Back at home, we are in separate bedrooms, I think it may be over? We got married young, had a kid young, and were NOT together, I think the magic has worn off. I still love him as I'm sure he does me, but in a different light. He does his thing which is work as that seems to be his mistress and I do mine. I'm a Black Cock slut, but I'm looking forward to being a paid whore again!
I don't know what's happened or when it changed, but now when I get his texts about a client or a time, I get excited and look forward to it. I have an entire wardrobe of slutty outfits at his place, makeup, vaginal condoms, etc. That's the reason, along with the new mattress/ box spring, the balance I owe him is taking so long to pay off. He buys everything I need for my profession, and I must pay him back.
I'm starting to have orgasms more frequently now with my clients both anal and vaginal, most of the time, multiple times during an appointment. I enjoy when they watch me orgasm, seeing the effect Black Cock has on me. I love seeing the look on their faces when they cum, and seeing the effect my white holes have on them.
He lets me view my profile on the website regularly. We take new pics weekly. I want to look good for my prospective clients. Reading more into the site, I find that the clientele have to submit blood tests regularly as I do which I feel good about. There are rules that these guys have to follow, but since I'm in the arrears to my pimp, these guys seem to gravitate towards me knowing that I submit to rough, humiliating type sex. Sodomization, verbal race play, cumming inside ( vaginal condom), swallowing, hair pulling, ass slapping, etc. Everything which I am now understanding is my purpose!! Everything that a short time ago I detested, hated.
Ordinarily, I take a quick nap on my work days after my final client has left. I do it before cleaning up and heading home. Today my pimp came in "I am going to have company, so let yourself out." usually my nap is no more than 20-30 minutes and then I hit the shower, dry off, dress, and leave my office. Today as I am crossing the living room heading out I hear my pimp and his 'company' in his room. I can hear her telling him her white pussy belongs to him and asking to be fucked harder, etc… (You know the standard reaction from a white girl new to the interracial lifestyle.) the typical white girl newbie surrender to the black man stuff and the same things I say during a session every day. But as I'm leaving, I swear I've heard the female voice before?! I'm a few feet away, it's through the door, in the heat of passion, it is probably my ears playing tricks on me so I leave.
When I show up for work the next day he says "No blow jobs today," I know this means he is getting a visitor, I assume it's his new girlfriend or another whore? It turns out to be the same girl, I hear her voice and smile wondering how long before she will be where I am.
Then one day as I'm leaving, I see his door is open halfway, so I naturally look in. I see him in a chair facing me, a white woman on her knees in front of him, her head bobbing up and down sucking his cock. He sees me, smiles, grabs her hair, and spins her head a bit. She turns it to look at me and I can't believe it, there, on her knees, topless, with a Black Cock in her hand that was just in her mouth, looking at me over her shoulder with a smile coming to her familiar face is DOTTY!!!???
I gasp, she turns back around to finish and I leave.
I don't know what's happened or when it changed, but now when I get his texts about a client or a time, I get excited and look forward to it. I have an entire wardrobe of slutty outfits at his place, makeup, vaginal condoms, etc. That's the reason, along with the new mattress/ box spring, the balance I owe him is taking so long to pay off. He buys everything I need for my profession, and I must pay him back.
I'm starting to have orgasms more frequently now with my clients both anal and vaginal, most of the time, multiple times during an appointment. I enjoy when they watch me orgasm, seeing the effect Black Cock has on me. I love seeing the look on their faces when they cum, and seeing the effect my white holes have on them.
He lets me view my profile on the website regularly. We take new pics weekly. I want to look good for my prospective clients. Reading more into the site, I find that the clientele have to submit blood tests regularly as I do which I feel good about. There are rules that these guys have to follow, but since I'm in the arrears to my pimp, these guys seem to gravitate towards me knowing that I submit to rough, humiliating type sex. Sodomization, verbal race play, cumming inside ( vaginal condom), swallowing, hair pulling, ass slapping, etc. Everything which I am now understanding is my purpose!! Everything that a short time ago I detested, hated.
Ordinarily, I take a quick nap on my work days after my final client has left. I do it before cleaning up and heading home. Today my pimp came in "I am going to have company, so let yourself out." usually my nap is no more than 20-30 minutes and then I hit the shower, dry off, dress, and leave my office. Today as I am crossing the living room heading out I hear my pimp and his 'company' in his room. I can hear her telling him her white pussy belongs to him and asking to be fucked harder, etc… (You know the standard reaction from a white girl new to the interracial lifestyle.) the typical white girl newbie surrender to the black man stuff and the same things I say during a session every day. But as I'm leaving, I swear I've heard the female voice before?! I'm a few feet away, it's through the door, in the heat of passion, it is probably my ears playing tricks on me so I leave.
When I show up for work the next day he says "No blow jobs today," I know this means he is getting a visitor, I assume it's his new girlfriend or another whore? It turns out to be the same girl, I hear her voice and smile wondering how long before she will be where I am.
Then one day as I'm leaving, I see his door is open halfway, so I naturally look in. I see him in a chair facing me, a white woman on her knees in front of him, her head bobbing up and down sucking his cock. He sees me, smiles, grabs her hair, and spins her head a bit. She turns it to look at me and I can't believe it, there, on her knees, topless, with a Black Cock in her hand that was just in her mouth, looking at me over her shoulder with a smile coming to her familiar face is DOTTY!!!???
I gasp, she turns back around to finish and I leave.
