person fucking me emptied himself into me Nancy finally got off my face so I could see who was screwing me. It was Dr. Sands and he still had his cock buried deep in my pussy. I still hadn't gotten hold of myself and the feel of that big cock still in me had me moving my ass trying to get him to start fucking me some more.
Nancy said,"Dr. I do believe that this nurse needs further assistance."
"I do believe your right. Nurse Kathy do you require further assistance from me?" He asked.
"GOD YES, FUCK ME WITH THAT BIG COCK. I WANT MORE, GIVE ME MORE."I all but yelled.
He started fucking me slowly, he pulled it almost all the way out then started slowly pushing it back into me. After about five minutes of that he started picking up his pace. The whole time my ass was coming off the bed meeting his every thrust. Nancy was still in the room watching the show and enjoying every minute of it, she thought it was so sexy watching me.
When Dr. Sands shot his second load into me I had another huge orgasm. When he finally pulled out of me my pussy felt very empty. Nancy wasted no time she knelt down in front of him and started cleaning our combined juices off his cock. When she was done Dr. Sands pulled on his scrub pants thanked us and left. Nancy came over and climbed between my legs and started eating the cum out of my pussy.
When we were finished and pulling our clothes back on she asked me what I thought of Mr. Chubby. I should have been pissed at her for setting me up but I wasn't, without even realizing it I'd let Nancy turn me into a cock crazy slut. I told her I loved it and hoped I'd be able to have another go at it. She told me that Dr. Sands really wanted to screw me bad that's why she set me up. I asked her where the Mr. Chubby name came from, or did she make it up. She said that one of Dr. Sand's girl friends named it and that's what he calls it now.
I told her I was glad she set me up and that his cock felt fantastic. From that point on I started leading a double life, good wife at home and slut at work. Like I said we didn't do it at the Hospital very often, we'd usually go back to Nancy's place or to Dr. Sands place, who I found out was single and lived alone.
To show you how fucked my thinking was I thought I could keep my home sex life and work sex life separate. I could have my husband when I was home and anyone I wanted when I was at work. It didn't turn out that way.
It was on a Saturday about eight months after my first time with Mr. Chubby. Ben came in with a tray of toast, coffee and juice. We had breakfast in bed and then made love for a most of the day. When we got up to eat dinner he said he had a surprise for me. I asked him what the surprise was and he showed me our finance ledger and said that we had more than the cushion we had agreed to before starting our ******. Well he had me and I went of the pill.
At work I had to make all my new found admirers wear condoms. That reduced my popularity with some who didn't want to use a condom, but oh well to bad for them I thought. Dr. Sands and Mr. Chubby didn't seem to mind, and neither did Nancy, the three of us would get together a couple times a week after work. He enjoyed watching Nancy and I doing each other then he'd take turns fucking us.
One day about six weeks after I'd gone off birth control Ben suggested that I should go back to the maternity ward. I asked him why and he said that we didn't need the extra money anymore and that we'd be able to spend more time trying to get me pregnant and once I was pregnant the stress of the ER wouldn't be good for me and the baby. Again he had me there, what could I say sorry honey but the extra sex I'm getting at work is what's keeping me in the ER. So I went to work and requested a transfer back to maternity. I told Nancy and she was kind of bummed out that I wasn't going to be around because she wanted our relationship to continue.
I told her we could still get together once in awhile but that Ben and I really wanted to start a ******. She smiled gave me a hug and said we'd better still get together because I was her best friend.
Two nights before I was to go back to maternity I decided I wanted Mr. Chubby one last time. I got Dr. Sands into an empty room and pulled his scrub pants down and dove at his cock. I was giving him some serious head when he pulled me off laid me on the bed and got into sixty-nine so he could get my pussy ready for Mr. Chubby. After munching my pussy for about five minutes he turned around and got ready to fuck me. He slid a condom over his cock and then put it at the entrance to my pussy.
