I'm looking at these things thinking, hmmph, the first two I can probably fit now, but the third one is going to take a minute... Then what?
My Bull is larger than the third one... Then I realize what just happened. At that instant, I didn't think, 'no way, you aren't doing that to me! I've never done that!' That's disgusting. That's for "Those" girls, the things a woman my age SHOULD have been thinking?! But no, my first thoughts were even though the third one was a bit larger, it wasn't large enough to re-size my ass for him.
I am admitting to myself the fact that soon, he was going to fuck my ass! In other words, I was being "Conditioned" to be his, "Do whatever told to" slut... I was and am OK with it!
It seemed my submission was becoming my strength. Maybe I was destined to be a slut? In one month, I have been turned from a lonely white divorcee into a Black Cock Slut who gives almost a blow job a day, a damn good blow job I'm told?!
I feel a desire to please, but only when I think of Black Men? I see one in the store, at work, on TV, first thing is I wonder how big his Cock is? Does he like white women? Does he like older women? How long would it take me to make him cum? These are the things I think now.
I think I have a ways to go yet to become an official Black Cock Slut, but I believe I'm progressing? SIR is often telling me what a good blow job I am as he's patting my head while I have his cock in my mouth.
He converses with my friend from the site we met on, the one that convinced me to apply? She applied but was too experienced for his plans, plus she and her Bull are exclusive now. She thinks I'm fairing well.
I'm thinking all this while undressing, I am told to bring them and my ass over to the bed so we can start stretching my ass. I'm told I'm going to like it. I nod my head thinking anything he wants, he's going to get willingly.
I'm bent over on the bed, he starts slapping my ass a bit, rubbing my hole with his thumb(?) It feels good just being rubbed like that. He kisses my cheeks and starts playing with my clit with his other hand. Telling me to keep my hands away, this is his time. I feel my pussy getting wet, I'm getting hot from this. I feel my ass opening, and I want a cock in my mouth? (That will hopefully be later?) He asks me if I'm going to orgasm, and I say eventually? He says to let him know when I'm on the verge? he knows when it's going to happen, I'm a second away and his thumb penetrates my ass while he is still rubbing my clit and I cum like a horse, I shake!
He removes his hands and starts using his mouth to lick my clit from the backside right up to my butt hole where a tongue goes in and out. I've never felt anything like this. An orgasm so deep and long-lasting. that I'm bucking backward. He works the plug in, wiggles it around, in and out, and touches my clit. I cum again!
He tells me to roll over so my holes are on the edge, he is still working the plug but eating my pussy now. I can't spread my legs any farther. I'm cumming, I'm crying, I'm begging for him to fuck me, fuck me anywhere, I don't care!
Then he abruptly stops. I'm almost hyperventilating. I sit up a bit on the bed. He leaves the plug in and tells me to open wide, I do. I begin to give him my best blow job to date. He cums, I want to keep sucking, but he says he is spent, and for me to dress and leave.
I am to keep the plug in as much as possible. At work, at home, shopping, etc. He will be checking up on me. He travels to different reserve centers for work now, so he may be in my area and need a blow job? Where, when, I am sucking, I will be checked to see if the plug is in? Within a week, I am on the second plug. The sizes don't seem that much of a difference, or even that big unto themselves, but let me tell you, when you are a virgin back there, you can feel these things inside you. I find myself sitting and kind of grinding on the chair. It gets me a little excited!
My regular visits to him now consist of a blow job, being fucked by the plug while masturbating but still orgasming only when allowed to by verbal commands, having my pussy eaten, while communicating what a slut I am becoming, etc. Not always in that order and I do not orgasm on every visit. On the bed, couch, bent over a table, against the wall in a searched by cop position, on the floor, anyway he wants me. I leave a lot of times wanting more but I am told to have patience. I beg him to fuck me, but I haven't earned that right yet.
I finally get the third plug in, it was easier than I thought. It feels a bit painful but good at the same time, A painful pleasure. I know it's coming soon, so I read up on ways to evacuate oneself. Enema, laxatives, different diets. Miralax sounds like the ticket.
After a few more sessions with the third plug, an orgasm or two, and a few incredible blow jobs(you're welcome) he texts me and says tonite is the nite. I'm scared, excited, horny, apprehensive, and can't wait to be at his door. I can't believe he made me want this!!! Whatever is happening to me, I like it. No, LOVE IT!!
The clock can't move fast enough, but I'm finally home, make my little cocktail, and within a few hours, I'm at his door, empty and clean for him, plug inserted, no bra, and yes lipstick. I go in, oh yeah, I have a code and key now. Benefits of being an obedient slut. I enter, and he says "hi slut." I undress quickly and go to the bedroom. He walks in naked and asks if I have something to say. I get on my knees and say, "My ass is yours." He grabs my hair and has me suck him until he is hard. I get up, turn around, bend over the bed and I hear, "Good girl."
My Bull is larger than the third one... Then I realize what just happened. At that instant, I didn't think, 'no way, you aren't doing that to me! I've never done that!' That's disgusting. That's for "Those" girls, the things a woman my age SHOULD have been thinking?! But no, my first thoughts were even though the third one was a bit larger, it wasn't large enough to re-size my ass for him.
I am admitting to myself the fact that soon, he was going to fuck my ass! In other words, I was being "Conditioned" to be his, "Do whatever told to" slut... I was and am OK with it!
It seemed my submission was becoming my strength. Maybe I was destined to be a slut? In one month, I have been turned from a lonely white divorcee into a Black Cock Slut who gives almost a blow job a day, a damn good blow job I'm told?!
I feel a desire to please, but only when I think of Black Men? I see one in the store, at work, on TV, first thing is I wonder how big his Cock is? Does he like white women? Does he like older women? How long would it take me to make him cum? These are the things I think now.
I think I have a ways to go yet to become an official Black Cock Slut, but I believe I'm progressing? SIR is often telling me what a good blow job I am as he's patting my head while I have his cock in my mouth.
He converses with my friend from the site we met on, the one that convinced me to apply? She applied but was too experienced for his plans, plus she and her Bull are exclusive now. She thinks I'm fairing well.
I'm thinking all this while undressing, I am told to bring them and my ass over to the bed so we can start stretching my ass. I'm told I'm going to like it. I nod my head thinking anything he wants, he's going to get willingly.
I'm bent over on the bed, he starts slapping my ass a bit, rubbing my hole with his thumb(?) It feels good just being rubbed like that. He kisses my cheeks and starts playing with my clit with his other hand. Telling me to keep my hands away, this is his time. I feel my pussy getting wet, I'm getting hot from this. I feel my ass opening, and I want a cock in my mouth? (That will hopefully be later?) He asks me if I'm going to orgasm, and I say eventually? He says to let him know when I'm on the verge? he knows when it's going to happen, I'm a second away and his thumb penetrates my ass while he is still rubbing my clit and I cum like a horse, I shake!
He removes his hands and starts using his mouth to lick my clit from the backside right up to my butt hole where a tongue goes in and out. I've never felt anything like this. An orgasm so deep and long-lasting. that I'm bucking backward. He works the plug in, wiggles it around, in and out, and touches my clit. I cum again!
He tells me to roll over so my holes are on the edge, he is still working the plug but eating my pussy now. I can't spread my legs any farther. I'm cumming, I'm crying, I'm begging for him to fuck me, fuck me anywhere, I don't care!
Then he abruptly stops. I'm almost hyperventilating. I sit up a bit on the bed. He leaves the plug in and tells me to open wide, I do. I begin to give him my best blow job to date. He cums, I want to keep sucking, but he says he is spent, and for me to dress and leave.
I am to keep the plug in as much as possible. At work, at home, shopping, etc. He will be checking up on me. He travels to different reserve centers for work now, so he may be in my area and need a blow job? Where, when, I am sucking, I will be checked to see if the plug is in? Within a week, I am on the second plug. The sizes don't seem that much of a difference, or even that big unto themselves, but let me tell you, when you are a virgin back there, you can feel these things inside you. I find myself sitting and kind of grinding on the chair. It gets me a little excited!
My regular visits to him now consist of a blow job, being fucked by the plug while masturbating but still orgasming only when allowed to by verbal commands, having my pussy eaten, while communicating what a slut I am becoming, etc. Not always in that order and I do not orgasm on every visit. On the bed, couch, bent over a table, against the wall in a searched by cop position, on the floor, anyway he wants me. I leave a lot of times wanting more but I am told to have patience. I beg him to fuck me, but I haven't earned that right yet.
I finally get the third plug in, it was easier than I thought. It feels a bit painful but good at the same time, A painful pleasure. I know it's coming soon, so I read up on ways to evacuate oneself. Enema, laxatives, different diets. Miralax sounds like the ticket.
After a few more sessions with the third plug, an orgasm or two, and a few incredible blow jobs(you're welcome) he texts me and says tonite is the nite. I'm scared, excited, horny, apprehensive, and can't wait to be at his door. I can't believe he made me want this!!! Whatever is happening to me, I like it. No, LOVE IT!!
The clock can't move fast enough, but I'm finally home, make my little cocktail, and within a few hours, I'm at his door, empty and clean for him, plug inserted, no bra, and yes lipstick. I go in, oh yeah, I have a code and key now. Benefits of being an obedient slut. I enter, and he says "hi slut." I undress quickly and go to the bedroom. He walks in naked and asks if I have something to say. I get on my knees and say, "My ass is yours." He grabs my hair and has me suck him until he is hard. I get up, turn around, bend over the bed and I hear, "Good girl."