He pushed into me and it must have been at that point that the condom broke; neither of us realized it at the time. He started off slow and we'd been fucking for a few minutes when his pager went off. He checked it and it said that there was a heart attack victim coming in ETA five minutes. If he'd stopped right there everything would have been fine but I hadn't cum yet and I was close so I convinced him to keep going until we both came. He really pounded my pussy so we could finish before the ambulance arrived. He tensed up and I knew he was getting ready to cum, knowing that pushed me over the edge and I started cumming. Once I started he started not knowing that he was filling me with his seed. When we were done he quickly got up pulled off the condom without checking it dropped it in the waste barrel and headed to the ER. After pulling on my panties and pants I was out the door behind him. The patient that came in wasn't having a heart attack; it was a bad case of indigestion.
The weekend after my last ER shift Ben rented us a cabin at the beach where we diligently worked to start our ******. That following Monday I went back to my old routine in the maternity ward, back to five eight hour days with weekends off. My old friends welcomed me back and said they missed me. I was still getting together with Nancy when our schedules permitted, Ben thought it was nice that I had such a good friend and didn't want me to drift apart from her.
Seven weeks after leaving the ER I wasn't feeling well so I took a home pregnancy test. It came back positive. When I told Ben he picked me up and spun me around, he was as happy as a kid at Christmas time. Nancy was happy for me to; she asked if she could be the godmother, I told her absolutely.
During my pregnancy Nancy and I were still getting together at her place when Doug wasn't around and a quite a few times over at Dr. Sands place as well. Seeing as how I was pregnant he didn't have to wear a condom anymore which is the way I found I liked it.
Nine later I went into labor in the middle of my shift. They called Ben at work and he rushed to be at my side. It took ten hours before I was fully dilated and ready to push. They brought me into the birthing room and got me ready. My GYN Dr. Leslie Grant was in position and told me to start pushing. Ben was at my head coaching me along telling me to breath and when to bear down. When the head came out everyone kind of went silent. Ben and I didn't notice anything we were so caught up in what we were doing.
Dr. Grant told me to give one more big push and the baby would be out. I pushed really hard and all of a sudden felt such a relief of pressure that I collapsed back smiling at my husband. He was smiling back at me telling me what a great job I did. Now I've been in birthing rooms for quite awhile and have helped in my share of deliveries and usually the Doctor will put the baby on the mother stomach right after birth and announce what the sex is. My friends in the room that day didn't do that, they announced that I'd had a baby boy and took him right away. That's only done when there is a problem. I said as much to Dr. Grant. She said there was nothing wrong with the baby, that they were just going to clean him up for me.
I didn't believe her and insisted that they bring the baby over so Ben and I could see him. I'll give my friends credit they tried to keep Ben from seeing the baby until I got to see him first. They even told him he could leave that the only thing left was to deliver the after birth and he didn't need to be there for that. He stayed by my side and said he wanted to see our baby. We were both adamant we wanted to see the baby and we wanted to see him right then.
They brought him over all wrapped up in a blue blanket with the top kind of covering his face. When the nurse gave him to me and I pulled back the blanket the first thing I noticed was the dark skin and the dark curly hair. I gasped and looked up at Ben, he looked at me then at the baby then back to me. He was speechless and I couldn't blame him because there lying in my arms was a little black baby. Ben looked at me one more time the turned and started to leave the room. One of the other nurses was filling out the birth certificate, she asked the fathers name and he said you'll have to ask her because it's not me.
He went home to our dream house packed and left. I tried several times to call and apologize but he wouldn't return any of my calls Ben sold his business and moved to the other side of the country. The divorce was quick, he gave me the house and a cash settlement which I accepted, but I'd lost the love of my life.
When Dr. Sands found out that I'd had a black baby he assumed that it was his and came and apologized, he wondered if I would like to get together with him and be a ******, he said that he'd had a crush on me since the day I'd started in the ER and he was wondering if I would be willing to let him be in our lives.
I agreed and let him move into my house, we have been together for a year, he keeps talking marriage and maybe another child but I keep saying no, I don't love him like I did Ben. I do get a steady diet of Mr. Chubby which I do like though. Nancy comes by when Doug is out of town and we all have a good time.
I guess I still haven't learned my lesson after losing it all because I'm still acting like a slut. Oh well the baby wants to be fed and Mr. Chubby is waiting for me when I'm done with his feeding.
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